The Life that is Full of Random and Curiosity

My BLOG just reflects the OTHER SIDE of me
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.

Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 11:08 PM

5 months

i felt so bad for not posting for the past 2 monthsaries...haha
kbye.

5 months..
it seemed like 5 years to me..
maybe because i never get bored meeting and seeing bby's face every day, every time, every sec, every hour...blablabla..

bby..
i know hiccups sometimes happen between us..
and i know..
i felt that most of it are mostly caused by me..
and because of the super duper tiny thing becomes a huge gigantic deal for us..
i'm sorry bby..
i'm sorry for the heart ache i caused..
i'm sorry for over-reacting.
i'm sorry for being a distract sometimes...
i'm sorry for being too sensitive..
i'm sorry for being selfish at times..

i'm really sorry..i'll try to improve ok syg?
guide me along, will you?

i love you bby..
happy 5 months love..
200610

here's a song lyric i dedicated for you..
very meaningful..
its from me to to you...
every word from it..

Siti Nurhaliza - Pastikan

Lihatlah Langit Di Atas Sana
Tersenyum Melihat Tingkah Kita
Selalu Ada Peristiwa
Yang Membawa Pertengkaran

Maksudku Hanya Ingin Yang Baik
Untuk Kita Berdua Dalam Bercinta
Baiknya Aku Buruknya Aku
Terimalah Aku Apa Adanya

Pastikan Kau Dengan Aku
Jangan Ada Cinta Lain
Tak Pernah Aku Terlintas
Niat Ku Untuk Berpaling

Maafkanlah Aku Sayang
Bila Belum Kau Bahagia
Sejauh Langit Di Atas
Kan Ku Kejar Bahagiamu

Biar Langit Dan Bumi Meruntuh
Biar Jasad Kita Tertimbun Di Sana
Tetap Bersama, Tak Ingin Lepas
Mencintaimu Ku Jadi Begini

Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 12:49 PM

when they are away for 2 weeks

parents have been away for 8 days already..
and i already feel the loss at home..
whenever i went out..
whenever i'm alone at home..
even whenever i'm asleep..

as a daughter, i, myself, already know that 'enjoying' and going out when they were away does not mean freedom..but just for a 'time-out' for me as a student and as a teenager..

i'm a bit pissed off with the situation at home..
everything is all about the kids
like totally!!
i'm not complaining of babysitting them, but.........sigh.
i'm okay taking care of them if they obey and respect me as their aunt..
but!
they NEVER respect me, NEVER listen to me, NEVER NEVER NEVER!!!
BUT WHY?

i remembered.
at one point of time, i cried in front of my laptop, listening to Untukmu Ibu by Exists.
dont ask me.
at that point of time, i had to be alone taking care of the kids..
and at that point of time, i covered my ears upon hearing one argument after another made by the little devils(kids)..
i let out a huge sigh.
i never did that.
its been so long i let out that huge sigh.
and wiping the tears that kept tearing down..

consequences:
if i try to solve the kids' arguments, i tend to beat them.
if i try to be patient with their rudeness, i could get emo and depressed and all i can do is always CRY!
if i told my sisters about this, they would say "they're kids, they're still small kids!" *roll eyes*
if
if
if
if

if only i can kill people, i will kill..

arghhhh!!!

oh god,
friday, 1.03pm
i cried again.

Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 4:39 PM

after dying...

ok i get it. this blog is S to the U to the P to the E to the R dead dead dead...

sigh..all the interesting infos were all expired as ive not been updating for too long already.. :(

ohwells..just gonna tell you what I did yesterday yaww...

went to Rihlah exhibition at National Library..
been wanting to go there but had to postponed that plan cos' it was a public holiday (and duh.it doesnt open during public holiday -.-)
so we actually went yesterday.
just a short info about the exhibition: basically tells about the Arabs in Southeast Asia and how it came about..blablablabla....
went there with my sayang and duh, he kept saying 'b, i nye name family ade tulis kat sini tau..jom cari'
ahahaha...i love him (selit!)
the exhibition was quite spacious, maybe because there wasnt a lot of people there. -.-
sadly, we havent completed 'surveying' the exhibition but we got halau-ed by the security there.. at first i thought that they did not allow any camera-taking but...because there was an event going to be held there.
grrrr................

so we headed down to Far East to fulfill my craving for kebab!!!
but still, i wanna taste my sayang's mummy's kebab..but ohwells, i was satisfied with the food there..
except for the cashier..
sayang was a bit pissed with the cashier..awww..bad bad service..
but i like the waiters there..very friendly and served us with their sweet smiles... ;)

oh yea, i forgot to mention.
we bought movie tickets yaww!!
guess what movie? eh eh eh?
we watched...Prince Of Persia..
yes, i know..i'm not a bit of a fan of such movie genres although i heard that the ratings was good..
but ohwells, surprisingly, this was the first movie that i actually dozed off during some parts of the movie...zzzzz...
plus plus plus..the movie theatre sucks!
LIDO 4 IS SMALL!! :(
the seats were comfortable but they were too cramped...grrr..

afterwards, we decided to head back home..
my sayang sent me home and we took bus 190.
overall, our date yesterday was a sweet and healthy one..
and bby, i always loved the last part..heheheh..
kbye!

pictures are up on fb yaww...
ok dont ask about the tudung part..
i kinda got the deep intention to wear it..
eh hello, with a sincere heart ok!
hahahaha

ok bye..i love my sayang Sheikh Muhamad Said