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Friday, October 02, 2009 @ 10:17 AM
To my Silvera, i love you

i thought that it was the most memorable date ever. maybe i had finally realised theres actually someone who could prove to me, give me the chance to love and be loved again.
it all started when you said, "i know you have change and you will change"
*awkward silence*
i began thinking. well, actually, i was thinking.
i did not get teary but my heart did. i did not want to cry in front of you bby i dont want to waste the precious time to be sad when i'm with you i felt lucky that you accepted me from my pasts ;)
after that then i finally realised that i should treasure you. and i love to to have the feeling of someone keep texting me and making me smile like a pisang (hehe!) on my own
chinese garden became our first 'port' to chill out. and trust me, i've been longing to spend my time there with someone that i love and letting out the love and affection stayed there till the day gets dark surrounded by beautiful lights of the lanterns of different colors
and when you whisper to me saying that you dont really loved me at first. and you said that the love began to grow as i ignored you.
and yes, i feel the loss too. when i asked you to move on and forget about me and i thought you did. i was like 'oh damnit, am i regretting or what?!' till then i know that i love you.
until now. thank you bby i love you, Ridwan Silvera
~27 is the number <3
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