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Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 5:32 AM

Confessed?

When i think about it, i dont really understand why life is never fair.
and why karma exists in this life.

people adviced - it'll be the matter whether people accept it or not OR that particular person will commit the same crime.
So....why people still bother to advise?

in this current situation, i really dont need advices. cos i'm too used to it.
all i need is explanation and understanding.

oh yes, i agreed. i used to be the 'pauto' gerl.
dats because u had never informed me that you were goin overnite or something.
if u had told me last time, i wouldnt ask u where you've been and i dont gave a fucking care to go blabber to parents.

now since you came out of the cage.
everything seemed to change.
they are both for the better and the worse.
the better person that now has given trust to the loved ones.
the worse as i dont have an understanding sister anymore.

i knew she must be thinking that she should care for the sister.
but cant she give her space to breathe??

ohwells..i cant say anything much.
i admitted that i, myself had changed for the worse.
dont blame the poly cos it never influenced me..
but i gotta blame myself for this..

from the old-decent-innocent azah....to a new-overshot-un'v' bitch.

fuck.why??

it doesnt happen neither on saturday nor sunday or whatever.

should i regret this change?

i dont know how peopole can accept this fact.
and now, im just putting hopes on certain people for me to tell my probs and secrets to..
people whom i trust the most.

oh gawd. i just dont know how to bring back the memories of me sharing things with my beloved sister.
its either they changed or i had gone worse that they dont trust me anymore.

sigh. i dont know whom to trust or who is THAT open-minded about my current situation now.

~~I love my SEX.fuck.

profile: reach my prismic soul

Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee

Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity

Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.

Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times

wishlist: Unconditional Desires

Excellence in Studies
The Perfect Guy
Watch MORE Movies
Freedom
MORE $$$$
More Tops
Try on cute GREY and Black Dresses

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