Ok I admit that I have not been posting for a loooong time.. ;)
Well… I’ve been making myself busy at home as a housewife-to-be. Ehem!

Yup. And chances of my pc getting back the internet – no hope!
So I will just be relying on the notebook pc that I will be getting in poly.
But for now, once I got my hands on my dad’s pc, I may not have the inspiration to post though.
I would just check my friendster, facebook (soon!), tagboard and get myself updated on new songs and bands.

Sigh. And worst still, I have got myself too updated with the alternative and rNb songs that I, now realised that I am already lost for all the underground bands L

But I know I don’t have daily readers in my blog. So I don’t bother to update anymore. Hahaha..

And yes. It’s been quite a long time I haven’t chill with my beloved friends. Not that I want to hide myself or getting away from you guys anyway but I myself did not know why though. It’s like one time I was excited and had got myself prepared what to wear to go out but there will always some ‘things’ that got stuck halfway and I have to cancel everything.

That is why I am already sick and tired of planning because I know it will turns out into… NOTHING!

But the good news was that the mother-daughter bonding has improved now.
Father-daughter? …maybe…
And surprisingly, my mother doesn’t seem to mind about relationship after all. Want to know why? Because she herself was dating my daddy during her school times... kwang3
Weird but freaky to me. Haha.

So today, I watched the Oscars on channel 5 and my sister was so enthusiastic watching and I sometimes I caught her swearing to the TV screen whenever Slumdog Millionaire keep winning the awards. Yeah! I loike..!

Ohwells, I also have to add in a new resolution – reducing my body weight!
Dang! I am getting fat u know! Everything’s getting bigger in me..! (Sounds wrong eh)
Hope I will ‘slim down’ before I go to poly L

Aites. Ending here. Adios!


Got myself hooked into this song and it’s really meaningful to me, somehow.

Shontelle Ft. Akon - Stuck With Each Other

You can, think you can get free
You think you won't need me
That you're gonna get you somethin' better,
But you know that we're in this forever,
And you can, think you can walk out
Even with your doubts,
But you know that we're in this together

You can try to push me from you
Nothing you do will keep us a part
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin you can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Cause we belong here
Baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Yeah
Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there,
Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya,
and I can try to convince you
I don't need to be with you,
But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya,
What can I do, love is like glue.
There's no way to
Tear us a part

There's nothing i'd rather do
Than to sit with you forever
Can't think of nothin better
Than to be stuck with you

Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
Oh yeah

Ain't nothin gonna stop me and you ey
Cause you know we just stuck like glue ey
Ain't nothin we can do
We stuck in love with each other

P.S. I don’t want to plan. Let it be fated. But, can u see the hope for us..again? *wink*

I don’t mean to criticise but it’s a fact that’s bugging me. Fuck!
Are you a music-lover?
Do you appreciate music even though you don’t like the genre?
Do you sometimes listen to other genres although you are a one-concept-genre type of person?
Can you REALLY SUFFER without music?

If all of your answers are a ‘yes’, I love you.
Seriously, I hate the fact of people who like to criticise music and saying that music is one hell of a bad influence.

And yes, for me, talking to these people can REALLY create an argument! Hah!

Okok. The whole story was when I was chilling and lying on the carpet beside my mum, watching her reading the newspaper (yes, I admit I don’t have any better things to do. Haha).
She was reading this article when suddenly my hp started to ring.
And duh, the ringtone is like one hell of a metal song.
Suddenly, she said (translated in English) “eww…sounds like someone dying. Music is a bad influence. You could get carried away and do something beyond your religion, you know?!”
Then I was like “wth!? I know you don’t like this type of Rock songs. But it is STILL a music. You can’t just anyhow criticise it saying that music is a bad influence!”
Mum : whatever. You can’t just listen to music. It will make you slack through your studies and your life!
Me: if so then, you can’t listen to nasyid (religious songs) then. There’s music what..
Mum: that’s different la..
Me: no, that’s not! there is still a music in it. They even have some slow Rock versions too ok?!
Me: and you can’t even listen to the radio then. There’s music!
Mum: *silent*
I won! Haha

To me, if you don’t like one particular genre, you either turn off the radio or just don’t listen to it!
No need for any criticism..

People have their own musical interest and too bad that mine was totally different with my mum’s.
And it all depends on individuals if they got influenced or not. I don’t.
Those badly influenced ones are those who lead music into a negative. That’s them.
Music can be something to express ourselves and even distress ourselves.

Cos’ you will listen to it, let out the anger through the lyrics, cry if you have to and you’ll feel better.
It all depends on different types of people.

All I can say is, if you totally discriminate music, just go into an empty room, don’t do anything but just wait for time to pass each day. Don’t touch or do anything because you may create noises and noises could create sounds and sounds could create music!
Dang!

P.S. I don’t mean to criticise or discriminate anything or anyone. This is something that I want to express in my blog. I apologise if anything or anyone have any hard feelings about what I have written.