Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 3:23 PM
this is wat we did this summer
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Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 5:31 PM
Seurieus Band - Rocker Juga Manusia
its been a long time i dint blog...well too bz with sajak..and other 'things'..haizz...so stress!!!!
attached a lyric and the song is in my imeem...its an old song..rock kapak punyer!! rock never die babe!!! Intro : A E A E Mungkin orang menyangka ku tak pernah terluka A E Tegar bagaikan karang tabu cucurkan air mata G#m A F#m B G#m Kadang kurasa lelah harus tampil sempurna A B Ingin ku teriakkan... Int : A E A E Andai mereka tahu rasa dalam hatiku A E Lembut bagaikan salju dan menghangatkan kalbu G#m A F#m B G#m Kadang kurasa lelah harus tampil sempurna A B Ingin ku teriakkan... Reff I : E A Rocker juga manusia punya rasa punya hati F#m C#m B Jangan samakan dengan pisau belati E A Rocker juga manusia punya rasa punya hati F#m C#m B Jangan samakan dengan pisau belati Int : A E A E G#m A F#m B G#m Kadang kurasa lelah harus tampil sempurna A B Ingin ku teriakkan... Reff II : F# B Rocker juga manusia punya rasa punya hati G#m D#m C# Jangan samakan dengan pisau belati F# B Rocker juga manusia punya rasa punya hati G#m D#m C# Jangan samakan dengan pisau belati *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 9:38 AM
Alesana - Apology
omg..i love him playing the guitar..its really awesome... |
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@ 9:05 AM
My Personality
My Personality
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Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 4:49 PM
Embarassing moment(s) of the day
heyho...just got back from hanging out with eeda AGAIN...ya ya i noe..she 'HELPED' me update my blog yesterday..haha...n guess wat...today i have 3 embarassing moments seh...
1st...theres a zebra crossing in front of the side gate of my school..and theres a car coming ..i stopped eeda, thinking that i kinda wanna 'save' her like dat la...well...actually zebra crossing is fer cars to stop to let people cross..haha...i was kinda trying to hide my shyness...by acting cool jek...this was only the beginning of the kantoi moment..haha 2nd...actually this time its not me who kantoi actually..it was sumone..and this sumone is really fucking idiot shit...gosh!! i hate it!!! u noe wat...i bought bubble tea at yew tee and wanted eeda to take mrt and take one round...at ferst we were standing..then we sat down cos theres empty seats availabe..we sat down..and chit chat happily..but then theres this man who got in the mrt and suddenly asking us somethin..eeda was thinking that he asked us to move..but actually he was asking me whether i did drink in the bus.. he said "hey..wat drink is dat?? sweet drinks ar?? are u drinking...u want to take risks izzit?? u r wearing ur uniform okay..one more time i see you drinking, ill inform the officer arh!!!" everybody there was like giving the wat-the-hell kinda look at the man.. who he tink he is??? an officer?? illegal officer?? hello..im a secondary student la dey...i would not spill my bubble tea..sum more it got plastic...and i got straw to drink.... wat he tink im doing sia...drinking a cup of coffee...???? FUCKING ASS MAN...HAVENT YOU DRINK BUBBLE TEA BEFORE...OH GOSH!! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU TINK YOU AR SIAL...WANNA CHECK EVERYONE IN THE MRT...GO TO HELL LA...STUPID IDIOT....CHEEBYEE...!!! 3RD...this will be a short kantoi... we were crossing the road near the lot one bus stop there...then eeda just crossed the road when she saw many people were crossing..i was like holding her hand cos its still red light...i was like holding her hand till the middle of the road..and the light changed to green..i dint realised it until eeda told me...gosh!! a bit malu..haha...but cool la jek... after that..we saw shahied when we were on our way back from sunshine..and both of us felt a bit wierd cos we kept seeing rahman..at lot one la...at sunshine place oso got la...sway la...then eeda accompanied me till outside my block as she saw hady and his another fren..the i kinda walked home with hady..and hes fucking merepek...haha...nemind la....he kinda biol sket..biaselah adik angkat KAK KHALEEDA KAN...haha... k..tink i end here now...wanna get ready fer madrasah...buh bye!! *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 5:49 PM
lazing around..
hey..im back frm 'lepak'ing with dayah and eeda..actually today i gotta go mldds but mdm vanitha dint cum..well, dats kinda good news..haha..so, three of went to BPP and ate at Long John Silver..then walked around the place...but guess hu i saw????
I SAW HIM!!!!!! (J)...i was like oh-shit...arrrggghhh!!! hes there...but weirdly, i dint have a crush on him...but i was like DEADLY nervous when i saw him...but eeda told me he was OK...hmm...dunnoe la...after that, we went to some place -we just followed dayah...heehee after that, went to buy cola freeze cos eeda and me wanna try how it taste..but it actually tasted similar like the cola slurpee...duh! haha... well..guess i kinda summarised the whole thing...and i dint 'reveal' some of the things...so...let me just keep it inside my heart...haha so yeah..i gtg now... maybe ill be changing my skin...so just wait...haha... *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 6:04 PM
Lisa Loeb - Stay
you say i only hear what i want to.
you say i talk so all the time so. and i thought what i felt was simple, and i thought that i don't belong, and now that i am leaving, now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you. yeah, i missed you. and you say i only hear what i want to: i don't listen hard, i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to anyone, anywhere, i don't understand if you really care, i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: the lover's in love, and the other's run away, the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. well, this is not that: i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown. and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure. you try to tell me that i'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. you said that i was naive, and i thought that i was strong. i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave." but now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you. you said, "i caught you 'cause i want you and one day i'll let you go." "you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose. and you say, "stay." you say i only hear what i want to. |
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 9:52 AM
Why teens are moody (Ripped from Yahoo)
Hormone paradox may help explain teen moodinessMarch 11, 2007 11:07:34 AM PST This might help explain why teenagers act like, well, teenagers. Researchers reported on Sunday that a hormone produced by the body in response to stress that normally serves to calm adults and younger children instead increases anxiety in adolescents. They conducted experiments with female mice focusing on the hormone THP that demonstrated this paradoxical effect, and described the brain mechanism that explains it. If, as the scientists suspect, the same thing happens in people, the phenomenon may help account for the mood swings and anxiety exhibited by many adolescents, they said. "Teenagers don't go around crazy all the time," lead researcher Sheryl Smith, a professor of physiology and pharmacology at the State University of New York Downstate Medical Center, said in a telephone interview. "But it really is a mood swing where things seem fine and calm, and then the next thing is someone's crying or angry," she added. "And I think that's why people have used the term 'raging hormones."' The emotional swings are not always benign, Smith's team reports in Sunday's issue of the journal Nature Neuroscience. "Responses to stressful events are amplified, and anxiety and panic disorder first emerge at this time, being twice as likely to occur in girls as in boys," they wrote. "In addition, suicide risk increases in adolescence, despite the use of adult-based medical strategies." EXTRA RECEPTORS THP, also called allopregnanolone, generally serves as a natural tranquilizer. It is not produced immediately with stress, but rather several minutes later, and calms neural activity to reduce anxiety and assist the individual in adapting and functioning amid stress. "It's not the immediate fight-or-flight response," Smith said. "And it's thought to be one way that we all can compensate for stress, so we just stay focused and don't go crazy, sort of focus on our task." Smith's team examined brain activity and behavior in mice before puberty, during puberty and as adults. The researchers subjected the mice to a stressful event by suddenly placing them inside a plexiglass container just slightly larger than a mouse's body -- sort of a claustrophobic experience -- and keeping them there for 45 minutes. "Twenty minutes after stress, both the young mice and the adult mice showed less anxiety. But the pubertal mice showed more anxiety," Smith said. Further experiments attributed this increased excitability to the effects of THP, the researchers said. THP acts on brain cells via molecular doorways known as receptors. During adolescence, mice have the usual receptors, but also extra-high levels of a second kind that brings an anxious, rather than calming, response when THP attaches to it. "The parallel with humans is that in humans there are similar hormonal changes going on in puberty," Smith said. "So the beginning of puberty is a time when a lot of emotions and responses to stress are increased. It's nothing new that teenagers go through a difficult time. Hopefully this will shed some new light on it." P.S. Happy Birthday To Dearest Brother-In-Law...Abg Sham a.k.a Raini 140307 *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 2:23 PM
New Poll
I have attached a new poll
Please vote the poll... Thank You.. *ahmad syarifullah* |
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Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 8:39 PM
March holidays......
IM ON A HOLIDAY MOOD HERE...
LAZY TO POST.... ZZZZZZZ............. |
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Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 4:36 PM
Tedious day ever!!
hey y'all...so super tired today...ran 10 rounds justnow...haiz...i feel like fainting aft mr zahed said that we shud not stop running...haha...i started by running with eli, eeda, natt and ana...then eli went ahead...then eeda and natt stopped running..then left with me and ana....man...we jog till mad....we dint stop at all...onli till 9 1/2 round...and our timing was 22:27...at least i passed fer the ferst time...u noe wat, we 'danced' the freekzy kinda dance (ana noe it) after each round completed..well she was a good partner justnow..she kept me running non-stop although she nearly throw up in the last round..yup.thats why we walked...so i've been telling to myself that if i could run 10 rounds then i cud even run faster in 7 1/2 round...hmmm...im not sure...well need to get ready to bring all the books under my table cos of the holidays...and we need to 'study'...duh! haiz...k lar...me wanna get ready fer madrasah..gonna go early cos theres something on..rite eza?? heehee
*ahmad syarifullah* |
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 5:02 PM
OMG! im so damn happy!!
hey y'all!!!!
im so damn happy....i cant wait fer tomorrow....i get my lip balm!! hopely, she did remember, if not...(sad) nvm larh... well...i dont realli have anythin to say in here...let it all be kept inside my heart...Nobody knows.... bye. *ahmad syarifullah* |
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@ 1:05 PM
gosh!!! so hapi....!
YEAH!!!! i got it! i got it!
well...things were good these days...new frens, new things, n new teachers...i mean malay teacher..hes quite fun...at least hes better that Yunos...and the best thing is he noes Brother Bo..the Ria Vicious Volume DJ....omg!!! and he noes some metal bands...like Sepultura...its great... welll....i've got no more things to post in here...tink dats all..buh bye. *ahmad shaifullah* |
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