The Life that is Full of Random and Curiosity

My BLOG just reflects the OTHER SIDE of me
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.

Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 2:24 PM

Everybody Hates Me.Yup.I Know That.

ok now it seems that my beloved ones (excludes parents) sum kinda hate me...

d ferst one ... not that close to me now...since she got a new younger sister next door...

d second one ... sum kind of accuse me fer letting HIM read ma blog and discovered her blog... and as if i was a blame fer their fight...

now hus next??? frens??

duh! im so so so so in hatred...grrr...oh well...maybe im quite happy now..cos i got ma hp back although i took d sim card...cos i get frustrated using THAT spare phone..

well...school's starting soon..im not ready yet...im left with the MATHS HOMEWORK...

*ahmad shaifullah*

Thursday, December 28, 2006 @ 12:57 PM

everybodys SICK!

Gosh!! almost all ma family members are sick...will i be next??...nooooo.....haiz...

that all i wanna say actually...too lazy to write more in here...duh!

P.S.

Happy Belated Birthday To Dearest Friend...Zahirah
261206

*ahmad shaifullah*

Friday, December 22, 2006 @ 10:53 AM

Life.In.Hatred

hey all...its like a long time i dint post...

noe sumthing?...it seems that someone is living in hatred too other than me...
yup..its ma sis...kind of pity her at times..but i began to think bout it...
sumtimes SHE is the one who kinda created the prob HERSELF and yet she said that its not her fault..
but i will NEVER forget something that was informed by my niece about ma sister...
if ma mum finds out about this..SHE'LL BE DEAD for sure...
and yet ma sis still wanna be in contact wif THEM ...
yelah..got new sis rite...as if im not her sis..
go lend her clothes...
ask her to sleepover at her house just to accompany her as shes scared...
HEY!! im just staying upstairs and yet she asked THAT BITCH hus not in the family ...WTF
and now i began to realise...its of no use by trusting ma sis...shes just like...'love somebody else'...
sumtimes i began to think..i myself was like that too..but i dint asked AN OUTSIDER to interfere in my problems and life...its just way TOO STUPID...
well...i already know from the start that ma MARRIED SIS has an affair wif someone else..whats the point of her marriage when she always 'gede' with other guys..im kinda humiliated at times...when she kept going to that HOUSE...im not trying to say im selfish or wat...but isnt there any house besides theirs ...duh!
now..i began to realise theres 'hikmah' beyond the mistake that i've done THAT time...i get to voice out and hear my sis Azalea's advices...i kinda noe now a bit of my mistakes that i've done towards my mum...
but its like way too difficult to advice ma THAT sis...haiz...
and now...shes sending my niece to to THAT HOUSE again...although ma sis Azalea kinda adviced her to kinda 'stay away' from that family..
but it all depends on ma sis...if she still wants to be with THEM...then fine..lets just wait what will happen next...cos i think i began to lose trust in her..shes hiding too much secrets from me...
and i wont ferget that BITCH...i can give her another chance to be 'frens'...but if i finds out that shes part of the INCIDENT..i will not fergive her FOREVER...and ma sis too!!

*ahmad shaifullah*

Wednesday, December 20, 2006 @ 12:07 PM

Fav Movie!!

i really like this scene of the Remp-It..heehee...
although theres some X-rated scenes...but like to watch the race and the sounds of the motor engines....way TOO cool....yeah!! and some kinda funny too... ;)

Tuesday, December 19, 2006 @ 11:39 AM

Hey all!!

wey...its like been a long time i dint post...heehee

well...theres more people in ma hse today...yup! theres ma beloved sis, ma nephew and nieces...yeah!!
but actually not THAT happy cos they will "conquer" the computer just to play some kinda stupid games...haha...
of course..theres "conflicts" going on...as usual....duh! dont bother to post in here...haha

oh ya...and the whole family actually went out...we took our dinner at the cck 'Rasa Istimewa'..kind of 'celebrate' ma mum's birthday EVE...haha
i shud have brought a camera..cos theres so many "kantoi" moments happened..as usual by ma sis..haha...and by me too..of course..and we also actually some kind of played 'passing messages' while waiting fer d food to arrive...haha...
we also met the MP there..yup! its Mr Zaqy....
ma sis actually told his wife that we kind of celebrating ma mum's birthday eve...haha...
ma mum was NEARLY blushing..i was like 'duh!'...haha (evil me)

ok...so...its been really cold these days...haiz...its been raining...fer days...

and actually nat will b goin to ma hse but too bad, she say she cant come over...tink bcos its raining...

and me, ma sis, ma nephew and nieces MAYBE will be goin to the library or/and watch the SPD Rangers..(duh!)..but not confirm yet...

tink i better get started on ma Holiday Assignment...havent done almosty all...hahaha...lazy me...
well...all of ma nieces and nephew..are PATIENTLY WAITING to 'conquer' the computer..
so long then...

p.s. dun ferget to vote the poll...about ma skin...aites.. ;)

*ahmad shaifullah*

Friday, December 15, 2006 @ 10:18 AM

Azah - Masih Setia Untukmu

new song!!! created yesterday...
If wanna downwload...can...click the link....but voice kinda sucks...
Azah - Masih Setia Untukmu
Azah - I Dun Need (the other song)

VERSE 1
Oh..Bukannya ragu tuk meninggalkanmu
Ku tahu ku bukan untukmu
Oh..Bukannya tak rela engkau dengan dia
Tapi ingatlah, ku masih setia

VERSE 2
Oh..Tak pernah ku rasa untuk mengalah
Mengalah dalam cinta
Oh..Berat mata memandang melihat dirimu
Bergembira sedangkan ku disini sayu

CHORUS
Ku rasa sangsi
Kadangkala benci
Bila rela kau pergi
Adakah kita tak serasi

END CHORUS
Apakah ini dugaan
Dalam cinta, ku korbankan
Tapi ingatlah kasih
Ku masih setia untukmu di sisi..

*ahmad shaifullah*

Thursday, December 14, 2006 @ 3:12 PM

Pedih

reminds me of the past....

Bukan kecewa dipinggirkan
Aku kecewa tiada kejujuran
Bukan bersedih disakiti
Teramat pedih diri dikhianati

Sebelum kasih menjadi benci
Aku memilih berpisah di sini

Bila tiada kesetiaan
Tak mungkin teguh pendirian
Biar menangis di ketika ini
Tidak rela menangis
Kemudian hari

Hilang kekasih mungkin berganti
Yang ku harapkan teman sejati
Sebelum kasih menjadi benci
Aku memilih berpisah di sini

*ahmad shaifullah*

@ 2:38 PM

sad.worried.lost

gosh...i dunno wat happen to ma beloved sis...

haiz..got beaten by mum that day..cried...while her son was crying too..not 100% her son's fault..but its also her fault by not keeping the promise..

duh! came thinking bout it..just bcos of wanting staying overnite at ma other sis hse..

...silent treatment for 2 days?? cant be!!!...any mum including ma 'mum' will surely have a silent treatment fer me just by 1 single day...

well...got a sis but ask a neighbour to accompany her at home..hu am i to her man??!!

well..i excuse her fer that cos i was at ma sis hse aniwae...

......hopefully she realise her doings...

** eeda...pls check ur mail..thank you...

*ahmad shaifullah*

Tuesday, December 12, 2006 @ 3:13 PM

Jika Ku Tak Bangun Esok Pagi

love the lyrics...so romantic and touching..!!

jika ku tak bangun esok pagi,
sayangku kau jagalah diri,
sentiasa ingatkan hati,
dirimu amat ku cintai.

andainya dihimpit kesusahan,
sujud dan mohon pada tuhan,
agar diberikan bimbingan,
meniti hidup bersendirian.

(chorus)
bila terasa sejuk,
pejamkan mata,
bayangkan dalam dakapanku,
bila terasa rindu,
pejamkan mata,
kita bersua dalam lena.

kalau ada yang sudi mengganti,
sayang lepaskanlah ku pergi,
kerana insan yang seistimewamu,
berhak untuk dicinta dalam hidup.

sayang tiada apa yang kekal di dalam dunia ini,
namun yang pasti,
walaupun ku tiada nanti,
cintaku akan kekal abadi.

ku berharap kau tak akan lupa,
mengirimkan bekalan doa,
kita jumpa lagi di sana nanti,
jika ku tak bangun esok pagi

*ahmad shaifullah*

@ 1:22 PM

stressed!!!!!

hellooo....

so stressed now!! ma things are missing man...ma calculator..ma homework...

arghhh!!

cant tink anything man...well hopefully eeda cud help me..i wish she cud...haiz...

*ahmad shaifullah*

Monday, December 11, 2006 @ 3:00 PM

survey (ripped by imran)

nothing better to do...so ripped this survey frm Imran's blog...heehee...

10 Favs..
Favourite Colour: Black and red
Favourite Food: Any fried foods
Favourite Song: RnB and Rock..
Favourite Movie: Currently no fav ones..
Favourite Sport: (i can't think of a lie)
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday..
Favourite Ice Cream Flavour: Chocolate..yumm
Favourite Car Model: Ferarri
Favourite Subject in School: Literature and MT
Favourite Snack: Chocolates..

9 Current..
Current Mood: Stomach aching..
Current Taste: Mashed potato
Current Clothes: Red T-shirts with black pants
Current Desktop: Updating post
Current Toenail Colour: transparent..
Current Surroundings: Mum's room
Current Annoyance(s): A few arrogant ppl
Current Thought(s): How can i find my missing calculator and the eng homework...boohoo

8 First(s)..
First Best Friend: Misliana
First Crush: ermm...heehee (blushed!)...
First Movie: Care Bears
First Piercing: earlobe
First Lie: "Orang buat project, Mak"
First Music: Jojo - Not That Kinda Girl
First Car: (none)
First Real Date: Was it real?

7 Last(s)..
Last Drink: Water from the fridge
Last Car Ride: On the way to ma sis hse..
Last Movie: Happy Feet
Last Phone Call: just now frm ma aunt..
Last Song Played: Evanescence - My Immortal (rock version)
Last Food Ate: Instant mashed potato
Last Thing I Do Before I Go To Sleep: Check ma hp and on ma mp3..

6 Have You Ever(s)..
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: I don't think so..
Have you ever broken the law: Littering??
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever skinny-dipped: Cant remember..
Have you ever been on TV: Nope..
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know: Nope..

5 Things You Wore Yesterday..
Black T-shirt
White long sleeves
Bracelets from KL (luv them!!)
New Billabong sandals
White jeans

4 Things You've Done Today..
Bought school books
updating things at ma comp
Helped mum a bit
calculating errors in ma booklist..grr...

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now..
Oscillator fan buzzing

2 Things You Can't Live Without..
Mp3
Hp

1 Thing You Do When You Are Bored..
Sing.

*Ahmad Shaifullah*

Friday, December 08, 2006 @ 2:15 PM

Survey AGAIN (ripped by eeda)

1. How old you wish you were?
In the twentees.. :)

2. Where were you when 911 happened?
On the way to USA...? haha....

3. What do you do when vending machine steals your money?
Kick it..and if the vending machine still dint give ma money, i'll curse it and promise not to use that machine ever again....muahahaha (evil luf)

4. Do you count yourself kind?
KINDa..

5. If you had to get a tatoo, where would it be?
My right hand and ankle..

6. If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
Japanese and French. Bonjour..

7. Do you know your neighbours?
Of course. :)

8. What do u consider a vacation?
Freedom!

9. Do you Follow your horoscope?
Yup :)

10. Would you move for the person you love?
Huh? Move as in?

11. Are you touchy feely?
Kinda yes..

12. Do you believe that opposites attract?
Take a magnet for example..

13. Dream job?
Artist..(with and without the 'e')

14. Favourite place to go on weekends?
Sis Hse..

15. Showers or Baths?
Both can..

16. Do you paint your nails?
Sometimes..(shhh...)

17. Do you trust people easily?
Depends...

18. What are your phobias?
Riding Bicycle and Insects..eee...

19. Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Yup of course...

20. Where would you rather be right now?
ermm...dunno...

21. Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
The heater...

22. Heavy or Light sleeper.
Both?

23. Are you paranoid?
Sometimes..

24. Are you impatient?
Kinda..

25. Who can you relate to?
Myself..

26. How do you feel about interracial couples?
Real cool..

27. Have you been burned by love?
Huh? is there such thing???

28. What's your favourite pick-up line?
Yo! waaasssuup!!

29. What's your main ringtone on your mobile phone?
Silent..

30. What were you doing last midnight?
Sleeping..

31. What did the last text on your cellphone say?
You don't need to know..

32. Whose bed did you sleep on last?
Ma sis..

33. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Dark blue..

34. Most recent movie you watched?
Happy Feet..

35. Name three things you have on you all times?
Mp3, ma phone and clothes..

36. What colour are your bedsheets?
Blue..

37. How much cash do you have right now?
$$$..

38. What is your favourite part of the chicken?
The whole of it..

39. What's your favourite town?
Kuala Lumpur..

40. I can't wait till....
My O's are over. ..

41. What did you have for dinner last night?
Chicken Rice..

42. Do you own a gun?
Nope..

43. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Daisy milk...ahhh...

44. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years time?
Managing my career..

45. Last thing you ate?
Cereal..

46. What songs do you sing in the toilet?
None for now...

47. Last thing that made you laugh?
The 'missed calls'...ooo..

48. Worst injury you ever had?
A sprained ankle..

49. Does someone have a crush on you?
Not sure..

50. Whats your favourite candy?
Cadbury chocolate...yumm..

51. What song do you want to be played at your funeral?
Any song from ma mp3...

52. Four Random People to do this.
Sis Azalea, Nurul Zubaidah a.k.a Lil MK, Raihanah, Maisarah..

*ahmad shaifullah*

@ 10:24 AM

Snow White Queen

stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

*ahmad shaifullah*

Thursday, December 07, 2006 @ 9:41 AM

back again...(duh!)

hey ya...well...no idea (s) to post anything though...kinda 'sucks' if 'sumone's blog look goog n began updating while mine kinda look horrible...i dunno whether im goin to change ma skin anot..kinda too...ermm...wat shud i say...'not nice' ??? well...if i change ma skin, it will be a hard time fer me to choose the skins AGAIN!!....and i tink i will not choose it just by a day...

haiz...y must ma old skin cant be viewed seh...all bcos d big image cant be previewed...if not...i will be feeling the same feeling im feeling now...haiz...

maybe i'll just browse through blogskins...n if there IS a skin dat caught ma eye..HOPEFULLY, i will take the skin...

aites...tink i better go now..wanna go browsing...ma sis will b usin d comp..haiz...bye..

*Ahmad Shaifullah*

Tuesday, December 05, 2006 @ 3:30 PM

Sumthin Freaky

hey yo! got sumethin freaky happened to me on 2 Dec..ooo...wanna noe? go to ma sis blog..just click at the link which is under 'Sis Azalea'...u can tag there too..heehee..

actually me kinda lazy to post it...kinda long...gotta read ma sis' 'compo'..haha...

k lar..me kinda tired after watching Happy Feet at the cinemas yesterday..with ma sis and family...it was super great man the movie...damn funny...kinda like Step Up in penguin version..haha...

k la..tink dats all..will continue tomorrow..buh bye!

Saturday, December 02, 2006 @ 4:32 PM

BORING

ARGHH!!!!

HOLIDAYS ARE BORING....

WHERE ARE THOSE ONLINR CHATTERS??!!!

SSSHHHHIIITTTT!!!

GRRRR!!!

OH WELL...TINK THEY GONE FER THEIR 'HOLIDAYS'...HAIZ...POOR ME..

NO ONE UPDATE THEIR BLOGS...

HAIZ....

K LA...GOTTA GO NOW.... :'(

@ 12:05 PM

KL Pictures

hey ya...im posting babe!!! well...im gonna update pictures i took from my KL trip..weee...well.these are only SOME of them..got more but nvm..kinda lazy...hehe.. so enjoy! :)

yup! its me...love reflections....haha...

beehive...! eee...kinda hate bees...zzzz...

u noe wat!? we need to pay 2RM to go to d toilet at d KLCC!! damn evpensive...but found out dat theres sum kinda great fragrances in d toilet..dats y its expensive..