Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 6:40 PM
Frankly speaking..
Age gap? |
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Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 6:33 PM
Choices..
Girls..
1st girl: helpful, kind, acceptable comments
2nd girl: WAS fun but finds me somehow..WEIRD that we actually talked and is now jealoused..-??
3rd girl: thinks that I hate her but that’s fucking nonsense la…
4th girl: now neutral but I noe shes smehow still trying to remind about the past..hmph
5th girl: good advisor but I HAVE to be careful..acceptable comments still..
6th girl: share some of my sorrows with her.. acceptable comments
7th girl: neutrals..
8h girl: neutral.. acceptable comments so far
9th girl: the one that came up with the nonsense..-FUCK!
Which one are ‘they’ in..-?
Random post…
I am always be the one confessing..
~ Tanpa sokongan, aku tiada teguh Tanpa kasih sayang, aku rindu Tanpa kawan, aku lalai Tanpa cinta, aku hilang Tanpa kata-kata, aku gamam Tanpa pandangan, aku butuh Tanpa kegagalan, aku tiada pedoman Tanpa perasaan, aku ego. ~hatreziee |
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 5:10 PM
Evanescence - Whisper
Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drive me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet my end |
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@ 4:54 PM
asshole..
Yeay!!! I got myself Metallica's new cd!!!!! woohoo!!! I AM HAPPY!
wait! i need to clarify this... i told myself that i dont want to be emotional... i tried not to... but why things just get in the way and fucked my life up... i may be one dumbass but dont accuse me of hating someone i dint hate! why? and im greatful to myself that i dint get into a heartbroken conclusion... cos my mind was nearly 'poisoned' ok?! sigh.... AZAH! STOP EMOING!!!!!!! |
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Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 12:42 PM
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SORRY FOR THE BAD USAGE OF LANGUAGES USED IN THIS POST. IF YOU ARE THE ‘GOODY-GOODY’ TYPE, DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME
Macam sial! Klas aku macam sial! Satu-satu tikam blakang… Satu-satu benci sesama sendiri.. Satu-satu macam sial! Kalau kau pikIr kau bodoh, kau pegi blajar la sial… Kau nak step semua exam important, abeh kau nak slack? Abeh kau nak fucked up sendiri..-? Lainlah kalau kau nak jadi bodoh macam aku Perangai aku Sikit-sikit nak merajuk (emo) Sikit-sikit nak ambik hati Sikit-sikit nak naik angin Sikit-sikit nak post kat blog Eh! Ni blog luahkan ape yang aku rase pe.. Aku tak kisah orang nak tgk ke tak.. Tapi kalau da tgk, kau g diam ar.. Jangan nak buat prangai mcm pukimak.. Aku sedar aku da takleh concentrate blajar dengan orang-orang yang berperangai macam sial… Buat muke happy, tapi actually kau tak suke orang tu..-? Eh kau lupe pe ape yang kitorang da tolong kau? Haiz… Dari aku berbual ‘sial’, baik aku diam sial..!
* Tanpa sokongan, aku tiada teguh Tanpa kasih saying, aku rindu Tanpa segalanya, aku mati *
~ Locking away my negative feelings… -but how? ~ |
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 5:43 PM
M.I.A
Rinduing... Mistake? |
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Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 6:57 PM
grrr...
SYG....BOLEH YOU BILANG DIA JANGAN KACAU I TAK??? HMPH!~ |
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Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 6:28 PM
Dont Read!
After 4 days of prelim, I sucked. 3 more days to go and I think im gonna sucked. Let me emphasized on it-SUCKED! I just feel like confessing this in my EMO blog. I hate the girl named Azah. I don’t usually like being friends with her. Whenever she posts something on her blog, she would surely put on an emo post. Its just too frustrating and EMOtional.hah Azah is too emo to become my friend. Surely her boyfriend might think the same way too.. He must be tired ‘layan’ing with her emo habits. Maybe… To me, Azah is just a normal girl who likes to seek people’s attention by being emo. Am I right? Cos others might think that she dun really has the problem.. And she might be just creating the problem just to seek attention.. Sigh. I wonder how her friends could ‘tahan’ with her…. Maybe the friends just ‘layan’ her just fer the sake of ‘layan’ing? –whatever.. Well….everytime when Azah went home alone, surely the friends or whoever might think that she is emoing… Of course.when people asked her “Azah, u ok?” She would say no.Duh! Well…I don’t understand people like Azah… Or maybe people just don’t understand her? I don’t know… Well, I am not that sure whats her boyrfriend’s opinion about her ‘emo’ness…hah Cos It seemed that he don’t care..or maybe not he..Azah’s friends too maybe… Should be hard being Azah’s close friend eh… She might be feeling hated now.. Cos I had just confessed that I hate Azah. !! Easy to say, Its hard being myself when thinking that people might not be happy being with your own self. Hatreziee hates Azah Azah hates her too.. Hated! PEOPLE WHO HAVE THIS MINDSET: “SHIT! NOT AGAIN! WHY THIS GERL POST SO EMO SEH! “ - just shut your ass and go ‘visit’ other blogs that are more colourful than mine and more ‘happy’ than this fucking emo blog. AND WHY YOU GUYS JUST BOTHER TO READ ANYWAY?! FUCK! Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down when no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies but deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like when nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like to be like me No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work, it was always there You don't know what it's like what it's like... |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
wishlist: Unconditional Desires
Excellence in StudiesThe Perfect Guy
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