Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
Temperamental
 oh gawdd.. can i just hate my laptop!! buat darah up je siol!! argh... kk maintain.. password expiry is always getting on my nerve oh fuck it. and because of that, i got temperamental for nothing. oh blame coke zero for it.haha.. think im getting high on coke zero. one more bottle is in the fridge.hehehehe... and this is real bad.. craving for coke zero is a really bad symptom for me... omg omg omg.... sigh.. sayang i tak puase lagi?? mcm paham la u bie.. |
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@ 1:59 AM
 " Kini baru ku sedari Selama ini kau ku sayangi Andai bukan itu hakikatnya Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa " -Dambaan Cinta (Didicazli) |
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@ 1:39 AM
A long-winded one
 almost finishing the big bottle of coke zerocurrently listening to Jay Sean's Down. yeap, coke zero and a quite 'sad' song - is azah feeling down? good guess..yeap, she is. now, im getting 'high' on coke zero. it just acted like some addictive vodka that i kept sipping every second. well, i hate sighing about life. it just irritates my ass off. now, to me, being happy is not a great satisfaction and being sad is always a waste. one thing that really worries me is PROMISES. people can easily promise and they can easily break it. thats total mean. well, i aint perfect. i broke promises too at times. but i will recover from it by learning from it and try not to break it for the second time. thus, proving it to gain back the trust. ok wait. why the heck am i crying? FUCK. ok, a shoutout to my babe whom i think is having her r/s prob now. chill aite. if you guys are meant to be together, there will always be hope that he'll be back to you. there will be always reason for every happenings. God knows. *hugs* you tak call i, i sedih siol. |
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Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 11:24 PM
jerks are still alive
tak paham ar..
eh pukimak, tak leh tgk orang senang pe? prangai konek peh? g cincang lagi baek ar, seriously. nak tahu sgt im with who la wat la... kk..im with the nicest guy that i met after i got over you.. a least he dint have a fucked-up attitude like you, ASSHOLE! |
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 12:10 PM
when boredom NOT suppose to strike
 yesterday was loved.had programming UT and yes, its the last UT, the slacking and suckish UT of all. and yea, tell me about it. i didnt even study. i opened the first few 6ps and kept staring at it while i was on the phone with him, haha. ohwells, whatever. but then, the first few questions were okay. like surprisingly, i managed to do it. well, suddenly this soul sitting in front of me had his head and laptop low. haha yes, Kishen had begin to sleep. got 'inspired' by him. and having like around 36 min minutes left, i slept. and gawd..the feeling was good.lalalala~~ took some photos with Dan after UT. gosh..gotta miss him marnn... and yes of course, the rest also.. sigh sigh. after that, rushed to meet Yat *wink* he called me to meet him at his uncle's house at Tampines. omg darling, u should know that im damn blur and selenge when it comes to buses. i hate buses cos i always miss stops at times, haha ok so he met me at the bustop. omg..its been like years since i met him.. kalau kate tak rindu, da bedek la kan..haha its been a while since i go to his uncle's house too.. the great thing about him is that he's open minded regarding anything but 1 bad point about him is that he's kinda noisy at wrong situations.haha.. (senang kate, pakcik kacau steam! haha..alamak, sorry uncle :D ) slacked there till 8 plus since Yat gotta cut his hair afterwards, better make urself more handsome alrite baybeh? hehe. reached home around 10 and goddamn! i was damn damn sleepy.. and i kept dozing off in front of my laptop.. yea, i know..i'm already sleepy but still got the time to check updates from the net. hehe. aites..think till here gonna update... DARN..im damn draggy to go for my IG later... Argh!!! :p smlm mcm paham eh bie.. puase yok2 pasal i eh? alamak, thanks darling. hehe, k maintain. |
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
Missed!
I miss my beloved classmates.
I miss my facilitators. I miss the class chairs. I miss the class tables. I miss the cable plugs. I miss the projector screen. and yes... I MISS W35M and, im definitely missing you too.. |
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Monday, August 24, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
arghh..fire!!
alright, let me tell you about yesterday.
ard 1145 pm - i was studying my maths plus bitching about my suckish internet connection and waiting for his call.....when suddenly.. *jeng jeng jeng* we smelled something weird.. something smelly... something described as SMOKE! check- *looked at my window* omg...black smoke from my neighbour, at a lower level window!! GOSH... panic panic! sis called 995..and damn they were kinda slow mann we realised that actually theres a lot who called. so yea.. once we open our house door, gawd! our balcony was kinda filled with black smoke..! more panic!! sis and me went to 2nd floor and damn, fire burning from the staircase corridor between 2 of my neighbours' houses. gosh..people began panicking till the firemen came to evacuate everything. situation was a bit chaos. but overall, everyone was safe. Phew!  >>>above is the pic of the 'burnt' situation i took justnow morning when i wanna go to school when my sis wanna visit my neighbour. i felt so pity towards them.. everything was total black! moreover, its like weeks to hari raya and this happened :( Bie...sayaaanng kamuuu... ;) |
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Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 10:04 AM
UT Season?
 sorry for not updating for quite some time. been keeping myself busy with studying for my 'precious' UT. yeap, i did study lurh ok! haha. last week was Enterprise, which was a do-able for me. i really studied hard for that followed by Science, my suckish subject of all. Dan helped me a lot for Science, really. yknow what, he really reminds me of my tutor. he was good, but my parents kinda dun like him, haha..for some reasons.Lol. then it was Cognitive..gosh, i loveD cognitive, but i hate the UT. i typed with enthu, but little that i realized i got like 15 minutes left. DAMNIT! ok so monday gonna be maths, and im kinda looking forward to it... been doing practice questions during the weekends. i know some of my msn peeps were kinds irritated with me. Farhan: tgh buat ape tu? Me: erm, studying as usual, haha. Farhan: rajin rabak nah u ni.. Me: yea, alar, actually for ni monday's topic je. Lol Farhan: -.- haha, sorry dude! chatted with the faci on yesterday and friday..to clear all my doubts. ;) OH YEA! not to forget. wishing all muslim peeps a happy fasting month and an advance Hari Raya ;) well, it sucks to have menses during the beginning of fasting month cos i'll get demoralised to fast throughout the month.haha. plus, im so not looking forward for this year's hari raya, and i got no idea why. i felt that time passed very fast. sigh sigh. so now im currently 'taking a break' after those prac questions for a while to blog. well, i got too much distractions already. haha, tell me about it. friday- i went to civics library with Natt, planned to 'study' but guessed wat we ended up doing? Natt with msn, movie and facebook Me with a lil of msn and facebook and movie ( i watched P.S. I love you and i kinda cried. hehe) aites, think gonna end here then. continue my prac qns for last few problems. Bie, i miss you very much. u nak? i pun nak jugak seh! eh alamak, u puase kan? HAHAHA... |
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Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 7:18 PM
Wake me up, pls.
 today watched Confessions Of A Shopaholic and Slumdog Millionaire..gotta thank Natt for that cos' ive been longing to Confession of A Shopaholic, dont know why. been telling myself that i'll start revising my Science and Enterprise after watching..but sis been keeping myself busy..oh damnit! so i started downloading the 6ps and worksheets in the evening to do my revision. well, guessed i'll be struggling with my science as ive been skipping that module.. so i may be planning to chill out at the most peaceful place to study- Library! ;) so far, i started going through my Cognitive and doing the Maths practice questions. and surprisingly, i did my maths on one of my 'not-goin-school-slacking' days! haha ohwells.. this week has been a bitch. my health's been improving.. no more short breaths, but a slight flu and cough. sometimes i wonder whether do i really need those 'chills'..but *shrugs* been coping with dumb misunderstandings. it was my second time being emotional in school. i was greatful to have my kind souls who were there with me when i was about to get teary. yup, thanks Mai for 'taking your time off' (before she cabut) to talk to me about those jerks. we were once bad rightt...? Haha! thanks to my classmate, Dan for rescuing me through the tensed situation and giving me those advices.. owe him a lot, lately *wink* i knew that some closed ones at home cant be trusted. everyone's getting older, and yes, i dont want to suffer through another nag from a sister. for the first time i did not share my this huge problem plus secret. i dont need to and i dont want to and i never will tell. HAH! aites, till here im gonna blabber. gotta start for UT3 revision. lalalala~~~ |
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Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 12:44 AM
Oh noo...
I wonder what is really wrong with me.
Non-stop coughing and difficulty breathing since last week! OMFG.. do i have to leave any last words?? |
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Tuesday, August 04, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
F171
 body's been a bitch. down with the 'mood-swing' headache and fever. so yea, skipped school for 2 days. -today and yesterday. yesterday gotta take some things from my sis' place at woodlands yea, tell me about it, gotta travel to woodlands...lalalala..~~ so today, i had decided to go school despite of my condition, but kinda weak. plus plus i gotta meet this guy named Taufiq Hidayat after school. omg. what a sacrifice, haha then he called me early in the morning, saying that he had gone sick again. so had then decided not to cum school and meet him at his place, as usual. his condition was worse lurh sey. i can tell that hes gonna faint any time because of his 'stoning' face! haha. we went to his uncle's house to lepak and rest there before i accompanied him to the polyclinic. there were loads of sick patients with masks there. and lucky, his queue number was quite fast.. had been asking him to eat but kept saying "tanak tanak...nanti i rase nak muntah!" (alamak, kick ur balls then you know!) so we headed back to the uncle's house. and i swear its been so long since i saw medicines. haha~! asked him to sleep and rest but denied, saying, "tanak, nanti overshot, sape antar alik".. aiseyman..true true, Haha! and i think almost got a headache, but it went ok after some time. PHEW! so yea, we chao around 9 for home sweet home.lalalala~~~ (alamak, today yat so rich eh..sponsored 5 cabs for all the journeys in total.TSK!) adios. Get well soon k sayang,. |
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Saturday, August 01, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
Is there still CONFUSION?
 i have been wondering and asking myself should i give in to guys for the second time? should i give them another opportunity? should i give guys another chance in my life? and. should i even fall for guys again? trust. that is how each other should feel in a relationship. not only relationship, but also in friendship or any bonding towards the loved ones. well, i have experienced an almost 3 years of suffering, betrayal and fake love. i am now experiencing almost 1 and a half weeks of unattached. and now, the feeling of love and likeness seems to be coming back. i have always wonder should i trust him? should i believe what he said? how can it be proven? god. making the decision is hard this time round. and yes, love is indeed blind. and i am blinded by it. i could not think. i felt the sense of secure and likeness when i am in that situation. but when i am not, i always think back of what i have done. is it right? should i go on? or should i just forget about it and move on? |
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@ 2:49 PM
quick update.
 been not been updating for some time. well, its of no use of updating if i kept saying the same thing ryte... slacky azah kept doing her slacking activities to SLACK. haiyo...azah...azah... well, i am now currently facebooking.. and now the damn irritating Stalker Check thing is sucha big hit! haha.. kinda cool but annoying sometimes when i found out that i am in my friend's top slacker list whereas i dint even go to their profile... very peliks.... hahaha... okok..think i'll end here now. wanna watch the Bollywood Masti on Vasantham now.. Bollywood movie, here i comee.... lalalalala... |
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Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
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