Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 7:23 PM
2010?
 hello 2010..but goodbye 2009? sigh. i really wished that i could turn back time. if only we have the power to do that. if only i have the power to rewind the clock, the calendar to 1st of January of 2009....things would be WAYYYYYY different... in 2009... i experienced the least taste of teenage love affairs i knew guys who love me for lust and affection i knew guys who love me for sincerity i experienced situation that makes me very embarrassed as a 17 year old ****** i knew the consequences of skipping classes i knew the consequences of being on partial in school i regretted skipping lessons for some shitty reasons  also in 2009.. i knew i had changed i changed from bad to worst i gave in myself way too easily i was uncontrolled by situations i lost focus on my own well-being i was too dumb and gullible to believe these fuckers and i ended up crying and regretting but yet, still remembering this particular guy who had caused everything that started and then, my friends are now having this impression of me being someone who dont really care for whoever new friends that i got to know SIGH. so here i am, being a normal person who makes mistakes.. trying to fix things right. hoping that i wont be hurt, get hurt or continue hurting people that i really love and care.  therefore..in 2010 i have this simple random resolutions in mind. I WANT TO CHANGE I HAVE TO CHANGE but i have dumb questions that keeps bugging me inside my head. " HOW DO I CHANGE? " well.. i have to take a break/pause in life i have to reflect the things that i have regret so, i know i have to reduce skipping classes. maybe some partialling should be ok (hehe!) not to believe or being too gullible towards the unknown species.. so basically, i do not have fixed resolutions for 2010.. i just hoped for the best in my life in the future. and yes, im also looking forward to be "non-illegal" P.S. : Matiin, thanks for inviting me to the pit. i had fun and nice knowing your friends.HAHA! i know they are full of crappy stuffs to joke about. :P special thanks to the 4 lovely guys(incl.YOU!) for travelling such long distance from east coast to CCK to send me home. HOW SWEET!(yea i know travelling to cck is like goin to one other end from your home but what do i care for ur Hotwitch. :P thanks again! ;) |
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Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
Birthday? Christmas?
 Laptop’s currently in Christmas mood cos’ it wont log me in. UGH! So I’m just creating a draft on my useless desktop and transferring it to daddy’s 'precious' comp. So yesterday was my friend, Matiin’s birthday. Oit! Getting old or whattt…?? HAHA! Was quite surprised that he don’t actually have plans on his birthday.. Ohwells, so decided to meet up for J.Co and Sheesha.. Headed to bugis for J.co then went to Haji Lane for sheesha.. I was irritated with myself cos’ I was abit unwell so I coughed 2 times when sheeshaing but at least I introduced him the ‘transfer’…lalalala~~~ Ohwells, damn the place does not accept outside food and drinks.. So we decided to head to esplanade to chillax and eat the J.Co doughnuts. Ok I could tell he was not that mature enough to even think that his stomach could not take 1 dozen doughnuts and double cheeseburgers….Haiz! Ok one funny thing that we saw there; A couple sitting on the floor at the roof terrace facing a ‘ligtning alert’ sign.. We were like imagining what their convo could be cos they may be admiring the the lightning signal in front of them with full concentration huh..? Hah! Stayed by the bay till around 1230am.. We knew we gonna miss our train so we just chilled a bit more longer.. Gotta thank him for the ‘lecture’..plus sharing our past experiences and all..i really appreciated that. I reached home at 1am by cab. Thanks dude! Ohwells, great day out indeed as I straight away make love with my bed as long as I hit my crib. Thanks and Happy Belated Birthday! 251209 ( Christmas? Birthday? ) :P |
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Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 7:08 PM
Review.
Marina at Keppel Bay - went there twice baybeh!
Review: went there with a friend. yes, i keep telling him 'would it be nice if a guy propose to me on a floating boat here..' hehe. its nice to go there during the evening till night. plus the amazing wind that is always full of jealousy.. overall, a romantic place to go to..  so it was a sunday yesterday. i went out chilling him plus plus fulfilling the promise to belanja him the doughnuts at vivocity. kinda missed him during his trip to Bali so decided to meet up. bought for him a half dozen and he spend on burger king again, HAHA! ohwells, review for the doughnuts: not up to his expectations though! :P ate and chilled at Keppel Marina Bay.. what can i say..he's so totally obsessed with the boats.. but i really love going there though.. made a move around 1045 so that we wont miss the last train..hehe (like what had happened during the previous day we went out) and yea, thanks for the shades and cap.. :D  Sayonara readers.. |
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Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 11:49 PM
bored.
its almost 12 am
and i'm blasting my music out loud on my laptop speakers... I CANT SLEEP!!!!! |
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
ache!
 just got back from my IG practice.. and god damn it..i finally feel the satisfaction of playing the surdo drum ;) we completed the whole song.. i was enthu for the whole prac.. and now...i'm having legs and arm ache... gosh...i have never experience this pain feeling marnn.. plus plus i'm having the women's 'break' now... UGH. shit..i cant continue any longer.. have to give my body a beauty rest noww... adios amigos readers.. ;) |
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 12:11 AM
school vacation?
 Screw UT!!!!!! i missed 2 questions and did not complete a 6-marks question.. sadded! ohwells, gotta blame myself too for not studying extra hard.. plus plus i skipped school again today but seriously, this is not on purpose! the night before, i chatted with Shat and Put. i asked Put to reserve for me the seats for tomorrow's team.. so the next day, i TRY to prepare myself early.. but i ended up dozing off while 'make-up'ing... haha! and i realised that its already 815.. ohwells.. texted Ana and yea, met her at woodlands! lalalala~~~ intended to study but I ended up watching I Love You Beth Cooper movie.. i realised i cant watch that movie alone.. cos i dun find it interesting watching alone.. and i finally get the movie jokes when watching with Ana justnow.. -.- aitez..think i wanna end here now.. wanna watch some more movies.. keeping my mind off complicated stuffs... and yeahhh.....I GOT MY CHINGAY AND BE PRACTICE TOMORROW.... TIME TO VENT OUT MY ANGER ON THE SURDO DRUMSS BAYBEH!!! :D |
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Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 8:42 AM
Catching up..
 i gotta discipline myself with school.. i just cant fucking believe that RP love to waste their papers sending letters for 'school-skippers'.UGH.. so yeap, i have to really really study for UTs..HAVE TO! my UT1 was just QUITE well done. except for 2 modules... :( been catching up with girlfriends.. i went partial on thursday and went to chill at Khalee's house.. ok..i just wanna keep it to myself of what did there..oooo... :p yesterday met up with Khalee(again!), Ain and Ana. headed straight to library after my UT. Azah: which section are u guys at? Khalee: rooftop Azah: (blindly went up to Low 1 roof garden, but no one!) (Called them) Azah: where you guys? Khalee: library Azah: thought you guys at rooftop? Khalee: dont you get the joke? ok, seriously, i was damn blur yesterday... and i didnt get Khalee's joke for the first time! :( sadded. ohwell....wanna say happy birthday to someone who had turned 17 yesterday!  stay crazy, pretty monster! Saye RINDU Kamu.. |
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Tuesday, December 08, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
Hatred.
i predict.
people might start ignoring me. people hate me. people hurting me. FUCK. |
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Sunday, December 06, 2009 @ 11:14 PM
Just for 1 Day..
 updating. felt kinda sick lately but feeling quite better day by day thankfully. actually dont feel like updating a long post this point of time because i'm still pissed of what had happened. *once i got you, i'll be ready to fuck you off, Asshole! BTW, watched Bulan Baru(New Moon) yesterday at Downtown East.. all i could say was that i rather transfer through a hard disk and watch it on my laptop. get what i meant? no? erm, nvm.  yeap, see that guy on the poster? ahhh...*melts* hot per!? i kept whispering to my friend: "eh hot per body!" "alamak eyes lawa sehh!" "sial la..hot seh rambut!" hahaha...i bet he's disturbed and distracted by that..but who cares... ate at BBQ Chicken afterwards after the show finished around 8 plus? (k i forgot).. nice food.. comfortable place.. comfy seat.. 'great' price..HAHA! headed home around 10.. reached home around 12.. i dont know why my body's aching.. but whatever it is, i had fun. i wasnt bored. hey, thanks for bringing me out. ;) *well...like what me and sis usually do..take advantage when there's no government in the house..(dont get us wrong :D ) |
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Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 12:58 AM
Insist on sleeping
 ok tell me why the fuck i cant sleep? currently listening to malay emo songs(jiwang)... ok dont ask me why. seriously, my fucking eyes kept forcing me to get hooked on facebook games, check on youtube for more and more videos. UGH. im so fucking booooorrrreeedddddd.......................... Matinn.....Why never calll......??????? alamak....very boorreeedddd arrrr....... **AZAH, ARE YOU EXCITED TO COME TO SCHOOL TMR? ERM..MAYBE..?** sori for this lame shit post. when boredom strikes, that is. ;) |
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Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 11:36 AM
SKIPPED!
 currently at Macdonalds. yeap, dats right. Azah skipped school again. gosh. was absent yesterday too because of damn stomach pain. I could actually go to school but time dragged me to just stay home.haha..(i blamed it on the time) so i did the house chores and all.. helped and accompanied mum to NTUC. say my goodbye to my sis Azalea after she stayed over for past 2 days. ok so everything at my crib was neutral. just standard nagging from mum, dats all.. life? erm.. just dating and mingling. i'm looking forward for saturday though. gonna be the first time i'll be seeing the guy who keeps bugging me on Facebook!! wakakaka.. hopefully nothing comes in between the plan. and i'm super excited for him cos' his 'Optimus Prime' will be at the carpark tomorrow or Friday..? (ok which ever days..) aite, till here. will post again if i feel like it. Hehe. ;) |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
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but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
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