Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

AM I A BAD GIRL?

OR A GOOD GIRL GONE BAD?

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Whats the use of having sisters,

When one have their own family to be busy with AND When one was chilling outside and get drunk whereas the younger sister is feeling down and needing someone to share the time with?

Whats the use of having a parent,

When they are BUSY having holidays and when they are back at home, they don’t care the situation happening to their own daughters and the “favourite-useless-son”?

Whats the use of having a brother who have the same interest as the sister,

When he don’t even fucking talk to the sister for centuries since the sister was born?

Whats the use of loving others,

When not a single soul love the person?

Whats the use of caring for other’s feelings,

When not a single soul care for the person’s feelings?

Whats the use of crying and shedding tears of blood,

When nothing is gonna change?

Whats the use of praying and acting pious,

When you backstab others and creating sins?

Whats the use of living,

When you feel unwanted and always being accused for something that is so not true?

[Whats the use of posting,

When I know no one will bother to read this emo post]

I DON’T FUCKING CARE OK?!

The most boring day ever in my whole entire life…

Am I supposed to feel what I am feeling right now????

I hurt myself…Again…

I couldn't tell you

why she felt that way

She felt it everyday

And I couldn't help her

I just watched her make

the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now

Too many, too many problems

Dont know where she belongs

where she belongs.

Open your eyes

and look outside

Find the reason why

You've been rejected

and now you can't find

what you left behind

Be strong, be strong now

Too many, too many problems

Dont know where she belongs

where she belongs.

Her feelings she hides

Her dreams she can't find

She's losing her mind

She's falling behind

She can't find her place

She's losing her faith

She's falling from grace

She's all over the place yeah

She wants to go home

but nobody's home

Thats where she lies

broken inside

With no place to go

no place to go to

dry her eyes

Broken inside

She's lost inside lost inside

She's lost inside lost inside