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Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 10:19 AM
bluek!
Hello!!! Im here to post again..! Today I went to my nephew, Daanish’s future school which is PAP…and by luck, he will be getting the same kindergarten teacher as his siblings..hahaha…whatever la… Okok..i noe im kinda insane and im just posting nonsence in here…bluek! Well, im excited fer tomorrow…sis ajak me to go watch the movie with her kids…yeah!! Sis promised mum that this gonna be the last day out as next week will be a busy week fer me, her and the kids –SCHOOL!!!!!!! (arghh!!) And…….i think, I will be wearing PINK! Arghhh!!! Huh?! Did I say I will be wearing pink to go out?! Oops…that’s if the rest of my tops go fer washy washy….. Well…its gonna be my very first time wearing pink top….hmmm…… Aites…btw, photos attached were shots taken in the PAP kindergarten..hehe…sempat aku…. Bye2….. Hello 2008…Bye 2007 |
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Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 9:37 AM
Frust....
Life is just too boring fer me… Whenever I wanna have fun, Whenever I wanna joke around, When I tried not to be emo, There will always someone or people out there who don’t let me be happy and not wanting me to enjoy the happiness around me.. ITS NOT FAIR!!!! Its always on me… Why cant it be someone else…. Maybe im too emotional and sensitive towards whats happening… Yup. Maybe. Maybe its because of my menses..hmph.. But I cant blame it rite..?! Haiz..im too emotional fer many things lately… Sometimes, I tend to get frustrated with everyone even if my pc’s internet connection gets crazy (well..ALWAYS it gets crazy) Luckily sis nana brought in her laptop fer me to use and fer her kids to play games.. Even though it does not have internet connection, I could still use it fer making drafts fer my blog posts.. Cos my stupid pc will sometimes gets ‘jammed’ fer some reason…SUPER INSANE! Well…maybe till now ill end my post..currently listening to my mp3, listening those songs that’s in my mp3 that’s still sounds cool and memorable like Muse, Timbaland and more…… Aites..gtg now..gotta let the kids use the lappy to play games… Well frens……gonna miss u soooooooooo daaaammmmnnnn much! See u guys when sch reopens…! (: |
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007 @ 11:50 AM
2007 Memories..
Its like been a very looong time that I dint post at my blog… Gosh..i miss you all.. but then time past VERY fast that school will reopen soon!!! Haiz… Im gonna take my o level but yet I don’t have THAT mood to even touch my homeworks and school books..sad sad… Well..its not that I dint want to touch or in other words- STUDY…its that im lazy… ??? nono..i just could not find the time to brwse through my books and having the idea to do those compos and karangan…haiz… Hmph..well..i simply dint enjoy my holidays though..some of the plans to go out with my girlfies just don’t work out, my mum simply became even ore strict than ever to let me go out-not that she dint allow me to go out,its just that she complains about my too-skinny jeans..(now she seems okay with it since she everytime saw those jeans wore by my sisters and other teens-I tink)..and blablablablabla…. So now.i dint quite enjoy my holiday and I don’t like enjoying it though..cos sometimes some things just wanna make me suffer and making me depressed the whole day….!!! Grrrr….. Haiz…well…these days I became much more better since some beautiful-hearts-people cheered me up and making me ferget all my sorrows…love u people! So..2007 gonna end soon and im really gonna miss it sooo much….many things happened in 2007..those happiness, sadness, ‘stress’ness, ‘emo’ness….blablablabla….. Well..we cant turn back the time back to the year 2007…so yeah…welcome 2008! Gonna have my new year year resolution…hmmmmm….. Really hope im gonna study really hard fer 2008-important year fer me and fer all…haiz.. (PRESSURE ALERT!), need to buck up fer all my ‘slack’ness towards my weaker subjects.. and reduce the usage fer my mobile phone or could I say reduce my phonebills…yeah! Wow…this gonna be a real loooong post…im currently using my sister’s lappy here..well…actually now, im making a draft on a Microsoft Word..lmfao Oh yeah..now..im beginning to wear other colour shirts besides black when I go out..well, thanks to my sis nana..fer going to and fro to Bugis and spending ther money on different colour skinny jeans and different colour tops..cos ive always wear black tops+blck skinny jeans+blsck accessories+black shoes or slippers…-woah! Soooooo black! But don’t u worry….i still be wearing black but I think I will wear black when im sick…cos I’ll feel more hotter, meaning that I will perspire more in black (talking sciences….blablablablabla…) (stretched my body…) looking at my overall view of what im typing seems like I have type a long essay or karangan..haha..and now I really do not have the idea wat to type anymore…haha… Wanna upload some pictures though but kinda lazy to update it or transfer from my mobile phone..hehe.. lazyness ALWAYS over me..bluek! Haha..well..i will and must lock away my negative feelings..-quote from my 2007 horoscope… Hmm….but some of my frens told me its not good to depend on horoscopes…but why??? Well..i will not depend on horoscope…not that I will not..sometimes I will…kinda fun knowing what happens during your birthday month blablablabla..(azah talking craps..hehe) well..gtg now...enough fer now...bye 2007..hello 2008! |
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Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 10:55 AM
sick!
OH GOD!!!
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SICK!!!!! fer those Multiply viewers, fyi, ive changed my Multply skin and upload new songs fer my Multiply... *haiz...............................................* |
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Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 10:42 AM
Different moods..
well.... shes on her nerves AGAIN..
felt like screaming and let out everything thats stuck in my mind!!! ARGGHHHH!!!!!!! haiz... i wonder why oh why THEY have this kind of attitude...??! maybe its PARTLY out fault....but PARTLY THEIR fault too rite??!! and yet she still blamed everyone fer her anger... OH STOP IT now...im feeling kinda down and unwell.. mayb due to the rain and colds.. haiz... so confused rite now... could the life be just perfect ONLY FER 1 DAY??!! so...currently listening to Hoobastank - The Reason the lyrics just made me feel kinda emo.... *sigh*............................................................................... okok...enough of all the cryings..... :p time fer smile!!! wanna wish Happy Birthday to a birthday 'boy' whom known to be as my 'evil twin' *haha* Happy Birthday Cuzzie Aiman.... *evil twin* yup.hes evil! hmph....haha |
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 9:23 AM
Unwanted feelings...
how i wish that i dont have this feelings AGAIN...
but i just could not avoid, prevent and ignore it... weird. i SHOULD NOT have this kind of weird feelings to it... im supposed to be cool and chill...(yeah...) but everything that it said just make my heart skip one beat..... yes.i dont like to be attached... not that i dont like actually...its just that im afraid, dats all... so my heart COULD be open and giving the opportunity to be attached.. and most of all......BE LOVED.. these unwanted feelings just made me feel loved and secure.... oh god, help me.. i MUST NOT have this feelings to it... after all, its supposed to be a normal thing fer people.... haiz... azah become emo again in this post... just bear with it... cos i just couldnt help it... i wanna LET IT OUT!!! argh!!!!! |
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Monday, December 10, 2007 @ 10:25 AM
back back!!
exhausted...
aching... ouch!! haha...sori guys fer not updating my blog fer kinda looooong time.... spent my time overnite at my sis hse...fer 1 week.. was really happy at ferst cos kinda get the freedon away from parents.. and besides that, got the opportunity to escape from their naggings to go fer a family bbq on last saturday and sunday..hehe but then actually..i was kinda 'homesick' when i arrived at East Coast fer the bbq..my sisters cud guessed that i was kinda emo that nite..hehe.. well...things began to make me better when i get to hold baby Nash in the tent...seeing him smile really make me smile too... and luckily dearie cuzzie twin *hehe* accompany me or me accompanying him thru the nite..hehe..actually at first, i was kinda drowsy and planned to sleep in the tent but my cuzzie twin wanted to go walk here, walk there..haha...nothing to do so i just followed him.. and throughout the chats we had..we realised we almost had the same interests..cool rite!? thats y we called each other cuzzie twnis...haha.. well...i dint get sleepy throughout the nite till the next morning when i got a bit drowsy..haha but we had fun though.. played all the weird and funny games and acting etc... i was making the fool out of myself when i need to act as pontianak! omg!!haha it was raining really heavily and i was super super cold...even wearing cuzzie twin's sweater AND together with my cardigan dint work out...haiz... and now i still feel cold typing this post as the weather still rains.... gosh!!!!! actually i got a lot of ideas to post in here...but too lazy to type in here...haha *hungry too..* so ya..dats all fer now... and im kinda waiting fer the pics taken by my 'twin'..hmph... bye bye! |
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