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Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 3:34 PM

Reveal.

this whole week had been tiring for me. not physically, but mentally.
things just got revealed one by one.

yes i know, I've known about it long time ago, but i've been keeping it inside my heart, not knowing that i'm actually suffering inside.

everything just revealed on 16 july
it all started with Facebook
then to a conversation on MSN.
then it ended with the conversation with him on the phone.

but I just could not understand myself.
I could not scold
I could not blame
I could not get frustrated for some reason while talking to him.
why? although I know how fucked-up the situation is.

I kept sighing while I was on the phone.
I felt weird and it was dumb of him to get a new girl although he's already had a 'wife' for 1 year plus? yea, tell me about it.

He told me to decide.
but tell me, it was hard, dont know why.
he said he want to start of anew with me.
good to hear that.

well, Adam, if you are reading this, i'm giving you the second chance
I dont want the same damn thing happen again.
and if it even happen, let it be coming from your mouth, rather then me getting shocking updates from some sources.
i may seemed understanding, well yes, I am now.
so don't waste this opportunity.

even if you decide to patch back with her, please tell me now before everything prolongs. i understand it cos' you've been adapting her for so long compared to me.
cos' if you really really love me, then take me with a full heart.
not with a partial one and gave the other half to another girl.
or if you really want to be with her, then leave me.
please be honest this time.
i dont want to suffer in your lies anymore.
i dont want to be in a hanging relationship that is only filled with lust and affection.
i want a sincere heart from you.

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Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee

Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity

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