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Monday, June 08, 2009 @ 7:01 PM
Just a sip of coffee...
![]() omg omg omg! now i'm like so addicted to the slow and 'jiwang' love songs lurh sey!!?? dangs! i dont know what has gotten into my sicko mind. so now, im currently listening to songs while sipping a hot white coffee with a hazelnut flavor. (slurp!). i had been facing the laptop screen for almost the whole day. i had been facebooking, chat and chat and chat. yup, nothing much. well, it may sounded like 'nothing much'..but! those conversations today are precious ones. chatted with hizran justnow. well, he just got back from KL i think. things were neutral at first. but it was a bit shaky in the end. i think it was because of me (again?)... oh fuck. who could not have been frustrated when an ex kept asking about my bf? at first, i was able to control it, thinking that it was some kinda joke.. but when he began saying this and asking that....i began to get a bit agitated. i dont meant to get pissed at him. but whats the point asking? any benefits gained? or was he just tryna make me feel guilty for the break-up? hinting my retribution?? come on man...if he was in my situation, he'll understand. i will not be senstive if im living a happy relationship now, but..he knows my relationship is at loss and yet he seemed to find fault in me. look, i admit that i still cant forget about you. but i am trying and i think i have learned to move on. oh gosh..why must this get so complicated? oh fuck. you are making me more at loss now.sigh.. whatever it is, i'm leaving all at fate. ~When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you~ (Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God) |
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