heyho!

just a short random post here.

went to accompany Natt to RP to help her repair her laptop

went there about 2 plus and finish about 6 plus...WTF?

bumped into Ana whos having her camp there..miss her lots!

a birthday wish to my baybeh gerl who just turned 17!

Faree!!

~the one on the right!

Happy sweet 17! hope u like my gift! ;) miss and love u lots...!

emotionally disturbed?

yup, think so..

i realised i have been thinking too much lately..

but weird, almost all of the situations has nothing got to do with me though! haha

well, i've been having this headache and stomach pain lurh..

not because of 'that-girl-stuff' but seriously, i dont know! hah!

and this is just a random post..

i'm just posting for the sake of boredom... -.-

ohwell, yesterday i had a pleasent dream..

i dont want it to to end though..

its a partly must-happen!!!

hahahahaha....

BYE!

''wait until the panic has passed to make any big romantic decisions''

it took me a few months to suffer through a broken relationship

takes forever to stay as close friends

now, it may took 1 day to decide whether its time for me to move on, stay as close friends or be attached again.

i know i have to think very carefully because its not a simple decision.

i just have to reminisce the past so it could be a good way to improve myself on the next relationship..

i did not know that this could be hard whereas i have always been thinking about it..

now, since he had already ask, it is up to me to decide then..

to be or not to be?

well then, decision was made yesterday.

well, its a YES! but! it will be after all the tense is over..which is after his o levels.

but, im still scared though..im afraid of long distance...

ohwell, like what shah said to him, if there's love, nothing will tear us apart..

ceyh!

oops! i was caught red-handed today!

i confessed....

and i felt proud of it...

;)

yesterday was Awards day.

went there about 4pm and i dont to noticed the people that i know YET

actually, i had mixed feelings of coming...

well, god knows.

bumped into faizal and huda (eda's cousin) when on the way to the toilet.

then i went to the hall, took the sit and waited for the prize presentation..

the speeches was hell boring la seh and i caught my mum dozing off, haha

then it came to the part to take my award..

"Best in Malay Language...Noor Azah Bte Sofwan!" -.-

i got the cert and 'plaque' ?! wait! the plaque was not mine! it was another guy's before me! haha...funny siot! its like i took a picture with his award sia! haha...

suddenly, my mum text me "azah..kite nak alik dulu lepas azah take award.."

i was like WTF la sial...so i beg my mum to stay for me for the concert...so my dad walked off..

so i teman my mum and sat with her...

i met this army guy standing like a tall pole...and suddenly said hi to me...omg! a tall pole talking to me arh!! haha..kidding la...it was Pritpal...he was like "hey..congrats! y u look so sad?" wth la seh...like theres no other question gitu!

haiz...then come to the climax part..

suddenly i had this nervous feeling while waiting for the concert.

watched the concert band and malay dance ONLY.

why? because i've got this weird feelings in me when watching that tall guy on stage..

sigh...all of a sudden my eys began to get teary and mum asked us to walk away halfway through the performance...

i dont want to actually..but...somehow this feelings just make me biol la seh...

and oh gosh....seriously, i missed him very very much...

and i dont expect him to be there performing..with his cute smile...

sigh...i just wished that things will go better....

argh!! mum said that i "benci tapi rindu.." haha, idknw...

wednesday and thursday was the STA freshman camp at RP.

i'm not gonna blab too much about the camp.

but overall, it was the camp worth going though.

the reason i said this was because i was kinda half hearted to go.

and god knows how nervous i was when i'm on the way to RP!haha

ohwells, i try to keep on my smile upon going inside, haha..

and all the freshies were like "hey! i am blablabla, u? what course are you in?" ;)

BUT! there were mostly New Media freshies attending though..but who cares! no matter what course are we in, we are still in the STA family right?? haha,....

and i was surprised with myself that i actually kinda feel a bit sad for the farewell on the last day...BUT! we could still meet during the orientation though! haha...and sure there will be more hell of people there...yeah baybeh!

ohwell, i love the STA freshies and faciliators...u guys ROCKS! special winks to my Ribbets...eh, kite bukan sembarang katak tau! haha ;)

<<< my Ribbet group! Froggy froggy all the way baybeh! *winks*

i'm like supposed to post about my camp and awards day...

but...

no mood, seriously..

OMIGOSH! I MISSED HIM!