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Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 4:02 PM
stressed up...
yo yo yo....waasup...so damn stressed!!!agrrhh... after fought wif d gerl...i was so damn mad and stressed..dunnoe wat to tink cos scared dat we break ouf friendship....
btw im so hapi after having a special person in ma heart...u noe wat? HE make me so addicted to SP sia....but ok larh...SP quite cute mah...but most of his song quite dirty liao...we like same things sia...oooo...fated?? ok larh...gotta go now..post u more soon if got time or mayb after studying fer ma exams....adios amigos! |
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Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 8:07 PM
oh man...
oh man...so damn stressed sia...kepala gue udah pusing dok...bodoh sia si choo suruh kitorang calculate sume marks...arghh....nasib baik bdk belakang cheer aku up sket...kalo tak..siang2 aku dah takde mood....btw, i will stop posting fer a while dis wk...cos nak blaja la bong....end-of-year dok....seram sak...sentuh buku pun bukannyer bace siak...harapkan tusyen, memeningkan kepala sak....ok la aku nak sms HIM...bye...
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Monday, September 25, 2006 @ 9:16 PM
oh god!!!
oh god!!! im nervous like hell man!!!! d moments are killing me man!!!! cant take it...lines are closed....waiting fer d results fer d SINGAPORE IDOL!!!! arghhhhh!!! HADY U MUST WIN!!!!!!!!
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@ 4:39 PM
Today is the day...
yo waassup y'all....finally is the day....after thinking bout it, i wonder if i would give it a try... and dat morning, i sms HIM n we finally stead....cnt believe it man... now we both dunnoe whether to keep our relationship secret or let d whole world noe...but then if let all ppl noe, then D GERL will b noisy sia...alwaes like irritates us...arghh...hmmm....dunnoe liao...u noe wat, b4 accepting HIM, me began to feel nervous when tok to him, alwaez kinda miz him, n kept smsing HIM...and i realised its time fer me to accept him...let him be d replacement of ma broken heart...[awww...]...after being heartbroken by ma stupid ferst love...
oh ya...btw, to all muslims out there, wanna wish u all a hapi fasting...puase cukup tau...nanti leh hari raya...haha [cam bdk kecik lak]...korang kalo nak batalkan, bilang aku tau, jadi aku leh join sekaki skali...haha...[just joking..] selamat berpuase!!! |
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Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ 10:48 AM
call me when you're sober
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@ 10:09 AM
its d past....
haiyo...stupid little, skinny Z...go n tell d past story to HIM sia...ya...it all started when HE sms me whether i noe bout d shorty S...i said yes la...n skinny Z go n told him dat i alwaes go out wif S...but i havent even go out wif him n dun want to go out him sia...i thk hes a bit jealous cos when i say dat S sumtimes like to say im his gerlfren, he sae he wanna whack him...haha...but nvm la...haiyo...dat skinny Z go kepo c HIM smsing me n told him all about him like as if he noe like dat...whereas im not so close to him..nak step tahu pasal aku konon...aku tahu la dia pandai tapi pasal aku pun nak pandai2 gak kepe nak kepo tgk org sms ...PISS OFF man....!! k la gtg will post u some other time...
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Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 2:32 PM
omg...so damn embarrassed...
omg...im so deadly embarrased sia just now...'he' go n tell d whole class dat he like/luv me sia...wat the fuck!!...but i noe he dint do in on purpose...but its all bcos of maisarah la
go n disturb him...keep saying ma name at him....then when he wanna shut her mouth up, he said it out LOUD sia!!! ma face damn red sia..arghh...feel like wanna slap her face sia but luckily she ma fren sia [kesian nyer pasal] ...then now me scared if the whole class began to sae bout it...grrr...got to go...bye! |
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Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 3:16 PM
feels weird man....
feels weird man...i began to miz him now...i felt relieved n hapi when he sms me....oh no....oh 'ddear' haha....omg....haiz...but its kinda good la...cos i dun feel lonely anymore after being heartbroken with ma ferst love....haha.....k gtg...wanna chat wif him liao...bye!!!
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006 @ 3:18 PM
bored at home...
hey ya....i just reached home...so bored, feel like going out but dunnoe where to go... haiz... 'he' has gone fer swimming...i dunnoe y but i began to miz him...omg...i dunnoe y....haiz its impossible fer me to stead wif 'him' ...it felt so weird...arghh...im out of ideas dunnoe wat to write...stressful liao...got religious exam on thursday....ok la, better go study now....bye!
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 4:11 PM
Bad luck...
oh no...i dint noe wat happen to me nowadays...haiz...d dvd that khaleeda burnt fer me cnt convert...cnt find malay journal...and he dint kol me back....haiz.......worrying bout these things.....im stressed man....exams are near...2 weeks frm now. gotta start studying.....but feel lazy lol.....wanna sleep y'all....Zzzz.....
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Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 11:59 AM
complicated life....
yo everyone...im back again...haiz..simply cant describe how ma life is now...i can say its complicated...u noe wat? 'HE' pm me in msn, sms me n starting to kol me back...ingatkan da tak ingat lagi dah...but i think im not ready to answer his kols yet rite now...wished he is reading dis now...everytime i wanna pick up 'HIS' kols, i kept thinking of his mistakes dat he had done to me in d past...altough it has been a long time...but i cant simply ferget about it...i dunno why...haiz...and now...i felt dat im useless in dis world, wif nobody by my side [xcept fer my dearest sisters]...no shoulder to heal on....cos i noe...no one understand how i feel now....cos they r not in d situation....they will understand when they are im my 'shoes'...grrr....feel like screaming now...im drenched wif tears now...cant stand it..............bye.........................
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @ 9:53 PM
such a long day at sis hse.....
yoyoyo..im back babe....i've got a long story to tell here...Once upon a time,...haha.....er.....where shud i start?.....errr.....oh ya....u noe wat? i nearly lost ma MP3 siak.....gone crazy man....i was crying like hell man...dat time i was at ma sis hse...so i was like lying in bed d whole day..crying,crying,crying....at the same time, i was arguin wif ma sis that she was supposed to keep it inside her bag...but instead, u now wat? she put it at ma mum's hse....craps rite....haiz...aarggh!!! feel like killing ma sister sia...luckily jumpe siak, kalo tak, aku da naik giler dah....byk lagu yg precious tau....haiz....nasib seh....
n then, the next day, when i already got home, getting ready to go to ma sis hse again to sleepover her hse again, ma mum suddenly bangun [awake frm her sleep], and sae, 'Azah! nak g maner? dah dah...g solat n tido...!!!!' <<< I WAS LIKE DAMN FUCKING ANGRY,SAD,FUMING WIF ANGER...ETC.... CANT BELIEVE IT SIA...I da ge ready tau...n i also dah planned to makan old chang kee yg ma sis just bought....[cos i was like dreaming for it]...then everything was ruined by MY MOTHER....stupid fucker ass....erghh!! cant stand it man....i cried again....haiz...so sianx.... k la me better go now...ma sis calling, wanna go watch video...Scary movie 4 [borrowed frm khaleeda] hehe...k buh bye!!! |
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Sunday, September 03, 2006 @ 12:08 PM
suara dari kubur....
yoyoyo....such a tired dae todae..yesterday went to syarahan...ceybah...hahax....dia ckp pasal pelajaran & iktibar dari israk dan mikraj...best jugak arh..tapi ngantuk2 sikit arh..[cos da lame tak g syarahan..hehe]..pastu kan...nak dekat2 habis, dia kasi dgr suare org tgh jerit2 kat kubur siak....dia kate yg scientists pegi taruk high-tech speaker beberapa kaki above d ground...actually d scientists didnt expect d sounds..but when they heard d noise, d american scientists began to realised theres dis such things as 'azab kubur'...bulu roma naik siol...haha...k lar...dats all me wanna sae...i gotta go now...Toodles....!!!!!!
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Saturday, September 02, 2006 @ 1:24 PM
Behind these hazel eyes..
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight Everything, it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong Now I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside 'Cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Swallow me then spit me out For hating you, I blame myself Seeing you it kills me now No, I don't cry on the outside Anymore... Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes |
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@ 11:28 AM
bored...
omg...im soo damn bored man..btw [i think good news] i began to accept 'datin' siti nurhaliza and 'datuk k' to get married....cos slalunyer me tak dapat 'terima' tapi sekarang ok la...maybe i think datuk k baik jugak la...tangok muke dia mcm muke kesian arh...haha..alar...harapkan misai kontot jer yg buat siti cair kot...alerr....but then i agree wif ma fren hidayah dat datuk k dun look like a 47-year old nyer man..hmm...ape lagi nak tulis dah ni.......gua takde idea babe....aku out dulu la....bye bye!!!
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@ 11:27 AM
Teacher's Day
Just now teachers day celebrations-considered 'ok' la...but especially d ferst part was so DAMN boring sial...d principal tok fer almost half an hour [or mayb more]...then she sang a song called 'its a small world'...haiyo,hancur seh...[patutlah hujan siak]..jiwa2 sak dier nyanyi..Then came the REAL celebrations..the dance items quite gd la...but the moment dat i really wait for was d performance by DC7..they rox man...the rest all ok la...there are also some teachers dat performed...hmm...bolehlah tahan...tapi mesti ader bdk choir..bdk dier same lak tu...feeling2 dier nyanyi...aku pun tak paham aper yg dier nyanyi sebab lagu cina...alar tak kesahlah...tapi overall i cn sae its 'ok' lar...but i preferred d last year DC7 performance..i thk maybe bcos banyak org but tadi cume pkai 4 org jek...ok la..think i stop here rite now...Toodles!!
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@ 11:26 AM
at last...
woohoo...at last the drama is over...ahhh...lega sikit...but feel like wanna redo seh..cam tak puas hati seh..i dint scold much...cos i was shaking like hell sia...alar,ckigu eunos bukannyer buat pape...asik2 tulis2,bukan tengok kat kite nyer lakonan...bodoh seh...tapi takpela...i noe dat everyone gave their best shot just now...[especially natasha]...lagipun Cikgu Irda nak belanje kitorang pe....skali skali pe...hehe...k la..me wanna go..i will update more soon....!
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@ 11:25 AM
Fuck ma bro lar...
arghhh....feel like wanna kill ma bro yesterdae arh!!! u noe wat? when i was surfing d net inseide the room, suddely ma broadband connection went off cos he go off it JUST TO WATCH A VIDEO...WITHOUT ASKING ME..cibai sial...he thk wat siol..n unluckily, i was downloading a song frm khaleeda..and it suddenly been canceled bcos of him..dia ingatkan dia abg, dier leh suka hati buat ape2? abeh adek jadi mangsa ar..pandai la tu...lu rilek one corner sua la...lu g beli satu tv siap dgn video...jadi ko nak tgk video ke, tv ke...tu lum nyer pasal..got bro oso no use sia...i wish he would get married faster and get out of dis hse...cant stand his 'innocent type of face sia..feel like wanna give ONE TIGHT SLAP..grr..
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@ 11:19 AM
ok...everybody...
alrite everyone...im gonna post all my earlier posts...hope u dun mind...[cos all of them were of d same dates n times..] if u wanna noe when, u cn check out at my mozilla blog [onli for mozilla users..sori!]... http://www.life-before-death.blogspot.com/
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Friday, September 01, 2006 @ 5:41 PM
im back...
yoyoyo...im back...so tiring...keep changing blogs, all bcos of this stupid internet explorer..haiyo...k lor..me wanna update some more...Toodles!
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