Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 3:05 PM
i miss my friends.
this is a super random post
inspired from a boring and nothing-to-do feeling mode yea i know, i cant be missing only my SMS. but god knows how i really miss my beloved darling friends sigh.  ok i know. i just met her like last week. but yea. i kinda miss her jokes. her laughable lame jokes. been with her since secondary school. yup. if i were to reminisce how we became close, it was seriously funny.. well, god knows, i know, you know. i know she's been handling complications regarding these human beings called guys..jerks..etc. well babe, i know you can do it. life is always full of ups and downs. happy and sad. there might be hidden meaning in what happens in our life. smile :)  this hot babe. getting prettier.. getting busy.. getting hard to see her.. oh yes, should i repeat again, i am a bitch. i know. things have been in confusion between us. i may not vent my anger to you. and i always let it out with on my blog. cos i know verbal argues wont work out. instead, i may lose a friend. and i dont want that. we've been through a lot of things. maybe not to you. but to me. i still miss you babe. i miss us.  this too.. prettier now. but hardly see her. and i know. she had also experiencing hard times too.. good thing that sometimes bump in to her around cck. and yes, babe. we have to go chillax one day. even for 1 day. we got lots of catching up. like seriously. i dont even know how you've been now.. goshh.. you are soo missed by azah.darn.  this cute pretty babe here. just met her when taking the madrasah cert last saturday. yeap. i know. although we just got close, its like we've known for a long time. and yea, she's one cute biol friend of mine. being her will always be the smiles and laughter! i remembered once. i was so pissed off with my jerk last time. and you and khalee met me around yewtee cos i was pissed off waiting for that 'paitao' jerk and yes babe. you did cheer me up ( and not forgetting khalee ) thanks for that babe. miss you too.. meet up soon yea? winks!  my partial mate! gawd..i miss her although we just met last week. congrats for getting your job babe! dapat gaji, blanje eh eh eh :D i wont forget my 'bandung' mate glad that complications have worked out. well, if not, at least i see you smile :D at least i see you laugh and being happy when you were with us. glad to see that babe! i miss you babe. meet up yea.. WAIT! dont think that i didnt miss the rest of my friends marn... well, if i were to state down all, this post will break a record of the longest blog post. so yea.. whatever it is, my friends will always be remembered. even though i may forgot your name. even though i may forgot your face. still, friends are loved. sayonara people! love. |
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@ 2:44 PM
untitled
 ok that explains it. i missed him ok so that explains it ok. i dont want to text him anymore now. w-e-i-r-d Kbye. |
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Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 7:13 PM
 and i think Lot 1 is wayy better :D at one point of time, Ana asked me " azah, kat sini ade wayang tak? ade arcade tak? " i told her " erm..aku tak dgr bunyi arcade ngan bunyi wayang...so aku rase takde uh " HAHA! but ohwells, Khalee said BPP is still a high-class cos theres Starbucks compared to Lot 1 :p so we ate at KFC met Ira there too.. and yea, she's cute. and Khalee is obsessed with her hair. prettayyy! so me, Ana and Khalee proceeded to Lot 1 and Ira and Fauzi went home. walk here, walk there. and went to the library. and i borrowed a book think i'm addicted at reading diaries.. and books that are more ragarding to teenager's life, sex and blablabla... side not : serious novels? :D so yea.. and and yesterday was like the first time that I decided to go off early.. slleeepppyy... so went home alone while Ana and Khalee went to print stuffs at Lot 1 aites, till here then. adios! bye readers (if theres any!)  P.S. i miss you, Sheikh Muhammad Said and i really do. i love you. and bby i'm waiting love. |
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Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 6:50 PM
Best friends?
 i've got to be frank.. i'm feeling sad wait.no. i'm feeling pissed off wait.no. i'm feeling bored. ok whatever. just feeling confused. i was browsing through blogs, tumblrs, twitters (which ive not been updating for so long.) all i could do was to sigh. i'm not jealoused.no. strictly no. why do i feel jealous for right? i'm just abit pissed off with myself. or to her (not gonna mention the name)  rewinding back to the pasts. yes.i may be a bitch. i knew she must have said that i may be flirting with her crush. and at one point of time, i went steady with her another crush too. i knew. she told our friends that she was going to make me feel guilty for doing that. and i was waiting for the moment. tik tok tik tok ( eh bukan lagu keisha laa...) erm nope. no sign of guilty alert. instead, she apologized to me. ok, forgiven. like what people would say. let bygones be bygones. buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih. and let me emphasize that. B-U-A-N-G! and Bygones means; past: existing or having happened a long time ago Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.  ok its the past girl. oh please. ok i understood that you might need to confide to other friends instead of me. ok i dont care about that. but whats with the 'eh aku takot ar kalau azah nampak' ok tell me what was that for? what if i saw? i'm gonna kill you? haunt you? and you know me well enough. (do you?) that i'm quite an expert at knowing these news. dont ask. whatever. besides.. girl.. i'm already ATTACHED. let me spell this A-T-T-A-C-H-E-D what? you think i'm gonna scratch back the past and 'FLIRT' with that guy AGAIN? no way! i'm not that type of person okay. and i'm not the type of person who patched back in a relationship. but i do still in o-k terms with my exes. dont believe? i'm still friends/in contact/good terms with Hizran, Ridwan, Theo... also to my other jerks...whoever they are(not gonna mention).. i forgived them in such a way that i dont really bother about their life anymore. voila~! they even got new girlfriends anyway! but no. i dint bitch about them anymore right! so i still dont get it girl. when i met you in school, we hugged like we have not met for a long time. but i'm the one always coming up with the 'topics' trying to crack up lame jokes about 'mambangs..' and blablablabla... wait. are we even bestfriends still? are you being secretive? like what i mentioned above. i understand if you prefer to confide to other friends. but if we were bestfriends, is it even wrong to tell me? you could just NOT mention that it was your problem..maybe i could help. cos' we ARE friends. we have been together since secondary school. and now we are schooling in the same Poly. i rarely even see you. cos both of us been busy with our own stuffs. we only went out chillax once in 2010. but you seemed awkward telling about your updates. you see.. do i even feel shy telling about my boyfriend. and also, i'm not being selfish by talking about myself. but i also asked about you too.. and i did listen. like what i did when i went out with our girl friend whom you prefer to confide to. sigh. its okay darl. i guess i have to play hide-and-seek with my feelings again. yup. the type when i will smile when i meet you. but deep inside, all i could is to just S-I-G-H. sigh. label me as a bad girl i dont care. or you can just scrub my name off from you BEST FRIENDS list. i dont mind.  bby. i really need you. i got no shoulder to 'cry' on. think i just have to find you photograph and imagine myself talking to you. or i could sleep wearing your t-shirt on. i miss you. sigh. |
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Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 4:59 PM
1 month
 bby i really miss you.. like alotttttt :( " Hey sygku, i dah sampai egypt bb. imysm syg..hehe..take care bby, time diff is 6 hrs :) " i had mixed feelings when receiving the text message. a mix of sad, love, rindu, happy :/ sigh. its not even close to a week bby. guess all i could do is w-a-i-t. and yes, today is 1 month. i love you. Weird. i browsed through your ex-girlfriend's pictures on our 1 month anniversary. tell me why. i have no idea. sigh. p.s. I MISS YOU :) |
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Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 6:33 PM
i really miss SMS, like seriously!
 in just few hours time.. as the day gets dark... as i'm posting.. my bby SMS will be going off to his Egypt trip. sigh. Yesterday i spend my last quality time with him before he go. oh yes, we watched Percy Jackson movie again. and and. bby bought me a white earpiece and he gave me his mp3 for me to listen to when i missed him.aww thank you love! met him at orchard ate at KFC and then went off to Lido for movie. since i already watched the movie, i took the opportunity to hug my astroboy for that almost 2 hours. and oh yea, bby got a new haircut! superly cute..cuter than me already.. sad sad, no pic :( whatever it is, we decided to chillax after the movie. i know. i just want to spend time with bby. i just want to look at his cute face before he go. sigh sigh. at first, we thought that we could get aunt KIA. but but complication happened. ohwell, i dont bother. i dont bother to complain for transportation. i just want to be with him, like seriously speaking oi! so we took bus to Bedok Reservoir. spent like only half an hour there. then bby sponsored me the cab. thank you bby. love.  and so today. i met him again. i went down to his place at Tamp early in the morning around 9 plus. i know i got low chances of getting 'approved' to get out of my crib cos ive been reaching home late recently :( BUT! surprisingly, mummy let me off. BUT! just for a little while. so i thought i could accompany bby SMS for his jog or swimming. BUT! i told him i could only eat breakfast with him. lucky i got my money. so i spent a deluxe MacD breakfast for bby love. sad sad. i just gotta to make a move around 12 :( sigh. i just could not help myself but to miss him already. even when i waved him goodbye at the train station. while i was inside the train, bby texted me " Hey sayang thanx for coming all the way here.. So sweet of u baby :) " and i was listening to Chris Brown's With You....and my eyes got a bit teary ugh. i miss you so much bby..  hope you take care of yourself there. and have fun meeting the egyptian mummies ;) i'll be waiting for you dear. and and...Happy Advance 1 month in 2 days darling. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. xoxo. |
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Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 11:31 PM
3 more days?
 exactly 3 more days. just like the indonesian movie on suria channel justnow 'Love is Cinta' just that...its not about 3 days but 3 CHANCES for the hero to rest in peace after his death.. sighh.... dear god, please dont make me 'over'-missed someone cos sometimes i tend to 'over'-cry for that someone please fasten the time from 18 feb onwards. please enable him to communicate with me either through cyber world or using any tele-communicative devices there at least... please make him miss me. cos i will miss him even more please make us 'over'-love towards each other. please.... please.... dear god please..... please dont change him... i love him the way he is... inclusive of his care, concern, desires and blablablabla... love. :( |
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@ 5:32 PM
Valentine's day?
 Dear god, can i rewind back yesterday, Saturday, 13 February, 4pm? :( met darling SMS yesterday around 3 plus yesterday. i was having a headache so that was why i took the longer train route towards City Hall. still, i was afraid bby was tired after work yesterday i was like 'takpe la...kalau penat takyah jumpe laa...haiz' but but but deep inside my heart was the other way round..sigh..rinduu.... we ate at Burger King. ok i didnt realised that we have not been eating proper meal since our first 'date' HAHA! wth. i knew that bby was feeling tired and that was why he was indecisive on his decision i told him 'b...u dah decide baru you bilang i k?' haha. im not good at plans myself. so i kinda need options so that i could decide for myself. unplanned. we went to Botanical Gardens. omg, its been a long time since i went there. haiz.. lying on the grass.. plus the sun that shines upon us.. plus watching the swan swam across the lake in front of us... plus plus plus... equal romantic la gituuu... seriously, yesterday was awesomeness for me cos i get to spend my quality time with my loving SMS ohwells..whats the use of celebrating valentines day? wait. ppl said that on valentines day, ppl show their love, care and concern towards someone you love, care etc... but but...i love, i care and blablablabla towards my darling SMS every single day... sooo....does that mean that i celebrate valentines day everyday? huh huh huh? ohwells, whatever. dont care and dont bother... yg penting...yg important...saya SAYANG SMS. k no link -.- ok la bye.hehe :D        * seriously, i had fun bby. pls forget the ending. it wasnt bad. it was just natural feelings. people make mistakes. pls dun change. i love you the way you are ps. i love you, Sheikh Muhammad Said |
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Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 10:33 PM
bby, I WON!
 still having the 'i-keep-thinking-of-Percy-Jackson-movie' syndrome!? hahahaha... but seriously, after watching it with Khalee yesterday, I still watch the trailers on youtube ZOMG! and definitely, the movie was a super duper definite the best that ive watched. better than harry potter? ahah! YEAH BAYBEH! cos the hero looks soooooo much cuter than hairy potter... :D okok azah stop it eh eh eh ... ok so today was like the last day of UT it was like the first time that i left early for UT. seriously, i wrote shits in there. god knows how much shit efforts that ive wasted on DMA UT.haha! met natt while i was otw to CWP. ask her to tag along to meet me and khalee... but.....she cant....aiya! so i met khalee on train towards Yishun.. she ask to meet at the last cabin. but i think i was too slenge that i went to the first cabin.. and both of us met inside the train at the middle cabin.. alalala...romantic la gituuu...ahahaha! so we headed to northpoint. stepping into yishun... entering northpoint... memories...memories.. funny memories.... or can i say the 'kantoi' memories... the memories that i lay my hands on a jerk!muahahahahaha.... so we surveyed northpoint.. ate Special Nasi Pattaya at the foodcourt there. ok whats so special about it anyway... but its the first time of me eating that with soup. ok..azah big deal eh eh eh..? :p ohwells..temptation temptation... most shirts costing around 22 bucks... ugh... if only..... argh! :( we headed to the library.. looks kinda small... but it was quite big.. darling SMS arrived around 4 plus. aww....he was cute wearing those pants..hehehe! alar...paiseh kepe...? :( bby lied that he had eaten already... check check : he had only eaten bread in the morning! ugh.. 'recommend' him the pattaya rice. ar bagus la....beli tak check harga..haiyo! and and khalee bought cheese fries.. gosh....im soooo gonna be fat mannn.... make a move around 6pm. bby to bus interchange for Hadrah me and khalee towards MRT.duh! reached home kinda early today.. ate laksa at home too.. gemokss.... ok laaa thats all for the talkings... i want to pee..... ok takyah bilang. k bye. and yes bby. I WON!!!!!! wooohoooo.... |
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 10:42 PM
Love Insanity
 gosh...i can feel the lemaks forming in my tummy...ooohhh....gemuks in process...ARGH!! ok today i ate like 4 servings of rice and the lauks in a day! plus plus eating almost half empty of the Mister Potato -.- sad sad. no plans today plus plus no UT tomorrow. plus plus in the process of saving money.. so yea..been telling myself not to spend a single thing till i reached home.tsk. for the first time i broke the record of reaching home around 2pm. ate Mister Potato while watching the telly. then ate rice after that then dozed off while watching the telly.. darn...slept after eating??? goshhh..... had my beauty nap around 3pm till 6pm. got leg cramps after waking up... checked my phone :( awww...bby still at work. so yea..basically thats all that happened today..besides having Creative Concapts UT justnow. im so not gonna talk about it :P and yes, not to forget! i finally got that Cotton On shirt! yahoo!!~~ all thanks to my darling SMS.. *blush* ok azah was a little shy at first though. but all i can say is a super big munchie huggy thank you to bby for buying that precious.hehehehe.. :D sayang kamu.. ps. i love you. |
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Saturday, February 06, 2010 @ 11:35 PM
save save save.
 UGH. i didnt know that saving money could be this tough the temptation to eat or to buy those shits are so irresistible!! today(saturday) i had my communications UT panic mode: need to be there by 1045 as it starts at 11 and i went out of my house around 10 plus! test ends at 12 met classmates to study? eat? ok i just accompanied them to eat as i have my darling MR SMS waiting to fetch me with his KIA. ok bby was super cute and handsome and smart today. i felt sloppish wearing just nirvana shirt and jeans. bby drove me to bustop near his crib and i waited for him to ''send' the car to his bro. and since I dont wanna get home early, we decided to go to City Hall to chillax while waiting for his friends. ok awkward moment! i felt funny though. i met them when i was still 'solo'. i met them when i was with that guy. but now... i am with a different person.. ahha..! went window shopping with them.. goshh...suddenly i got fetish for guy's stuffs.. ok specific. guy's shirts. sooooooooo lawaaaaaa... and yeah....this all just makes me tempted to buy them... i got like so many things in mind. ARGHH!! ohwells, i got home early today. ugh.does that make a difference? haha... p.s. I LOVE YOU SMS. |
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Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
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