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Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 4:56 PM

fed-up

i dunnoe y the heck i always be the fucking 'victim'....
always the one who get blamed...
always the one who get the nags..
always the one who get them old
always the one who get their 'moodswings'...

i wanna scream!
i wanna get out!

its not fair!!

im always the last one....

nobody will understand my situation now...
no use of getting counselling or watever shit..
cos it will just change fer a little while...so its not worth it at all....

i dun understand y the 'fucker' was having the moodswings that day just because of my minor mistake....
he scold me fer nothing just because a bread fall onto my nephew's lap...
i cud just picked it up rite....
no scoldings or watever shit....
i hate it when he do that...
it seems like he liked to vent his anger to me...
and putting a fake smile and like to pamper my 'innocent-nonsence' nephew....
then he wud ignored me the whole nite...

fine then!

me too....cud ignore u just the way u ignore me....

i love doing the silent treatment.....cos i dun have to waste my saliva talking with such a 'fucker'...

watever la...

i noe i shud and must be good during this holy month....
well, i tried....

yup.cos i successfully quit that thing...
but after facing this kind of situation again, i wanna start doing it again la seh...

now not only him the 'fucker' but both 'mutherfuckers' too 'join-the-party' la seh....
well...silent treatment fer both...
if they cud gv me the cold shoulder, well i cud to the same to them too...

so...sis lala,its of no use giving the 'advice' to him...cos he will always be the same damn old him...he will never change...

and im gonna wait and 'suffer' in this till i get the final freedom..!
gosh.
tears?
did i cry??
ohkk...
gtg now...

my confession tattoo--tribals...
i love doing tribals when im in hatred
??!!

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Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee

Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity

Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.

Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times

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