The Life that is Full of Random and Curiosity

My BLOG just reflects the OTHER SIDE of me
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 11:47 PM

-.-

I HAVE TO CRY TONIGHT.

BYE!

Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 9:54 PM

nak rest.

ok, i hate wearing mask (random!)
accompanied mum to SGH to go for her eye check-up appointment.
omg. like i slept ard 2 plus and woke up ard 5 just for mummy..? tsk.
ohwells..
at least i get to skip house chores..heehee..
leave it all to my sis *evil grin*
arrived there around 8 plus and ends around 10
mum's fasting, so i cant slack out with her.damnit! (jahat per ni anak!?)
:P

kinda bored today, but at least i wanna rest at home today..
yea, after i went out almost 1 whole day with bby yesterday..
and fyi, i love being lost..
hahaha, k azah maintain.

k la..i'll end here.
will be out jalan raye tmr!
1st stop-MY HOUSE!
lalalalala~~~

@ 12:23 AM

simple one.

ok i'm tooooo tired and sleepy to update..

just gonna say, I ENJOYED TODAY'S (DATE?) *wink wink*

lalalalalalala~~~~

Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 12:08 AM

I've go a lot to tell, but..

2 things to tell that makes me 'happy':
- i've got menses!
- 'good' results for my modules

*WINK WINK*

i see people on facebook and blogs, posting their hari raya pictures.
i hear those 'ketupat, rendang....', '..ampun maaf di hari raya..' songs.
i noticed those families with same coloured raya clothes.
ohwell, its hari raya.

i dont see any point in this festive season of 'celebrating' with those kuehs, firecrackers, the new clothes..blablablabla..
(except for the duit raya of course) LOL.

you said you forgive me, BUT, you became the worst!
FUCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!

pardon me for the language.i'm so irritated with 'these' people around me.UGH

still, i gotta thank Ridwan for understanding and cheering me up.
Love ya baybeh! ;)

Shout out: EH SIAL, SLAMAT HARI RAYA EH?! THANKS FOR BEING MIA!!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 1:37 AM

Hand arts.

~ By Azah Vempira

Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 1:12 AM

Day out before Hari Raya.

like what i told ana - ive got mixed feelings to update my blog.
the feelings were like pissed plus no-idea plus irritated.
yea, ive got my own reasons for that.
and i'm not gonna blabber abt it here.
cos i dun want any unwanted assholes to be bitching around abt my blog.
get it? yes? no? whatever.

ok so today i went out to fareast with my beloved ana.
accompanied her to buy some hari raya stuffs for sis and her.
it was kinda hilarious when she texted me the day before to ask me out.
i changed my phone to my mum's one cos of some bitchy settings in my phone.
so its like i saved her number on phone instead of sim.
so yea.she was 'unknown' when she texted me the day before.
and coincidentally, i got her msg during my IG.haha..
so i was like 'sape dok ni org ajak aku g fareast?!' hahahahaha...

>>> can u spot us? hehe.

so i met her around 2.
seriously, i dont know whats with my mood that i got the sudden urge to dress up.LOL.
trust me, ana is the first babe to see me wearing an actual dress without my 'compulsory' skinny jeans.hahaha..
so i'm kinda looked feminine justnow sort of.hehe

we walked around fareast searching for 'that' flower clip.
nice flower, nice price.
huge flower, huge price.
hahahaha...
so we ended up browsing the clip at 'ok-i-forgot-whats-the-name' accessories shop.
she bought her 'flowers' and i bought a plain jade necklace, hehe
ana went to get her haircut too...nice baybeh!
noticed this guy......but....ok forget it, heehee :D

headed home around 5 plus.
and yea, something embarassing or funny happened.
well, let it just be between us, girls.
paisey :p

aites, i gotta wait for her pics then.hehe..

p.s. to mum: you dont trust me do you? BULLSHIT! you are just typical even though you kept denying you are one! oh fuck!

break record: i didnt break fast halfway when i went out justnow.haha
;)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 11:21 PM

OK I dont have any fucking idea why i changed my music playlist..

HAHA.. jiwang mode are beb..

:p

Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 10:45 PM

blindly inlove?

sometimes we dont even know
we dont even notice
we dont even realised
we do not have the idea...
what is exactly happening.

we may sometimes have the full evidence. but does that even help? it gets harder when you are already loving the person. and it gets heartbreaking when it actually happens. i am so heartbroken and numb.

Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 2:15 AM

giving up

let me cry for just one night please!!!???

Thank you, Son Of A Bitch.

Saturday, September 05, 2009 @ 1:55 AM

Short and simple

went to Geylang again to change my nephew's baju kurung and to find my sis' hari raya clothes.

helped my mum to bake hari raya cookies today.

ok, done.

i am missing someone.

BYE.

Friday, September 04, 2009 @ 1:11 AM

I dont give a damn anymore

updates?

i dont bother to put in every detail of my post anymore..

lazy? maybe.

or maybe just too tired tolerating and handle those unwanted shits.
so for now, maybe i'll keep my posts short and simple..

so yea...like what i had expected, this year's fasting month and hari raya makes no difference.
ive not been fasting when im out.
haizs..i even buke before i went for my IG. oh god damnit.
but ohwells, i bought coke zero, and it really turns me on.
ok no link, i know.
haha

well, shopping for hari raya clothes has been draggy for me.
i went to geylang again on tuesday with my sis, her kids and my sis' fren's siblings.
however, i feel more enjoyed going with my sis rather than with my parents.
haha, parents...oh what can i say -.-

ok, so today.
i met up with my beloved gf.
omg.
people have their own problems..
i have mine, she have hers.
we shared everything and its all out from 2 plus to 5 plus justnow.
whatever our situation is, I Love you babe..
chill out yea..
;)

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 @ 1:18 AM

Letting all out

ok, ive been keeping myself busy and stressing myself with complicated problems lately..
this may sound crap but i actually like to create my own problems..
make people pissed off with me for no reasons.
not tryna say that im creating haters, i dont gv a damn if people hate me but, i cant take it.
its like this is who i really am..?
i noe this sounds mean, but what can i say..?

let me tell you about my sunday.
well, sunday was my geylang moment.
yeap, duh. Hari raya shopping!!
i dknw why im so not looking forward to it, and yknow what, its like less shops caught my eye this year..damnit!
i got so bored of walking and choosing clothes for daddy, so i texted him.
alamak sori bie if i disturb u working...hehehe...
hah! he kept asking me "caner bie? best rounding geylang?"
best? best sgt la tuu... :p
and yeah, wats geylang if theres no such 'that' malay teenage human beings..
u guys shud know who i was referring to..
well, if u dun, then keep figuring it out la eh!

ok tuesday, which is tmr, supposed to accompanied sis to geylang again..
but someting came up..
no details..*private and confidential* haha.

aites, guess thats it then..
will update soon aites!

(i'm so used to fake assumptions...so assume and label me for what i care! bitches have their own flaws!)

syg i nak jumpe pukimak??
takpe bie..
i ade you, i tak gertak la eh!