When Hatreziee finally tells off to her dad, “Just say that you had been wanting to kill me”

I don’t even understand why he must get into the conversation between mum and me. Why must he get so intimidated by a topic that has never got to do with him!

And he had repeated the same damn thing again…

And asking stupid questions…

And that was the fucking argument that had started my day!

For a start of becoming a 17-year old girl, senses and situations are telling me that I am going to be worse throughout this year AGAIN!

Fuck! Is 2009 going to get any worse!

I am already tired of crying

Tired of creating any scars

Tired of arguing with the person whom I HAVE to respect

Tired of wasting my money buying those unhealthy sticks

Argh, Fuck!

Maybe, it is time for me to realise that I can’t be alone at this point of time.

When I look back at the previous year, I had somehow love the way when I had my loved one (s) always being there to support each other and not having the feeling of being left alone.

Could I be considering to be going through ‘that’ past again?

Though I admit that I still miss ____

Blablabla……

K, stop it!

Bye.