After 4 days of prelim, I sucked.

3 more days to go and I think im gonna sucked.

Let me emphasized on it-SUCKED!

I just feel like confessing this in my EMO blog.

I hate the girl named Azah.

I don’t usually like being friends with her.

Whenever she posts something on her blog, she would surely put on an emo post.

Its just too frustrating and EMOtional.hah

Azah is too emo to become my friend.

Surely her boyfriend might think the same way too..

He must be tired ‘layan’ing with her emo habits. Maybe…

To me, Azah is just a normal girl who likes to seek people’s attention by being emo. Am I right?

Cos others might think that she dun really has the problem..

And she might be just creating the problem just to seek attention..

Sigh. I wonder how her friends could ‘tahan’ with her….

Maybe the friends just ‘layan’ her just fer the sake of ‘layan’ing? –whatever..

Well….everytime when Azah went home alone, surely the friends or whoever might think that she is emoing…

Of course.when people asked her “Azah, u ok?”

She would say no.Duh!

Well…I don’t understand people like Azah…

Or maybe people just don’t understand her?

I don’t know…

Well, I am not that sure whats her boyrfriend’s opinion about her ‘emo’ness…hah

Cos It seemed that he don’t care..or maybe not he..Azah’s friends too maybe…

Should be hard being Azah’s close friend eh…

She might be feeling hated now..

Cos I had just confessed that I hate Azah.

!!

Easy to say, Its hard being myself when thinking that people might not be happy being with your own self.

Hatreziee hates Azah

Azah hates her too..

Hated!

PEOPLE WHO HAVE THIS MINDSET: “SHIT! NOT AGAIN! WHY THIS GERL POST SO EMO SEH! “

- just shut your ass and go ‘visit’ other blogs that are more colourful than mine and more ‘happy’ than this fucking emo blog.

AND WHY YOU GUYS JUST BOTHER TO READ ANYWAY?!

FUCK!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

and no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

that no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

when nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

when no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies

but deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

when nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like to be like me

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy

but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work, it was always there

You don't know what it's like

what it's like...