The Life that is Full of Random and Curiosity

My BLOG just reflects the OTHER SIDE of me
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 1:23 PM

Hairy Rare-year Core-Bun

Happy Aidiladha to the muslim peeps!

but do you feel the aura of hair raya?
do you feel the holiness of hari raya?
do you have any sense of sadness or repent?
do you even have feelings??

UGH!

To mum:
what has got into you?
anything that we can help?
you seemed to be a non-stop talking clock (random)

Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 11:12 PM

Dusty Post..

*wipes off this dusty blog*

omg..this blog is like mostly dead.haha.

well, actually i've gots lots in mind to pen it down here.
wanted to talk about the World Drum Night but it seemed overdue. so whatever it is, the show was a success and i super duper love it baybeh!

and yeah guys...i've entered Bloco (ever heard of it? - ok, its the percussion group who recently performed for National Day ^^)
and the exciting part is that we are going to perform for Chingay baybeh!! wooohooo....

hah. so it seemed i'm gonna be packed with a lot of stuffs eyy..
So...im just committed with my passion for music baybeh~~!!

oh yea..i went for Sheesha at Arab Street with my beloved IG mates on Thursday..
hope we have another sheesha outing again as some peeps could not made it that day :(
had loads of fun baybeh..
i thought i was a bit high till some unwanted craziness came out...shhh..hehehehe...
gonna just post some pics here as more will be on my gerlfren, Saihah's facebook.
well, theres some reason we do not wanna tag and publish ourselves :D

and yeahhh...i want to thank to my dearie Saihah for introducing me the theatre play at Nanyang Poly called 'Terasa'..
it was fucking hilarious and interesting!!! alamak i loike! hehe ;)

till here me end.
ADIOS!

*i hate being sick!

Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 9:17 PM

Will update soon with pictures perhaps...

BUT.....

BEFORE THAT.....

WOULD LIKE TO SAY....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR KAK HASLINDA.......!!ahahahaha...

finally 19 eh...fuyoo...

alamak...kiter sayanngggg bangettt sama kamu sih... hehe ;)

Saturday, November 07, 2009 @ 12:29 AM

UGH.

I am trying to entertain myself with stupid stuffs
Youtube.
Facebook games.
Tagged updates.
Bloghopping.
MSN.

Nevertheless, I still felt funny
Weird.
Sad.
Hopeless.
Stressed.
Pissed Off.
Controlled.

I think I am confused.
I hate my daddy.
mummy? maybe.
Is it hard to ask "do you have any problems in school *sitting in the kitchen table with me*. Why must you skip school?"
*in a nicer manner please?!

ohwells.
so many things happened today.

School - I almost went partial today..but gut feelings said no.

After School - MacD with gf, saihah. she studied her religious exam (same as mine too) but I studied Cheeseburger instead.

Home - Mum threw me a letter when I am eating. FUCK. letter from RP! (for the first time) fucking weird.
I did not get any fucking letter last semester although I skipped more classes.

UGH.FUCK RP.

Religious CLass - Didnt study and never wil. Late but the first to finish it! weee~~~

ok dats all folks.
I am sleepy.. off to bed!
ADIOS!
;)

Wednesday, November 04, 2009 @ 9:20 PM

awwww,bby's so swwitt

yesterday,
bby fetch me from school.
then he took me to his house.
he blindfold me,
then he hold my hand and told me to sit.

he took off my blindfold and
i was surprised!

a candlelight dinner!
awww.
bby kissed my forehead and told me to wait.
he served dinner.

he cooked pasta!
afterthat,
he on music and we danced.

bby pandai dance seyyyyy.
*ehem*

mmkay.
then we went chinese garden.
again,
i think the uncle recognise us seyy.
regular customer.

we seat under the dark skies.
hoping to find stars

guess what bby ask
"b, u know why there's no stars in the sky?"

i looked at him and ask why

he said
"cause the brightest star is here, you"

actually no link.
but he's sweet.
and i love him so very much.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009 @ 1:54 PM

*winkwink*

i told bby to update.
but nvr update seyyy.

pfft.
to prevent this blog from dying.
i, Muhammad Ridwan Bin Abdul Malek,
S91XXXXXC, will update this blog.

bleargh, i made it look like such a big deal.

things happened.
but no matter what happen.
i have you,
and you have me.

thats all that matters.
you've been busy.
with studies and cca.
im happy,
cause my bby is so hardworking.
work towards a bright future mmkay b?
i'll work hard to.
and with god's willing,
k i shouldnt go on.

deep down inside.
i know my bby,
is changing.

if possible,
i want to be there for you,
forever and always.

i could be a jerk.
for no reasons.
i think its menses.
but apparently,
guys dunt have menses.

so yeah,
but dunt give up on me.

its with you,
i feel love unlike other.

thanks bby,
for everything.
ily<3
mwahkkxzxzs

Sunday, November 01, 2009 @ 12:21 AM

sigh.

12.20 am - tears. MARK THAT!

i dont get it.
feeling'less'

but, i love you

sigh.