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Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 10:04 AM
H.I.M. - The Kiss Of Dawn
Blinded I am |
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Thursday, November 29, 2007 @ 2:54 PM
im boring..
im boring...
im boring to ppl i tink.. i dunoe wat makes me tink like dat, but i just feel that im boring to ppl...or maybe im just bored??? ok..im getting confused now..next story please... well..im kinda happy today.. it was the ferst time that i had fun with my sis nana..yup.ferst time..!yayness!! we laugh... crack jokes.. and she told me about her new bestfriend-she-think that is so helpful towards her... we were like laughing..and i dint feel bored fer the ferst time in history...hahaha.. haiz..and now..im kinda miss her.. although its just few hours passed... but it seems that im kinda worried and misses her.. hmm...well..im praying fer her wellnes and safety undergoing the operation.. and im glad that she finally got the windowbed that she ever wanted.. hopefully she could be back by tomorrow... cos u noe wat?! actually she need to 'fast' before going to the hospital..meaning that she MUST NOT eat anything before going to the hospital..as this is to make sure that her stomache will not contain the unnecessary things so that the operation will be going on well.. she dint realised that till she step out of the house to go to the hospital... she called and said 'azah!!! i shud not eat anything justnow la!!! i ate so many things fer breakfast sey justnow!!! argh!! how seh!!??' i was like 'wth?! how cud u ferget??!! iyooooo...' haha..funny la she.. well now, shes in kk..waiting fer the doctor to decide whether she will be taking the operation today anot...haiz.. well then..gotta thank her fer buying the skinny jeans fer me.. yayness!! since she would be staying at my house, i could borrow some of her skinny jeans which of other colours..hehe... ok..long post huh?! (in my history)..haha.lmfao take care sister..i love you! |
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@ 11:30 AM
im boring..
im boring...
im boring to ppl i tink.. i dunoe wat makes me tink like dat, but i just feel that im boring to ppl...or maybe im just bored??? ok..im getting confused now..next story please... well..im kinda happy today.. it was the ferst time that i had fun with my sis nana..yup.ferst time..!yayness!! we laugh... crack jokes.. and she told me about her new bestfriend-she-think that is so helpful towards her... we were like laughing..and i dint feel bored fer the ferst time in history...hahaha.. haiz..and now..im kinda miss her.. although its just few hours passed... but it seems that im kinda worried and misses her.. hmm...well..im praying fer her wellnes and safety undergoing the operation.. and im glad that she finally got the windowbed that she ever wanted.. hopefully she could be back by tomorrow... cos u noe wat?! actually she need to 'fast' before going to the hospital..meaning that she MUST NOT eat anything before going to the hospital..as this is to make sure that her stomache will not contain the unnecessary things so that the operation will be going on well.. she dint realised that till she step out of the house to go to the hospital... she called and said 'azah!!! i shud not eat anything justnow la!!! i ate so many things fer breakfast sey justnow!!! argh!! how seh!!??' i was like 'wth?! how cud u ferget??!! iyooooo...' haha..funny la she.. well now, shes in kk..waiting fer the doctor to decide whether she will be taking the operation today anot...haiz.. well then..gotta thank her fer buying the skinny jeans fer me.. yayness!! since she would be staying at my house, i could borrow some of her skinny jeans which of other colours..hehe... ok..long post huh?! (in my history)..haha.lmfao take care sister..i love you! |
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 @ 11:50 AM
getting lazy..
no photos..
no news... no emos... haha...im too lazy to post nowadays... but thank god..some things were settled and solved... thanks fer those loved ones.. well...now im kinda frustrated.not emo.just frustrated cos i broke my nail yesterday... and wanna noe y? its bcos i cant zip up my new skinny dat my sis bought fer me.. haha.i was like 'holy shit! sis! i cant zip my pants!!!' hmph...i cant be fat cos the skinny fit my legs perfectly but not the waist... haiz...nvm..lucky my sis have the time to change it..hehe..thx sis..! aites...gtg now...gonna wait fer the Ellen show.. gonna find some things fer me to eat..hee... p.s. my sis nana will be warded tomorrow... sis, i will pray fer ur wellness and hopefully u can be back on Friday... (cos i dun wanna babysit ur son fer 1 whole day...huahuahua..lazy me (: ) |
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Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 9:15 AM
endless....
when one problem is already solved, then later came another problem...
when everything has gone back to normal, then later something will happen that will make matters worse... although, im not kinda involved in the problem, it really creates an effect the relationship between us sisters... i love you sister..i want you to change...pls?.. |
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Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 6:30 PM
just asking..
im just asking..
have you ever felt kinda pissed off at someone.. and that person used to be your best friend.. and you are kinda pissed off with her attitude and behaviour... you wanna tell her...but seems to be difficult cos you dun wanna break the friendship... to me, its hard... wat shud i do? have you experienced this before???? |
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@ 2:22 PM
i admit that im still scared of ghosts...
im just a kental goth emo! haha
i admit i am!! cos im scared fer my elds friends that dressed up as ghost at our school 'haunted house'...and i was screaming and screaming... i cant even say a word la seh.. and our school is like so pathetic cos theres just a few ppl who came to our school open house...not even a few la.. and yeah...my legs are pain cos i was 'tired' walking in a 'haunted' maze seeing the 'ghosts'... think dats all...my mind is blank now... adios amigos...! |
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Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 6:39 AM
boringboredboringbored...
life so boring...
maybe MY life is boring.. if my girlfies dint plan to go out on wednesday, surely i'll be stuck at home...noooo.... if not, i will be out with my parents (again...) and now, im seriously addicted listening to malay pop rock classic (jiwang la...) haiz...and problems are still not solved... same stories again and again and again....... i wanna go out la... but then im too lazy to go to regent open house la seh..(pemalas nyer aku...) hmph...i wanna find tops cos my black tops are so 'out of stock'...the colours have faded and its getting smaller....or I am getting fatter... hhmmm...................movie treats anyone...but seemed that most movies are so boring... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................... |
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Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 9:06 AM
apa maksud mimpi ini???
ape maksud mimpi atau tafsir mimpi sesorang yang menaiki suatu tempat yang tinggi atau yang bergunung2..???
jawapan pada sesape yang tahu..pls (: |
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 5:31 AM
saying out loud!
im so fucking angry with my brother...
well..i dont and will not treat him like one FOREVER.. if people ask me whos that guy in ur hse, that i will reply "thats a lost-homeless stranger" how i fucking hate him to the core ... he thinks hes a good brother, by spying at the sisters' wrongdoings and just keeping quiet without reacting to solve the problems.. he thinks hes too perfect... well...silence dont cure all problems la ok! u just kept silent when ur sister create problems.. u just kept silent when our parents wanna check on YOUR sister and wanting her to change.. WHERE WERE YOU? u r still not back from work yet! WHERE WERE YOU? dint even noe wats happening and feeling 'lost' when dad msg u about YOUR sister... and yet u still call yourself BROTHER.. msging dad stupid craps about life and deaths...! thinking u r one perfect brother.. by not talking to me and other sisters... u still call yourself a brother!?!? if u are to die, maybe i 'will' be happy.. cos theres no reason fer me to be sad.. i was born not to talk to my brother.. theres no start theres no end no memories... theres a malay proverb saying "air dicincang takkan putus" but..air ni blum lagi bukak paipnye...awal lagi da putus! im very ashamed to call you as my brother.. cos u r TOO useless... i dare say that! well...its better saying...that I DONT EVEN HAVE A BROTHER...!!!!!! |
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Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 5:55 AM
sigh...
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Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 1:16 AM
im happy?
hey hey..its like been a long time since i write a 'decent' post...
guessed im too emo fer this blog..lols.. well...yeah.. kinda happy that the pc had moved to my room.. oh freedom!? but the new pc that my dad's fren had bought were even nicer and cooler than the old one which the one that im using it now... gosh! its black la seh! arghh!!! regrets?? think no...cos if i were to take the new pc, my precious songs and pictures will all be GONE! haha...theres goods and bads using the old pc than the new one... but feeling too happy fer this was not enough ... theres still incomplete tasks in our family life.... i just wished that it will soon be over... let bygones be bygones rite? buang air yg keruh, ambil yg jernih... we just need to improve ourselves to make ourselves and others to be happy.. and most of all....be convincing! hehe... i noe im writing craps in here... its fer those who understand... i may be happy... i may be emo... erm...could i be both at the same time? oh no...craps alert!! okok...~bye~ |
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Saturday, November 10, 2007 @ 3:39 PM
thought everything is over...
they just arise from nowhere...
wished that all this will be over... i dont wanna be apart from her... although she has changed, she will always be my beloved sister... Dear God, pls let her realise her mistakes... pls make her change to her own and the old Nana fer me... ~mixed feelings and emotions...~ |
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Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 10:48 AM
Avenged Sevenfold - Scream
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