Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 4:42 PM
Temperamental lady
I TEND TO GET SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY NEPHEW EASILY...!!!
ARGHH!!!! Y MUST HE BE SO IRRITATING!!!????? GRRRRR!!!!!! |
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 @ 4:03 PM
sick.....
hello..
im kinda sick... and my religious exam is on thur... im so weak.. gonna do the retest on fri...boohoo... bye *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Monday, April 23, 2007 @ 4:42 PM
Good Charlotte feat. M Shadows & Synyster Gates - The River
As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA The footsteps that were next to me have gone their separate ways I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things don't always stay that way I've done enough now to know this beautiful place isn't everything they say I heard that evil comes disguised Like a city of angels I'm walking towards the light Baptized in the river I've seen a vision of my life And I wanna be delivered In the city was a sinner I've done a lot of things wrong But I swear I'm a believer Like the prodigal son I was out on my own Now I'm trying to find my way back home Baptized in the river I'm delivered I'm delivered [M.Shadows:] You're from a small town You're gonna grow up fast underneath these lights Down in Hollywood on the boulevard the dead come back to life To the praying Mother And the worried Father Let your children go If they come back They'll come home stronger And if they don't you'll know They say that evil comes disguised Like a city of angels I'm walking towards the light Baptized in the river I've seen a vision of my life And I wanna be delivered In the city was a sinner I've done a lot of things wrong But I swear I'm a believer Like the prodigal son I was out on my own Now I'm trying to find my way back home Baptized in the river I'm delivered I'm delivered Baptized in the river (on my own) Baptized in the river (on my own) I wanna be delivered (on my own, on my own) Baptized in the river (on my own) I wanna be delivered Baptized in the river (on my own) I wanna be delivered Baptized in the river (on my own) I wanna be delivered I confess I'm a sinner I've seen a vision of my life And I wanna be delivered! |
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Friday, April 20, 2007 @ 2:46 PM
bz bz bz bz....slacking..
 hey ya...i did the drawing (s) again..lols.. but this time..its not a depression drawing... i just love designing and 'vandalising' my hand...heehee attached the pic.. well..it looks more like a henna..but its not! haha. im lame.. well..today im kinda acting siao siao today... im missing eeda, eli, lulu, ana and the rest of the malay gerls who went fer the dragon boat..sorry fer those names whom i dint mention.. its not 'riuh' like alwaes... so i entertained myself with natt fer the ferst time..haha... so..today..mr ramzy dint come again... so yunus came fer a while.. but before that, me, naja, farhana, shaz, nessa nicole and sofia were standing outside the class although we were supposed to be inside the classroom to do the malay ws...i saw yunus and told them to go inside... yunus came in and scolded us...(so wateva!) slacking the whole mt lesson.. then we had our social studies.. i slept fer the ferst half an hour fer the ferst time...woah mdm rohaini taught us fer half an hour and gave us the test fer the rest half an hour.... wrote craps....lols then we had our maths... as usual..boring and confusing...duh! had my recess onli with natt... lonely...zzz... then had physics... ms lai was in a bad mood just now.. she was scolding us fer almost the whole period..haiz.. ok lar tink i gtg now...bb btw, attached a pic collage of me, sofia and lulu at schoool, waiting fer the bus to go to innova jc to watch kak amalina fer her hosting competition...(she lost..but to me, shes the best of all cos she have the nicest voice..woah...) and that is why theres a 'skinhead' pic inside the collage, the pic when we were inside the jc's toilet and on the bus when we were on our way back from the innova jc..  aites.. bye.... *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 8:06 PM
Parents have EGO!
hey y'all...
well nothing much happen to day... fer art, we got out exam papers..and i cant believe i was like excited?? lols.. well, the titles were kinda tough.. theres, Hidden, Crinkle, Harmony, The Cage, Roots and Ascending... well i chose Ascending, i think...well dunnoe la...just try my best.. then had my recess with eeda only...without nat and eli (boohoo!) cos they have their SYF...and guess wat!? they got Silver!!!! woah! congrats gerls...(but i still dun felt regret quitting band though..haha) so we had our boring english lesson with mr tan...and again, our cme teacher dint came..so it was quite a bore...but had some fun too talking with eeda... n u noe wat...out of the blue, my mother suddenly msged me and kinda adviced me to respect my father la...dun be rude la..blablabla.... i tink my mother realised that i have been giving my dad a cold shoulder since that incident..so what.. he hurt my feelings..DEEPLY... n what do u expect? ferget about it? no way!!! so, i voiced out my feeling to her through sms... i was so straight forward to her fer the very ferst time... i was nearly in tears but eeda cheered me up..thanx darling.. well...told her about the thing that i post in white font at my blog that time... then shes like...silent...and kept telling me that im in the wrong... gosh...they have so much ego!! cant stand it..they thought that they are always right (hell they're not!) then went back home, drenched its raining so heavily... so its best crying in the rain cos people wont noe that you are crying... so i cried...haha and now i felt so much better... aites gtg now...wanna watch tv... *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ 11:35 AM
draw it again
 yeah i did it again.... that drawing again.. fyi..my hp got confiscate..and i secretly took out my sim card and now im currently using my old hp..so pls dont sms me all those 'unimportant' messages.... sori...bye... *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Friday, April 13, 2007 @ 4:49 PM
back fer post..
hey hey..im back!!!
i noe its quite a long time i dint post... kinda lazy and gettin busy this few days...  attached a collage of ma frens -shaz and sofia cam-whoring (again)...  and a collage of the moments during my Sports Day last wedneday...it was fun... we set up a hair spray booth and get people to get their hair sprayed fer just $1!! so if those who wanna spray their hair again...we gonna set up the hair spray booth again during the cross country!! so dun ferget to bring ur money aites...only fer $1 (but additional $0.50 fer additional colour).... aites...gtg now...buh bye!! P.S.  Happy Birthday To Dearest Fren...Fareza a.k.a Faree <33 130407 *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 5:16 PM
I love you!
still not in the mood and lazy to write a post...
just wanna say..i love you sister... muaxx!!! and please..im not ready to get attached with any guy yet..please understand me...!! *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 5:55 PM
Sajak video
a video taken by faree of the school that won the Deklamasi Sajak - Saint Andrews Sec Sch |
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Sunday, April 08, 2007 @ 8:54 AM
pictures...during the moments in NUS!!
 dun wanna talk about it... 1st- Saint Andrews Sec Sch 2nd- Raffles Institution <33 3rd- Cedar (i tink) Consolation- Regent etc.. but the moments were great with the people....i love it... <33 |
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Friday, April 06, 2007 @ 9:21 AM
Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see I beg don't leave me Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background] I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home **gosh!! tomorrow's the day...wish me the best of luck fer my sajak ya.......!! nervous!!!! |
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Sunday, April 01, 2007 @ 11:41 AM
I just wanna be loved..
i just dun understand why oh why must they do this to me..
it all started with her... then he began to scold me...more and more.. giving him the cold shoulder is of no use anymore... i noe. i admit. i made the mistake..but cant they just be like other parents... they must noe that their way of bringing their teens up dint work... just take a good look example at their son...(stupid ass bro, that is) i felt like pouring my hearts out and express my feelings towards them... but they just dont understand....and why cant they... Volunteer work is much more less important that family work...or i can say family problems... they have too much ego in their hearts...or maybe they are too old to listen to teens hearts... its of no use going to the mosque...be ustazah...be alim giler...but having so much ego that really make their teens like me suffer.... as fer him..if not fer volunteer work..no zaqy whosoever....all those fucking bastards...he will not be so 'stress'....and started scolding and surprising every members in the family... i dont understand.really. i need someone. i need a shoulder to cry on.silently. i need someone to tell them that they are at fault too... crying in blood tears...will not soften their hearts... i dun understand... they just dun trust me anymore... they dont... they would just think im just an ungrateful daughter who likes to break their heart...whereas im not... please.. at least..sit with me.. talk to me... silently. slowly.. but will they listen?? **i just felt like listen to malay jiwang songs...just bear with it fer now... |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
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but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
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