Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 5:19 PM
confused...
 i dunnoe whether ive got a problem... or maybe im just creating one.. is there something i should improve fer my own self... that could make ppl happy.. that could bring back oll the joyful memories... that could bring the family together as a happy family... cos im still not satisfied with myself.... |
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 4:41 PM
any plans?!
hey friends!
any plans to blanja ur duit raya!? hehe |
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 12:28 PM
no one to trust...(i tink)
ok...
now..it seemed like ive got no one to trust... my actions 'kept' being reported by my 'beloved' sis... ok...i did something wrong... but the way u say it was like i would surely the only one who alwaes be the bad one... " mum: kak lina tengking iim ehk? u: haah..alar...azah pun tengking pe... mum: huh? u: kat umah bibik tu...dia tengking nurus.... " ok...i noe my action was wrong...but i dint scold nurus as in talking loudly wat... it was just a loud groan (i tink) the way u say it was so exaggerating to me.. cut that shit out man... realised ur mistakes... reflect ur 'reports' ferst when u wanna talk to mum abt the sensitive-emo me... and dont 'report' like as if u r the perfect one... sampai yg makan cili, dia yg rase pedas... kalau terase tu bagus la... i meant to talk abt it straight forwardly.... think that silence is just the best way to shut those 'reporters' up... and thats death.... |
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Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 10:35 PM
car-spot during hari raya
 car-spot again! spotted this during my hari raya visiting... someone nudged me that theres this car nearby... haha....rushed towards the car and captured it! yeah! but...this is kinda similar with my previous pic..as both have the same colour.... haha...what if it was the same car that i took that day?! lols.... well...cant post other hari raya pics fer some reasons... so..just afford to to put up this car photo here... nothing much today... did some painting during art we were asked to be in groups... so theres me, ana, lulu and eda... we were supposed to come up with our OWN theme to paint it on a canvas... and THAT painting will be put up on the walls....hmph! tink we did a simple one..just a drawing of our four hands and a 'hallucination-illusion-backgound'...hehe.... quite fun... but i was feeling too restless to have the 'semangat' to paint... cos i was too tired after going fer hari raya visiting fer 3 days... yes...3 in a row...Friday,Saturday and Sunday till nearly midnite...argh!!! so..kinda drowsy in class justnow....zzzzzzzzz..... well....thats all fer now maybe...typing all the 'zzzzz' just made me wanna sleeeeeppppp..... haiz...bb then.., hapi hari raya! hapi hapi mood mood... long post...but not an emo one.... |
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Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 4:57 PM
zzzz.........
 tired...tired...tmr got school arh? hmph.................... collage attached.... layanzzzzzzzz................................... |
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Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 4:41 AM
fake too?
ermm...k....some of my frens told me that my mum was so 'sporting' and 'cool'....??
k..i agreed that shes some sort of cool but no that cool enough to be with an ungrateful daughter like me rite.... well she may be acting funny and the paling kecoh one.... but inside...its like so different side of her.... well...my fren said 'ur mum gerek ar...i tod ur mum fierce caner...sampai ko stress2 gini...' HAHAHAHA...LOL sak.... its not that i wanna think negative about my mum.. its just that ppl even my frens wud surely thought that im just creating a 'stress' cos ive got nothing to stress about especially something that has got to do with my mum...haiz... 'maner ade orang tua nak let out her 'garang'ness depan my frens kan..mesti nak tunjuk baik pe...HAHAHA' and now..i dint have the mood to go out raya'ing' with my relatives.... i just dint have the mood..... im so tired and restless.... haiz....and this morning i got nag about.......hari raya?? wth.... she was talking or cud i say nagging about when i grew older la....respect this and that la...when they die la..... haiz....whatever la.... im so sick.... **im running away.... im living this place** |
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Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 4:41 PM
good girl gone bad...
nothing to post...
just wanna know who tinks dat im selfish and unfriendly.....?? no offence..... haiz... ** tink im depressed.... im running away.... did i became a good girl that has gone bad??!! |
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 11:32 AM
fake!
everything is so fake...!
i so fucking hate hari raya dis year...it seems that all the apologies and smiles were all fake..ppl bear grudges among each other... one was acting as if hes so damn perfect...keeping quiet and hiding the wrong information about my sis' wrongdoings... one dint realised that shes at fault and bermatian tak ngaku dat she herself create the mistake... i felt so hatred...as the youngest sis, i noe im always the useless one...the one who alwaes 'pauto'....hmph! but so wat.... i really wanna c our family to get back together again..including with bro... i cant stand d crisis.. one by one just gone... and theres onli me and sis lala left....left to be the victim of an innocent situation.... this really sucks... n now i realised im always the stupid one...the must not-to-be-trusted and the 'pauto' sis.... k fine... i accept it.... i fucking hate everything..... im ready fer suicidal! u hear dat!?!? |
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Monday, October 08, 2007 @ 6:44 PM
neutral...
things dont go emo today.....
i tried not to make it emo....i noe ppl hate to read all those emo stuffs on my blog rite.... haiz...well...exams just sucks today... although im kinda confident fer my maths paper 1... but my mind was totally blank fer the chem paper... mayb too much of maths just made me ferget all those equations n formulas fer chemistry.... arghhh!! im so gonna fail chem (maths..mayb?) haiz...went home ard 2 although the paper finished about 12+... it was raining so went to stay inside the library fer abt half and hour with eeda and elly...hehe browse a lot of 'interesting' books...haha then..went back home and went online fer a while... and get ready fer tuiton... damn...i was beginning to do my art when my tutor arrived... and she broke the record-she was early today! congrats...haha so had my tuition 15 mins earlier... and ended fer abt 2 hours....bleahh.... dint ate much during break fast..... cos i was super duper excited cos FINALLY i got the Jelita baju... super late sia... and eeda, i got it already....boria ya? haha... aites...till here then... wanna say thanks to those ppl that adviced me that day... i appreaciate it damn lots... fer the philosopher (u noe hu u are)...thanks..terhutang budi sama lu ar bro! and to 'Awak'...thanks fer succesfully cheered me up when i was in an 'emo' condition..haha.. mekasih awak... aites..bb! |
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Sunday, October 07, 2007 @ 5:20 PM
unloved!
im so unloved.....
my parents dont care abt me anymore... my eyes felt so teary..all that they did was " azah...knape? puase2 muke cam gitu...sket2 nak merajuk " then they show a wtf face.... with helll... lebih baik jgn tanye kan...... buey arh! |
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@ 6:35 AM
although im broke.....
 gosh!!! im so gonna wait fer it!! and yeah! finally i got the dvd!! (i noe...im a bit out-dated..hehe) im so gonna collect my money fer their upcoming album....hehe and fer their show next year....(dunnoe whether its true) argh!!!! im goin crazy! aites...need to do some revision.... no confidence..........................  |
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Friday, October 05, 2007 @ 4:50 PM
why must dis happen to me??
[[Locking away my negative feelings...emotions can be fragile]]
ppl began to hate me... ppl began to have negative feelings on me.. i had accidentally burst out my temper outside home.... y must dis happen to me... cam someone get ready fer my suicidal??!! i wanna kill myself!!!!!! |
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007 @ 5:19 PM
it seems true...haiz...
Friendster Horoscope for October 3, 2007Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
The Bottom Line If other people around you are overreacting to things today, don't join them. In Detail If people around you react explosively to an explosive situation today, do not follow their example -- not matter how justified they may be. Screaming at someone who has been rude or inconsiderate isn't going to mitigate the stress, it will only increase it. Be mindful of your role in every conversation, and try to be a force for mutual respect, not power struggles. You will have to take the high road today. There will be another day for you to get down and dirty and get things off your chest. |
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007 @ 5:58 PM
back for car-spot
 gosh! this is super cool!! anyone can tell me wat colour this car is?! haha cant define it... (: dint spot it at first... eeda saw it... and yeah! took the opportunity to capture a pic la of course... hehe... kk.... gtg... bb... |
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Monday, October 01, 2007 @ 12:53 PM
AKU HIBA
 aku hiba..sangat2 hiba... aku menyesal.. aku takut... aku stress! asl la aku buat cam gini.. asl lak aku feeling jiwang2 kat sini... aku menyesal melakukan kesalahan itu... aku tak sangka diriku akan menjadi seperti itu..pada masa itu... kenape la seh... aku bingit! aku nak nangis! asl aku tak leh nangis! aku tak leh nangis kat class...(nampak sah nanti aku emo giler..) aku tak leh terima kesalahan dan hukuman ini... aku tak leh angkat bahasa melayu jiwang yg aku tgh type skg ni... haiz... aku tak tahu lagi ape nak tulis... AKU HIBA!!!! (bear with all the malaw jiwangs here...im just screwed up and tensed after my malay paper) |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
wishlist: Unconditional Desires
Excellence in StudiesThe Perfect Guy
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