Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
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Monday, October 30, 2006 @ 3:19 PM
haiz...wat a dae...
woah...wat a dae yesterday...went fer hari raya visiting...collected not so much money...but still got duit raye...haha lol...i 'zakatkan' $2 to ma nephew...hehe...cos actually ma aunt gave me duit raye but dint gv ma nephew...since its just $2, i gave it to him..haha...me so good rite...haha...he was like so hapi sia...haha....we went 12 houses yesterday...frm 10 am to 12 midnight haha...wat a dae...n EACH house got 'makan2'... stomach full sia..i kept touching up ma lip balm and eye liner seh...haha...hey im not trying to say im vain ok...k...till here then....will post more...mayb wif pics...heehee...bye!
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Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 12:09 PM
wat the...
wat the fuck sia...ader dia kate hes free....?? oh means selama ni, dia kene control arh kire...or he means yg AKU yg control dia?? oi apek jiwang! lu g rilek sua la apek...dulu bukan main jiwang nak mampos...skg kata free konon...PTUII ARH!!!!...wey! aku tak SERASI ngan ko arh...lu g kutip la pompan lain yg SEJENIS ngan ko arh....g rilek satu koner arh...lu nak g 'maen' pon tu lu nyer pasal la apek....nak harapkan ko nyer IDOL tu, ey...leh g bla ar...lame ar...da tak suke tu ckp je la...nak merayu kat natt ngan eeda konon...cam budak kecik siak....nangis2....lembik kepe!!??....lu sesat sak kat regent....ntah caner leh tercampak kat cni...lu masok skool fer d apek bagos ar...masuk klas jiwang...<<[betul tak natt??....muahaha]...apek jiwang kongsi'gelap' sesat.....menyampah sak tgk muke ko....SEMEMEK CAM TIKUS ARH...eh sial arh...aku btul2 tak puas hati ngan ko arh....bikin darah up jek...nasib baik aku sabar jek...kalo tak, awal2 lagi aku da lamer bagi kicap same ko arh....sial nyer apek....GO N FUCK OFF LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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@ 10:25 AM
sad sad
hey y'all its d end of skool ready...boohoo...miss ma frens...wish we will b in d same class next year aites...gonna remember d SIX malay gerls..[[aiya...me,natt,eeda,ira,mai,dayah la...]] aniwae...yesterday's concert was so damn boring sial...every item got sumthin wrong... then the "Guys" look stupid onstage siak...haha haiya...shud not wear d baju kurung pompan la...shud wear d songkok...aru 'lawa'...haha...haiyo walk oso stiff...okok i noe im evil...muahahaaha [[evil laugh]]...but really d concert was d BORINGIEST concert ever...hari raya pon ader cine nyanyi sial...haha...buat lawak kepe...heehee...k better stop here now...wanna go jln beraya... hehe... |
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@ 8:48 AM
s.e.x.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 @ 3:29 PM
MSN is back!
yeah!!! im hapi as cn be....haha...ma msn is finally back!!! woohoo!!! damn hapi sia...ma comp is back to normal....i guess ma comp got d virus frm LimeWire....haiz...then now got to reset everything....ma msn icons all disappear liao....haha....
oh ya...justnow...when goin home...when happily sitting at the bus....., skali gua nampak si lampu trafik tu sial...me n nat call him apek jiwang kongsi 'gelap'....lol....abeh dia buat muke sememek dia sak....tuari da break, pas tu ader hati nak 'bersama' balik ngan aku...?? ptuii arh....!! kat class pun same seh....dia buat muke sememek dia.... cam nak tampar sak muke....dulu maser stead kate love2 la...miss2 la...skg jadi lain..jiwang sak apek tu....aku pun skg da hapi wif ma life rite now...i thk im not ready fer another one yet....mayb kalo close pun, just treat him as a bestfren or platonik fren la....haiz... hmm...justnow got back ma report book.........and i got promoted to SEC 3 EXPRESS y'all... yeah!!! was hugging ma frens all....heehee.....hapi seh....but now worried fer d course dat im gonna get....haiz....ok lar...thk i better stop here...wanna chat wif ma frens....rindu liao...haha....bye!!! oh ya ferget to wish all muslims....SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! |
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Sunday, October 22, 2006 @ 8:28 PM
fucked up again
argh!!! now ma internet ok already then cannot download messenger seh....so damn fucked up again...y must it b like this....ok i'll stop here ferst...will post someday later....
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Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 8:02 PM
boohoo....
hellooo...its like a long time dint post liao...haiz...just got my results justnow...haiz...failed 2 subjects..sci n hist sia...BADLY done man...haiz...its expected...lol...but then d good news is i got highest in ma malay....heehee...fyi jek...scared sia dat time when doin d paper 1 cos i doin d narrative writing one...n d cikgu says dat shes not linean in marking narrative writing so i was like real scared if i dint get high marks fer paper 1 sia...skali got d highest seh...ceyy...not meant to show off ok...but then d math paper dint get paper 2 sia...so now still a bit nervous fer d marks...scared fail arh...if i fail maths...later d motherfuckers will nag ALL DAY LONG...haiz...sway seh...although i still pass ma paper 1[but a just pass larh..hehe]...they already noisy seh....ok larh..tink i end here ferst...wanna chat with Din...haha...cos we planning sumthin lol....oooo....hehe...secret arh...cant tell arh...hehehehehehe....
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Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 8:13 PM
Comfortable On My Own
hi everyone...its like been a long time i dint post sia...haiz...i've been like so damn fucked up lately...haiz...but now im better bcos of Din..he have been cheering me up lately...been chatting wif him mostly...which is good...AT LEAST i have sumone to chat with me...n i oso got more songs frm him...heehee....erm...i dunnoe hows my life rite now...aku rase aku lagi bagus n comfortable BERSENDIRIAN....haiz.........bye........
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@ 11:19 AM
BPR - Dari Sinar Mata
Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata
Yang bergelora Hati ditaman berbunga Satu impian satu harapan Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya Satu rahsia Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya Perjalanan ku Terang menyuluh segala Yang tersembunyi Lama kucari Sudah pasti ada jawapannya Kemungkinan itu Datang hampir senja sedang aku Merangkak dan kehausan cinta itu Kau hulur tangan mu Membawa ku ke atas semula Berdoalah aku kesyukuran Tercantum cinta jadi satu Biar ku tebus segalanya Agar di teman cinta yang suci itu |
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Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 1:18 PM
Mr Jiwang..ewww...
hey...been waiting fer d moment to write dis entry...im so damn fucked up bout dis mr.jiwang here...kinda irritated at times...caner aku tak irritated sak...asik asik sms aku rindu la, lurve lurve la...bukannyer sekali sekala..nik SETIAP HARI sak.....sejak aku dgn dia ni...cam takde freedom seh...abeh dia keep asking ape makna perkataan melayu yg aku tulis tu...aku da bingit sangat aku tak reply ar....kalo tak tahu tu sudah arh...TOO BAD arh....cam nak cari gaduh seh....nak sgt kan...kalo dia nak pun, aku dgn TANGAN TERBUKA LEBAR mempersilakan nyer...TANPA RAGU2 ar...dia tak tahu aku nyer character...once aku marah jek, siap dgn dia2 skali leh putus arh...FUCK TO THE CORE ARH...ha kan...kalo dia nak sgt aku jadi sarcastic, aku boleh...fine arh...sial nyer budak... grrrr....geram seh...aku dgn budak msn tu lagi bagus...tak jumpe, tak nampak muke, dan tak jumpe selalu...jadi tak muak tgk ari2 kat skola...kalo buat sakitkan hati jer...
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Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 4:39 PM
lost...confused...
haiz...i dunnoe wat happen wif me now...HE said dat i've changed...hmm...did i??? no rite...wat makes HIM tink like dat sia...now everything is like kind of a mess...u noe wat...justnow when i went to natasha house AGAIN, HE kept smsing me...then HE suddenly sms me n says '' cum out ''...lucky i dint cum out sia...HES outside lol...haiz...wonder y i got irritated wif him now...haiz...i shud b hapi instead rite....y? y? im sooooooo bored sia...in d bus...just tok wif nat...dint tok a single word wif HIM...so decided to listen on ma mp3 instead..then MR. MSN not online sum more...n im here like staring at ma comp screen dunnoe which website to go now...haiz...tink i better play some games or listening to ma mp3..hearing rock sumtimes keeps me awake lol...hehe...ok la...bye bye...
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006 @ 5:55 PM
miyavi
i was browsing youtube...searching fer guitars..then saw dis guy named Miyavi...look how he played d guitar..!!! its awesome man...how he could do dat sia...haha.. |
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@ 4:56 PM
dunnoe wat happen to me....
haiz...dint noe wat happen to me nowadays...HE said nowadays i like a bit quiet than last time...cos me alwaes cheerful mah...haiz...then got prob wif dis stupid motherfuckers.... so d...arghh!!! make ma heart pain sia toking bout it...i hate them.....!!!!! now i cant carve any of ma leg or wrist...y their eyes must look at ma leg??? cnt they just look anywhere else....stupid damn ass....haiz...
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Monday, October 09, 2006 @ 4:49 PM
fuck to the motherfuckers
fuck to the motherfuckers la...!!!! im so damn argghhh!!! i hate ma parents sia...oh god...they such a damn old-fashioned...damn sucks....dint noe bout teenagers....go to hell motherfuckers....[stands fer ma language fer motherfather]....gosh....they realli sucks man....u wanna noe y? i was kinda of drawing ma hands n legs rite....then they just saw it...n asked me to washed it away...wat kinda fuck is dat sia....i was trying to xplain to them dat i noe dat tattoo cant b worned by muslim,so dat is why i drew instead....n its not permanent aniwae...cn be washed away rite....no big deal sia...one day i gonna step out of d hse fer good man....n dats it....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 9:04 PM
gitar
browsing thru youtube n spot a guitar solo video...damn cool sia....hes just 14 years old...n he cud play an electric guitar SOLO!! woah...wish i cud b like him...haiz...its kinda sound like Eruption...ermmm....nicee one....thumbs up dude!! |
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@ 8:15 PM
bored gerl...
haiz...just had ma tuition in d morning...now studying fer ma History....oh god!? ma mind was like...haiz dint know how to explain lol...hehe....wanna jln2 outside got haze liao... so high sum more...then MA DARLING dint sms me...onli in d morning..dats all?? arghh!! wat telah happen man?? now ma mind is like full of math formulas...no space fer d history of spore now...im so bored dat i drew designs on ma wrist n leg...kinda like tattoo la konon tapi tak jadi nyer...haha...its not meant to b tattoo pun...wonder wat HES doin now...luckily got dis msn guy here....kinda hapi-go-lucky n crazy guy..haha...go n send me black metal n rock song..at least woke me up a bit...ahhh......d songs oso not bad sia...many guitar solo...woohoo....thanks ferd songs ya....hehe.....ok la...mayb later gonna browse thru youtube to watch any watchable videos haha....okie..bye!!!
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Friday, October 06, 2006 @ 5:58 PM
agrrhhh...
oh god!!! ma stomach is damn pain like hell man....god knows...!!agrhh!! since morning sia...ya you are rite i got ma menses dis morning n so i dun nd to fast liao...haha...but i usually dint get dis kind of pain before sia...i was like turning n moving here and there when sitting fer ma science exams justnow...cant stand it sia....aniwae fer d ferst time, i dint prepare much fer ma science EOY examination especially bio,physics,chem... ya...seems like i dint prepare fer d whole of science lol...haiz...been wondering y HE dint sms me...REALLY MISS U DARLING DEAR....[aniwae...am i warm justnow? haha...] cos im like shivering cold at class like as if im in an air-conditioned classroom...whereas im not...haha...
oh ya!! then on mon got MATH PAPER 2 n HISTORY PAPER..agrhhh!!! stupid sia d skool... put hist n math paers in 1 day...shud put wif literature mah...cos lit got least thing to study wat...instead, hist must memorise d facts about spore and all dat...then math need to remember formulas...think our minds like robots or wat??? agrrhhh...so stressed...ok larh think i better stop here now..will update u more soon ...byebye |
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Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 5:14 PM
my heart
arghhh...luv dis song very much!! almost everyday i listen to it in ma mp3...tak leh miss liao...haha...so touchin...cant wait to watch it after ma examination at tasha's house...cant wait babe....woohoo....!!!! |
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@ 4:05 PM
ooooooo........
ooooo....wat a hapi day todae...hehe...u wanna noe y? hehe...justnow at the carpark... HE was like so scared sia...tergagap2 si dia...actually HE wanna ask me whether he cn hold ma hand anot...i was like 'cey...tod wat sey' then say cn lorh...then HEs like nervous liao...haha...then when i went back home...HE sms me n said dat he was burnin inside n was like difficult fer HIM to ask me d question...i was like 'izzit?' haha...funny la HE...haiz....but then i was like fuming wif anger seh when i was at d bus justnow...d BIG GERL n her frens go n stare2 at me n nat sial...stupid la...like wanna whack their face sia.. wanna fight or wat...giving d stupid damn face...haiz...geram sial aku....takpela...bagi dorang chance...tapi kalo nampak dorang lagi, siap arh...gerenti g skola byk bandage arh... i dun gv a damn sia....go to hell la motherfuckers!!!!
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @ 6:43 PM
nice red car
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@ 6:35 PM
hady
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Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 8:17 PM
boulevard of broken dreams
came across a youtube video send by my msn fwen...great indeed....its from Green Day-Boulevard of Broken Dreams but a remix of Green Day, Oasis,Travis, Aerosmithn a bit of Eminem...gerek siol... |
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Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 8:07 AM
give it up to me
[Intro: Sean Paul Get out my head and into the bed girl... Cau yuh dun know, plottin' out the fantasy.. Hey baby girl and it's you a di key...yo...mi go so then [Chorus: Sean Paul] From yuh look inna mi eye gal I see seh yuh want me When you gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Because yuh body enticin yuh makin mi horny When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Well if a no today girl then a must be tomorrow (Oooh, oooh, oooh) When you FULFILL MY FANTASY Because yuh know I give yuh lovin straight like an arrow When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME [Verse 1:] So back it up deh..So pack it up yeah Cause I wanna be the man that's really gonna have it up and mack it up and Slap it up yeah...So what is up yeah...You know you got the sinting inna me pants a develop and a swell up and Double up yeah...So gimmie the work yeah cause if you no gimme the work the blue balls a erupt yeah.. So rev it up deh gal gwaan try you luck deh cause when you stir it up you know me haffi measure up yeah. [Chorus: Sean Paul] From yuh look inna mi eye gal I see seh yuh want me When you gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Because yuh body enticin yuh makin mi horny When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Well if a no today girl then a must be tomorrow (Oooh, oooh, oooh) When you FULFILL MY FANTASY Because yuh know I give yuh lovin straight like an arrow When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME [Verse 2: Sean Paul] Hey pretty girl...Seh mi love fi see you walk... Yuh no habla ingles but just listen me when me a talk This ya one yeah from me heart, woman you got me caught You ever inna me thoughts and no left me inna the dark, inna the... First place gal that's where you belong, so just let me flip the switch woman I can turn it on and... Gimme the passion from dusk till dawn...Tell me if you want it fi gwaan...my girl.. [Verse 3: Keyshia Cole] As a woman on my own I got it goin on And I'm liking what I'm seeing I don't wanna be alone Cause you got me in a daze your illusion make me sway We go back and forth and round and round and nothing turn away Baby boy could it be wonderful like this To say it's only bout in the way you twist Cause you got me in a daze your illusion make me sway I'm caught into you now I'm tempted to stay, oh no! [Chorus: Sean Paul] From yuh look inna mi eye gal I see seh yuh want me When you gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Because yuh body enticin yuh makin mi horny When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Well if a no today girl then a must be tomorrow (Oooh, oooh, oooh) When you FULFILL MY FANTASY Because yuh know I give yuh lovin straight like an arrow When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME {Bridge: Keyshia Cole] Boom, boom, boom boom, boom, boom, boom boom Boom, boom, boom boom, ba ba boom, boom, boom boom [Verse 4: Sean Paul] So why can't you see....we ought to be....together girl don't front on me I just wanna be near so don't have no fear and lemme see you bring your body right over here Because you should share it...girl I'll care it.....And I'm gonna give you love so clear It gonna make you shine and once you are mine...we be rockin' it until the end of time [Chorus: Sean Paul] From yuh look inna mi eye gal I see seh yuh want me When you gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Because yuh body enticin yuh makin mi horny When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Well if a no today girl then a must be tomorrow (Oooh, oooh, oooh) When you FULFILL MY FANTASY Because yuh know I give yuh lovin straight like an arrow When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME From yuh look inna mi eye gal I see seh yuh want me When you gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Because yuh body enticin yuh makin mi horny When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME Well if a no today girl then a must be tomorrow (Oooh, oooh, oooh) When you FULFILL MY FANTASY Because yuh know I give yuh lovin straight like an arrow When yuh gonna GIVE IT UP TO ME [Outro: Keyshia Cole] (Sean Paul) Oh ah oh (Yeah yeah, yo yo) Oh ah oh (Sean-A-Paul and yuh know we a nuh go yo) Oh ah oh, oooh oh ah oh (Di S.P. and we deh yah pon di go yo) Oooh oooh oooh (Sean Paul, Keyshia Cole and Don Corleon, a next chapter Oh ah oh (Yah mon fah all my girls yuh know) Oooh oh ah oh (Keep it keep it keep it keep it sexy) Oh ah oh (Boom, boom, boom boom) Oh ah oh (Boom, boom, boom boom) Oh ah oh (Boom, boom, boom boom) Oooh oh ah oh (Ba ba boom, boom, boom boom) Oh ah oh (Boom, boom, boom boom) Oh ah oh (Boom, boom, boom boom) Oh ah oh (Boom, boom, boom boom) Oooh oh ah oh (Ba ba boom, boom, boom boom) |
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