Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 7:52 PM
sikap babi.
 i dont get it. when i tell the truth, they said i lied. when i told them i went out with my friends, they don't believe. when i hinted their faults, they said i'm rude. when i told them i had gone insane, they scolded me. NOW WHAT DO THEY EVEN WANT FROM ME? KILL ME? TORTURE ME? ugh. as expected, i got the fuckshit RP letter again. this time; Mum: wth? letter again? how come? did u come to school even? Me: huh? oh...i dont know. Mum: you better tell me. Me: even when i tell you, i dont deserve to be trusted, RIGHT? Dad: where'd you go? Me: library. released my stress from people who dont want to trust me anymore. arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boleh gila siak gini! eh cibai, aku mati lagi baik arh!! kalau menyesal sangat yang aku ni anak korang, taruk aku kat IMH lagi gerek! Perangai konek! *I texted bby SMS. he thought i was sarcastic. Im very sorry. see, i expected people could not survive with my sarcasm. haiz :( |
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@ 6:58 PM
Girlfriends chillax!
 had super duper fun day out with my best babes, Ain, Khalee, Ana & Natt !! yeah..been delaying the Marina Barrage picnic outing and yesterday was like 'oh-finally' HAHA! me and natt reached the yew tee platform quite early and we waited for the 2 princesses, Ana & Ain for like 1 hour? aiseymannn... i brought cookies that mum baked. Natt brought muffins..yumm... Ana brought potato salad :P Ain brought hotdog sandwich ;) Khalee said she didnt bring anything...BUT~! she did offered to share the Mentos! alahai, cute! Khalee arrived late and meet us there as she had to attend come Bursary shits. so me and the rest of the babes proceed to go to the bustop to take the shuttle bus towards Marina Barrage. oh fuck! i feel like killing the driver marnn.. and god damn it! we waited for the shuttle bus like for almost an hour!? WTF.  we really occupied our time there. laughter. crappy jokes. and those lame shits acts. oh how i missed us. i played a game called 99 and Bluff using the poker cards with Ana.. just for a short time though. Natt cant join us for the game as she wasnt feeling that well cos of her first day of 'red-light' that day. well...Natt brought Twister.. so ape lagi? main arrr...HAHAHAHAHAH! we had hilarious moments there. all captured on Khalee's camera. I won for the first round and lost to Ana at the second time we played. gawdd....gereks!!  we make a move around almost 8 ( i think! ) actually planned to go to ION/ Orchard Central..? but time was really getting on our nerves so decided to take the train home. except for me and Natt. we dropped by Lot One KFC to grab a proper meal. so yea.. i reached home around 1030 early kepe?! HAHAHA! thought cik KIA was free that day but sadly to hear from bby SMS that KIA not free :( ohwells, its ok... i really did have fun... thanks for the birthday wishes, girlfriends! love. and and ..thanks for the gift from Khalee and Natt! i loike the shirt! hehehehe.. :D *more photos are at Facebook. so for more information, please go to Facebook, and all the best searching for them! HAHA! |
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Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 11:50 PM
Birthday O-M-E-N
 yup. that girl. a date that she was born - 28 January and today she turned 18 legal 18? thats what people say. ok so wats with 18? legal? legal for what? smoke? sheesha? clubbing? sex in a hotel? m18 movie? oh fuck. whats the big deal of it? ok maybe big deal. now u might not be afraid to show off the damn IC that you are now legal. ok whatever. screw celebration. bad bad bad omen to celebrate that girl's birthday.. theres always something that went wrong. maybe not on the day itself but the process oncoming of it. mother was cute but she got teary on wishing the birthday wish. hugs. beloved classmates surprised with a chocolate cake beloved SMS for the Santau movie. - scarryyyyyyyy doks! beloved mum for the cute shits. beloved sister for the oreo cheese birthday cake beloved human beings for the great wishes that made her day. yea and not to forget these assholes.. a father that didnt wish his daughter for her birthday. a guy that macam paham that told her that he planned shits for that girl's birthday plus not even a wish?. a non-existent brother who thinks that he doesnt have a sister to wish and i bet he doesnt even know my age. ~~ yeap those few..theres nothing else i can say. perangai konek. sorry. but i just wanna say.. next time, dont bother making shits promises. retards. aites. till here. mood went down. so was my inspiration to blog.. sigh. i hoped im not back to my temperamental attitude. i felt so fucked up acting like that. sorry bby for making you 'suffer' :( |
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Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 9:39 PM
'grounded'
 parents went off to GayLung without telling me. Sis and her 'crew' off for her silat shits. soo...i told myself that i seriously wanna go out.. at least a step out of the house.. :( eh pathetic pe azah..hahahahaha.. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt realised that mum took my ez link card along with her. with her excuse that she wanna top up my concession. gossshhhh.... dengki eh eh eh eh eh.... :( dah lahh... so yea...i'm being a goody girl for this weekend. alahaii...hehehehe and oh yea. met bby for a while in the afternoon. he went to his friend's house. and he drove to my place for a while. excuse: R-I-N-D-U! he told me that its gonna be only for 15 mins... ohwells.... p.s. i love you mr SMS. |
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@ 12:02 AM
deep feelings.
 (ok record-breaking for me : 3 post in a day!) WTF?! i was just replying. i was just responding. at least i got the mouth to talk. rather than being a mute retard. but all i got were "why are you being so rude" "whats with the voice tone?" ---FUCKING ASS BULLSHIT! if these have to go on, might as well i refrain myself from talking. or these assholes might also pray that i became mute so they would not have to waste their energy to get pissed off with me. FUCK OFF! now i know. a bad omen to celebrate my birthday. or i could also say that 2010 is starting to become an ass bitch. it started with complicating affairs and issues. i wonder how i could survive in these 'events'.. trust. is now no more. zero. none. period. i just dont get it. whats with the people in my house? are they going insane? are they going retarded? fucking what have they turn into now...??? i'm always the one to blame. i dont regret. i'm too used to this. just blame me for the hell. i dont give a fucking shit. UGH. |
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Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
boredom.
 gawdd... bored bored boreddd.......!!! ok for the first time this week that i'm feeling too boredd... stayed home the whole day today. and and and and i miss mr sms. there's something wrong with my chest that i find myself having difficulty breathing. got lazy to help sis with her flea market shits. so i occupied myself with household chores.. and online updates ;) random: i love videocalling with bby.hehe. and and..the way we communicate was just by talking to the mic. and yes, no typing.haha! cooolliiiooo shits! and yeahh...we have lotsa screen captures of our convo. but i personally love the above pic. CUTE! hehehehehehhehee.. OK BYE! *winks. I LOVE MR SMS. |
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@ 6:22 PM
milestone 5?
 *scratch scratch* very the itchy sangat sangat.. :( aiseyman...'love' bites from the mosquitoes... ohwells..guess i gotta bare with it.. arghh....gatallll.....HAHAHAH! whatever it is.. i dont really give a big damn for those bites. cos what matters most is spending my time with Said bby...my MR SMS i skipped Creative Concept (again!) reasons: L-A-Z-Y! S-L-E-E-P-Y... and i know that i will have to spend little time with my precious hubby.. :( but no worries bby, you didnt influence me anything. i always have the urge to skip classes..teehee! gosh...i motivation needed alert!! i went down to Tampines ohwell, i insist on coming to the east side.. i got too bored that i have to travel around. decided to go to PARIS RIS park. ok, it was unintentional to go there.. but yes, although i took a little sip from bby's tahue and half bite out of 3 packets that bby brought, i did not even feel any hunger at all.. each time spent with bby is always fulfilling and unforgettable. sigh. we had to make a move around 4 plus. each with our own respective activities :( bby with hadrah and me with senior concert. grabbed Ramly burger on the way sending me back to school. waited for my beloved friends. gawdd...i miss them sooooo muchhhh... and seeing the bloco mates there just create 'trauma' in me :( well...the concert was....A-W-E-S-O-M-E! but..not as 'bad' as Jam & Hop.teehee! had fun through the night baybeh.. UGH.a temptation~! concert ended around 9 plus. chilled till around 10. tempted to meet bby and his friends. ohwells..both of us do not want to take the risk though. better to be safe baybeh! and and..i dont want to destroy any 'reputation' between us ;)  aites till here then. wanna grab some stuffs to eat. ugh.I AM FAT! p.s.I LOVE YOU MR SMS.K BYE. |
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Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 9:15 AM
rain.skip.
 Heavy rain early in the morning.I stare myself in the mirror. "skip? or go?" gosh..why does it have to rain? why must it be on a friday? why roti prata price increase by 10 cents? (ok no link.) currently at macd. i kinda waited for the rain stops but guessed... gut feelings just dragged myself to doze off while i was putting on my eyeliner.HAHA! and all i said was "wow, im late!" haha..(emphasis on the "wow") and oh, i just felt like sleeping at macd eyelids heavy alert!!! ohwells, im kinda expecting a letter from school. sigh. i wished i could retake my Os. and really work hard for my poly. i dont know why but im not really looking forward to 2nd year, studying modules related to my course. sighhhhhhhh......... till here then. inspiration to continue posting got 'jammed' halfway. so sayonara readers. P.S. I LOVE YOU DARLING SMS. |
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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 11:28 PM
and that makes us <3
 Had been spending almost everyday with darling SMS. oh i love and treasure every moments with him. gone partial yesterday bby met me at civics library. was surprised that he actually recognised me from behind. cos some of my friends dont :( ok whatever.no link. i brought him to chinese garden to chillax. (gotta thank the past for introducing that place too) * sori bby but CG is not like Mandai..hehehehehehe...(selit) spend the romantic time there and fulfilling the precious moments of counting down the time for bby to make a move :( and today i met bby again.. actually planned to partial for today's Cognitive but... met him after school..at the usual 'Ratna' meeting point :P was so eager to let him watch some vids that we ended up spending our time inside the library.HAHA! ohwells, bby gotta be home early for some stuffs niwaes.. understand understood. well, it seemed that it really does not even matter where we chill, eat, lepak...blablablabla... cos' we both are always full of craps to talk and laugh about. and that what makes everything interesting <3 yup. and that makes both of us.  Noor Azah & Sheikh Muhammad Said <3 sayonara readers. |
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 10:47 AM
I LOVE SMS
currently in school.
erm. doing nothing. haha.. felt invisible today. it seemed that i only came for the purpose of grades. today was Digital Media Arts(DMA) module. i wasnt here last week and that is the super reason why i was not feeling interested and even motivated to try out those Flash shits. *yawns* UGH. felt so weak today. mind not working AT ALL.. why? my mind is just busy thinking of this ONE thing.. oh how could i forget. i was busy thinking about bby.. hahahahhaha.. k azah mepek. k bye. 200110 nice number for anniversary? well, who cares? its love that matters. yes, i admit. i told myself that its hard for my heart to be opened for any commitment. ohwells, the special care and attention that was given was so irresistible yeah, you. i hope i wont regret with what i have decided. i love you, Mr Sheikh Muhammad Said(SMS) :D  |
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Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 2:50 PM
Just.
City Hall.
MacD. Skipped school. With Sheikh. ok bye.  |
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Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 9:15 AM
Hey Saturday.
 Saturday - 16 January went out with an excuse of chillax with my girlfriends.. i gotta apologize to my lovely girls for 'using' them..i felt so bad myself. ohwells, life's been a bitch really. ok, SERIOUSLY a bitch. trust = 0 it was like my first time that these stuffs happened to me. my sisters experienced it before. so....does that mean that this was like 'finally' my time to deserve it?? i dont know and i dont bother to know. i gotta thank my lovely human beings - Matiin & Sheikh for sponsoring spare phone and prepaid. gosh..really appreciate yaww.. and although i already got back my samsung, i still cant even use it as the asshole had used up my prepaid to ZERO! damnit! ohwells, i've been getting myself used to using the Sony Ericsson, teehee! ok back to saturday. went out with Matiin to pasir ris. it was like the first time he finally got 'confident' to 'steal' me for travelling with his batu Nissan watched Fired Up on laptop. hilarious show.HAHA! had to travel down to White Sands for MacD cos Downtown was packed. had McSpicy..gosh...havent had it for a loooooonnngggg timeeeeee....YUM! had some 'question-answer' and 'sharing' session with him..LOL. yeap, it was random. Unexpected. headed home around 9 plus. been telling him that i gotta be home by 10.. haiz..boring..... well dude, no more 12 to 1.DAMN! afterall, at least i could go out on a weekend with a friend... rather than to a kenduri.. HAHA..setan siol Azah. aites, till here then. Adios Amigos readers.. P.S. I MISS YOU.K BYE. |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
wishlist: Unconditional Desires
Excellence in StudiesThe Perfect Guy
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Khalee
Kok Shin
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