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Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 5:21 PM
no hopes...
confused..
lost... in love? stressed... screwed... feeling down then i've ever been..... can someone confront me..................! |
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@ 2:51 PM
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I AM SLACKING!!!
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I NEED TO START STUDYING!! i like someone... :( |
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Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 5:57 PM
i DID make the mistake..
(not another emo post)
im confused... he suddenly came into my life again.. whereas im beginning to enjoy some of the great moments.. its true that i missed him at times... when i listen to his music... when i remember the moments... but it just dont make me this feeling of accepting him back... and my girlfie was like wanting me to be with him... well..its not that i dont wat but theres a 'thing' that just make me wanna move away from him... and now...i began to have a crush on someone... but looking at his frenster n msn... it makes me feel that its just impossible fer me to be close with him... i tink he likes someone... i dun wan same things to happen again... im lost... |
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Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 6:08 PM
I cant be fucking trusted by anyone....
i just dont fucking understand ppl...
why they have to show it in front of me and tell me that its some kinda of secret... n giving me a 'she-cant-be-tursted-dont-tell-her' looks... i dont give a damn la... if u guys have this fucking secret or whatsoever, dont show it to me la...and giving all those smiles...whatever shit la... i noe...im just an innocent kid a cant-be-trusted sister... fine! then keep it to yourself.... u dont need to show the sarcastic looks in front of me... i noe...im soooooo sensitive about this... well...thats me... i cant show all my sorrows... pains to ther ppl... cos they dont trust me.. they think that im just one fucking ass kid who likes to emo and depressed herself whereas they dont even understand me... and dint treat me as the sister.... so what! i just a fucking 'cant-be-trusted kid' rite?! **siape yg terase tu, aku tak kisah arh...sendiri tau la beb** |
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @ 1:31 PM
Selamat Berpuasa
Selamat Berpuasa pada semua
puasa penuh tau, jgn ponteng! 'mak aku kate siape tak puase, tak boleh raye tau!' haha..... |
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Monday, September 10, 2007 @ 1:02 PM
All-time favourite song..
Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease
>>my all-time favourite song...very meaningful lyrics... Dust begins to fall to the ground The air is cold and thin Thoughts are haunting me as I look around This will never end And I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from Outside shell is strong - confident But slowly eats away Like a man plagued with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep... And I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from And you sit there and do nothing You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide when you're living to die Stuck alone inside your head, better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house, no one's around. Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from But in my life, I wanted more, I needed more, I taste more |
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Friday, September 07, 2007 @ 7:07 AM
so sick!
gosh...headaches are really killing me...arghh!!
haha..but yet, i still have the time to post...hehe well...tink im kinda fucking stressed because of the tons of homeworks...gahh!!! have never been like this before...boohoo... well..i got maths, poa, mt, eng and physics to do...and i juss completed my mt..that is sooo pathetic...and i cant even do a fucking thing fer poa...except fer the trial balace...im so hate it... haiz...btw, mum said she want me to get a haircut today...not sure...hmmm... and yeah...ive bought my hari raya clothes already..hehe well...i bought a baju kurung..a simple one...fer me to wear at home and fer visiting short-distance houses...and 2 more baju kebaya..hehe....well, its ma ferst time that daddy wanna tempah my baju hari raya...yeah!.... its kinda fun yesterday...ferst time went out with my parents...but was having seriopus headaches during the journey...haiz... when we took the bus to go home...i decided not to sleep..took the opportunity to talk with my mum...a long time dint chat with her...haha we talked about all sorts of things....and ya, i have the urge to ask her about relationships...ansking her wat will she do if i have a bf...haha... but still...i still felt awkward telling her about my life..etc...not used to it i tink...haha... aites till here then... |
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