got the idea and the mood to write...

blablablablabla...

and fyi, i felt jealous of my nieces and nephews..i dunnoe why...they seemed to be too close with my mum..haiz..

In the rain

through the storm

made a sin

now im alone

shut the door

close the gaps

dont have the guts

to take the chance

got the desire

to make it happen

life is short

lets get it started

dont bother to see

dont bother to peep

dont bother to go

dont bother to know

lets give applause

for killling myself

dont care what they said

cos i know i'll be dead

take a bow

for ending my show

i was dying for your love

but you never bother

dont come in

you're forbidden

dont convince me

im broken

you're breaking my heart

breaking my heart

love's dead

dont exist in me anymore

im gonna be dead

dont bother anymore!

~this is memorable