*big knock on my head*

i failed a lot of subjects fer my MYE!!!!

k..i only passed my art which was like a C5 and malay..and its not surprising eventually..*BIG SIGH*

really, i need to buck up on ALL my subjects...

but then, it feels like i will still fail even though i studied like 1 mad cow...going to the library and all...blabla...

i felt that i cannot be focus i everything i do..

im damn fucking confused....

those people are catching up with me and getting to excel by getting higher marks than me..

moreover, nowadays, i felt as if something has been haunting me...and i was being too sensitive...i know u guys will never understand what the hell am i talking about..

but i cant explain the feelings...

or maybe i cant spit out those feelings in here...there may be a lot of witnesses who will be reading my blog and ended up talking back about what i wrote in here..and will be thinking that i am backstabbing or trying to be an emo shit again...bullshit la!

well, talk about today....

i was feeling very EMOtional ..

maybe because i kinda flung all my subjects..

then, i kinda feel like 1 stupid idiot as i was feeling very fucked up about someone..

and missing someone was also something thats killing me now...

dang! i was so tensed up fer MYE that i think that is why i failed most of the subjects..

therefore...i would like to make kinda a 'public apology' to my this few of my beloved friends...-i would like to apologize to u all cos i think i did something that i think will disappoint this few of my friends...maybe something that u guys would think that it is impossible fer me to do that..

im really sorry...dont ask me...just figure it out yourself...

haiz...im confused

screwed...

:( lets cry.......