Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 9:46 AM
New Video!
Updated a new video at my blog...
My Chemical Romance - Teenagers check it out at my navigations... |
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 11:55 AM
The last touch of Invisible
This is the last touch... Spreading the ink and blood...  |
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 9:46 AM
Do I have the true loved ones??
 When there's sunshine, we'll shine together |
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Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 11:05 AM
Invisible (cont'd)
 It seems that im far away from them They all dont give a damn But it dont matters to me anymore Nobody can cure the pain thats bleeding more and more Blinded their eyes if i change for the better Cant bear the pain of being invisible I have no life Preventing to see the scene Those people killing me softly Leaving me crying those tears of pain Thinking that im going insane Those true loved ones actually making me invisible to everyone..... The End..... (this is no song, or whatever you think it is...this is the confession of the suffer that is still burning in my heart right now...if u think that this is such a crap or anything, just fuck off and leave!) |
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Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 2:12 PM
Invisible
Darkness surrounds me
In the middle of the night Drowning in tears Nobody here In this fucking world Down in suffer I see no shadows Theres no people Come save me But no one came Cos im getting invisible To those people No innocent people Its getting deceiving Too confusing Why am i here to live In depression Dying for the love To be continued..................... (this is no song, or whatever you think it is...this is the confession of the suffer that is still burning in my heart right now...if u think that this is such a crap or anything, just fuck off and leave!) |
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@ 2:00 PM
These malay love quotes...
~Andai daku pergi sebelummu, kenangkan ku di dalam doamu~
~Tiada cinta lain di dunia ini sehebat cintaku..~ ~Cinta itu penawar segala duka, kasih itu ubat segala derita~ ~Cinta agung itu lahir daripada dua jiwa yang ikhlas~ ~Cinta bukan mainan, kasih bukan paksaan~ ~Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhir untukku~ ~Kau pernah berkata cintaku adalah selama-lamanya..~ ~Cintamu bagai sejambak bunga yang mekar wangi selama-lamanya~ ~Izinkan aku mengetuk pintu hatimu agar dapatku beradu di dalamnya untuk selamanya~ ~Jika kau rindu, pejamkan mata dan sebut namaku, pasti aku akan hadir dalam ingatanmu~ ~Engkaulah srikandi cintaku, suri hidupku~ ~Akulah hero cinta, tewas tiada dalam kamus hidupku~ ~Demi cinta, akan ku korbankan segalanya untuk kebahagiaanmu~ ~Cinta kita bukan mimpi, tapi pasti~ ~Cinta itu untuk selamanya~ ~Cinta ada di dalam hati, carilah ia di situ~ |
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 4:21 PM
my MYE results just sucks
 hey hey...attached a collage of out trip justnow at changi airport fer math and science trail..kinda boring and kinda fun.. im out of idea of wat to post so..bye ~Rasa cinta memang ajaib nikmatnya...~ ~Inikah yang dinamakan cinta, dunia berputar tak terasa~ ~Cinta itu hebat, ia kekal sepanjang hayat walaupun insan yang dicintai sudah tiada lagi~ ~Jika rindu, dongaklah ke langit dan tengok bulan, pasti kau tak akan rindu lagi~ ~Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu, kau kata kau cinta padaku~ ~Ku berjanjikan menantimu, setia menunggu di pintu syurga~ ~Rindu itu penyiksaan paling indah~ ~Ada kalanya benci itu tandanya sayang~ ~Hadirlah dalam mimpiku, agar terubat rinduku~ |
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 4:37 PM
i'm just sad..thats all
 p.s. this is a collage of my baby nephew..heehee...isnt he cute!!! havent decide on the name yet... haiz...today i feel kinda gloomy..i dunnoe why... and btw..to eeda, tink im gonna return the cd to u either on thurs or friday can? so...tink dats all...wanna read the Main-main Cinta novel that i just borrowed on monday.. so starting by today, each time i post...im gonna end it with a malay love quote quoted from thr book...i love it... toodles!! ~Tangkai bunga ros ini banyak duri sebab itu ku campakkan jauh-jauh tapi kelopak ros ini, akan mekar dalam hatiku walau berkurun lamaya~ ~Kadang-kadang, cinta sejati itu ada di depan mata.~ ~Cinta datang tak diundang, pergi tak dipinta~ |
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Monday, May 21, 2007 @ 4:08 PM
Avenged Sevenfold - Sidewinder
I slide through the wasteland that's my world My hunger takes your life, preyed on to keep me alive, yeah Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty in me Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite That's right I shed my skin tonight but my fangs are hard to hide And you know that you're going to die, yeah Mercy's all that you need, mercy's empty to me Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control Fire that burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside Making my way through the night you're still in my sight You're running away cause you know you can't hide My instincts are cold blooded hate; to you I'm the bearer of fate Wrong place and now the wrong time, now terror is all that you'll find Can't you feel the poison rising straight to the heart of the venomous bite Can't you feel the poison rising out of the morning and clear through the night You can feel my strength destroy you straight to the heart from the venomous bite I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control Fire that burns and never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone Vanish from my sights - venomous control You won't make it right - my appetite has grown Lost the final fight - no love will be shown Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone Vanish from my sights - venomous control You can't make it right - my appetite has grown Lost the final fight - no love will be shown |
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Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 2:40 PM
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i hate my mother
i hate my father i hate myself and i noe everybody hate me to sis azalea...selamat melahirkan.. hope to gv the new baby boy's name *(u noe it)* and  happy birthday to eeda... 200507 hope u stay lame forever and be grateful to have a great family that loves you... |
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Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 3:14 PM
Friend Test
hey...created a friend test
got it from eda's blog... so Do It To It ya? aites.. Bye!! |
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Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 12:57 PM
this real post...
Yayness!!
finally got to update my blog... haiz..its such a boring day today.. cant go out with my girlfies.. looks like this advance bdae gerl need to do some babysit.. boohoo.. and looks like i need to be with my irritating nephew AGAIN...noooo well..exams are over..but things are just goin normal... there will never be any peace between me and my goddamn father.. im so fucking tired arguing or can i say using the silent treatment to him... well...i dun care anymore... all depends on him whether to regard me as a daughter or not... OLD people are just too 'emo' than any other emo ppl in d world (kinda crap) okok..i noe this is just one boring topic... so...about my life now...nothing new.. im kinda 'attached'? 'crushing'? ermm...complicated... but wateva it is...he will alwaes be in my heart... haiz...i wanna go out today... but kinda lazy... my feet are way to heavy fer me to walk...even walk around the house... and tml is Saturday... am i still gonna have tuition, mummy??? me dun wanna.. and monday, ALL the results fer ALL the subjects will be given out... gosh...im so fucking nervous to tok about it.. its my ferst time this year that im not confident to pass all my subjects.. they just fucking sux... i dint study real hard fer this MYE way too hard concentrating fer my art... and scared if i get low marks fer my art.. and affect all the subjects... let me just list down all the subjects that im not confident with...(just to make dis 1 long post) Mother Tongue - confident at ferst..but not confident after yunus said blablabla... English - nooo....my comphre sux...(its about gorillas...stupid) Social Studies - not good at it..cos dint pay attention to the lessons Chemistry - its becos of the stupid last page...6 marks wasted...and the question is super complicated!!! Mathematics - dun tok about it...cant even do some of the question on paper 1 and the paper 2 was super duper difficult!!!! Literature - concentrate too much on a 12-marks ques but just 2 paragraph on a 13-marks question!!!! Physics - i dint study at all..well just a lil bit but dint fucking came out in the paper..! Art - well..too concentrate on this...my layout a bit plain...hope i pass..boohoo... POA - i like this one. not a single ws or page in the book that i studied..slept fer the ferst 15 min of the paper...no hope!.. there...so..not confident..i dun wanna take my results im just so fucking stressed!!! grrr... k lar..tink dats all fer now...this post is a long one huh!? *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 5:01 PM
Yeah!!
Yeah!! Exams are OVER finally... But I dun wanna take my Results on Monday...boohoo... k..dats all *ahmad syarifullah* <3 |
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Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 4:45 PM
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 will not be updatin my blog these few days... having exams... *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 4:32 PM
pic...
 just a collage.. no comments.... need to finish my art art art art............ |
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Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 6:08 PM
FUCKED UP AGAIN...
hey hey hey...
was so damn bored..so update my blog... well...went home with natt...kinda bored without her (oh wateva) took the train 1 round...smsing her with natt.. guess wat...? while we were in the tain...couple of guys suddenly sat in front of us...oh wells..i dun give a damn...well...ferst look-one of them cute lar..second look-erm..flirty..and most importantly..hes techno!!! noooo... haiz...no use la cute2 but techno...ewww...haha..lols... and so, i took out my hp to see whether she sms anot..she dint... that cute guy saw my hp..kinda immitate my actions... wateva la...if wanna gv my no. , hes a techno..and dats a no-no fer me...eww... haha...aites..gtg...having headache... p.s. wanna say sori cos its partly our fault but that doesnt mean that u r not at fault too...just think... eeda..i still regard u as a fren..no matter wat... |
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 2:56 PM
Im so damn Fucked Up TODAY.....!!!
i HATE U sis nana... i dun love you u dun love me.. so dats it.. fine!!! |
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 9:51 AM
What a life!!
i hate it!!
i hate!! i want it... fer the last time... i wanna finish it.. he just dun let me... just fuck off..!!! *(u noe it)* |
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@ 8:25 AM
Linkin Park - What I've Done
In this farewell
There's no blood There's no alibi Cause I've drawn regret From the truth of a thousand lies So let mercy come and wash away... (Chorus) What I've done I'll face myself To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands of uncertainty So let mercy come and wash away... (Chorus) For what I've done I start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I'm forgiving what I've done I'll face myself To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done (na na na na) (na na na na) (na na na na) (na na na na) What I've done (na na na na) (na na na na) Forgiving what I've done (na na na na) (na na na na) *ahmad syarifullah* |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
wishlist: Unconditional Desires
Excellence in StudiesThe Perfect Guy
Watch MORE Movies
Freedom
MORE $$$$
More Tops
Try on cute GREY and Black Dresses
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affiliates: The endless connections
♥ Sheikh Muhammad Said ♥ Amee
Ana
Angela
Athirah
Bayo
Esther
Fauzi
Honey Starz
Hyrul Anuar
Ika Chika
Janice
Khalee
Kok Shin
Kristle
Lien Ching
Meanpheyaszmyn
Naja
Natasha
Ruyu
Ridwan Silvera
Sofia
Sihan
Venessa
tagboard: Mix the words up
archives: It took time to see
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acknowledgments: You have my thanks
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