yesterday was Awards day.

went there about 4pm and i dont to noticed the people that i know YET

actually, i had mixed feelings of coming...

well, god knows.

bumped into faizal and huda (eda's cousin) when on the way to the toilet.

then i went to the hall, took the sit and waited for the prize presentation..

the speeches was hell boring la seh and i caught my mum dozing off, haha

then it came to the part to take my award..

"Best in Malay Language...Noor Azah Bte Sofwan!" -.-

i got the cert and 'plaque' ?! wait! the plaque was not mine! it was another guy's before me! haha...funny siot! its like i took a picture with his award sia! haha...

suddenly, my mum text me "azah..kite nak alik dulu lepas azah take award.."

i was like WTF la sial...so i beg my mum to stay for me for the concert...so my dad walked off..

so i teman my mum and sat with her...

i met this army guy standing like a tall pole...and suddenly said hi to me...omg! a tall pole talking to me arh!! haha..kidding la...it was Pritpal...he was like "hey..congrats! y u look so sad?" wth la seh...like theres no other question gitu!

haiz...then come to the climax part..

suddenly i had this nervous feeling while waiting for the concert.

watched the concert band and malay dance ONLY.

why? because i've got this weird feelings in me when watching that tall guy on stage..

sigh...all of a sudden my eys began to get teary and mum asked us to walk away halfway through the performance...

i dont want to actually..but...somehow this feelings just make me biol la seh...

and oh gosh....seriously, i missed him very very much...

and i dont expect him to be there performing..with his cute smile...

sigh...i just wished that things will go better....

argh!! mum said that i "benci tapi rindu.." haha, idknw...