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Sunday, April 01, 2007 @ 11:41 AM
I just wanna be loved..
i just dun understand why oh why must they do this to me..
it all started with her... then he began to scold me...more and more.. giving him the cold shoulder is of no use anymore... i noe. i admit. i made the mistake..but cant they just be like other parents... they must noe that their way of bringing their teens up dint work... just take a good look example at their son...(stupid ass bro, that is) i felt like pouring my hearts out and express my feelings towards them... but they just dont understand....and why cant they... Volunteer work is much more less important that family work...or i can say family problems... they have too much ego in their hearts...or maybe they are too old to listen to teens hearts... its of no use going to the mosque...be ustazah...be alim giler...but having so much ego that really make their teens like me suffer.... as fer him..if not fer volunteer work..no zaqy whosoever....all those fucking bastards...he will not be so 'stress'....and started scolding and surprising every members in the family... i dont understand.really. i need someone. i need a shoulder to cry on.silently. i need someone to tell them that they are at fault too... crying in blood tears...will not soften their hearts... i dun understand... they just dun trust me anymore... they dont... they would just think im just an ungrateful daughter who likes to break their heart...whereas im not... please.. at least..sit with me.. talk to me... silently. slowly.. but will they listen?? **i just felt like listen to malay jiwang songs...just bear with it fer now... |
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