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Friday, December 22, 2006 @ 10:53 AM
Life.In.Hatred
hey all...its like a long time i dint post...
noe sumthing?...it seems that someone is living in hatred too other than me... yup..its ma sis...kind of pity her at times..but i began to think bout it... sumtimes SHE is the one who kinda created the prob HERSELF and yet she said that its not her fault.. but i will NEVER forget something that was informed by my niece about ma sister... if ma mum finds out about this..SHE'LL BE DEAD for sure... and yet ma sis still wanna be in contact wif THEM ... yelah..got new sis rite...as if im not her sis.. go lend her clothes... ask her to sleepover at her house just to accompany her as shes scared... HEY!! im just staying upstairs and yet she asked THAT BITCH hus not in the family ...WTF and now i began to realise...its of no use by trusting ma sis...shes just like...'love somebody else'... sumtimes i began to think..i myself was like that too..but i dint asked AN OUTSIDER to interfere in my problems and life...its just way TOO STUPID... well...i already know from the start that ma MARRIED SIS has an affair wif someone else..whats the point of her marriage when she always 'gede' with other guys..im kinda humiliated at times...when she kept going to that HOUSE...im not trying to say im selfish or wat...but isnt there any house besides theirs ...duh! now..i began to realise theres 'hikmah' beyond the mistake that i've done THAT time...i get to voice out and hear my sis Azalea's advices...i kinda noe now a bit of my mistakes that i've done towards my mum... but its like way too difficult to advice ma THAT sis...haiz... and now...shes sending my niece to to THAT HOUSE again...although ma sis Azalea kinda adviced her to kinda 'stay away' from that family.. but it all depends on ma sis...if she still wants to be with THEM...then fine..lets just wait what will happen next...cos i think i began to lose trust in her..shes hiding too much secrets from me... and i wont ferget that BITCH...i can give her another chance to be 'frens'...but if i finds out that shes part of the INCIDENT..i will not fergive her FOREVER...and ma sis too!! *ahmad shaifullah* |
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