Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
Out of ANGER, SADNESS or DAILY HAPPENINGS
My BLOG, My SAY.
|
Friday, December 03, 2010 @ 9:03 PM
hanya sekadar luahan hati
aku bingung.
tiada lagi dapat kukatakan untuk menerangkannya hatiku beku bukan kerana takut bukan kerana aku enggan berterus terang buat apa untukku berterus terang jika aku tidak menipu. tetapi mengapa dia tetap tidak mempercaya? aku tahu aku sudah tidak lagi suci di hatinya aku sedar dia cintakanku, dan itu dapat dilihat dengan pandanganku namun, tiada siapa akan tahu isi lubuk hatinya yang luka terhadap sikapku aku silap bukan pertama bukan kedua tapi ketiga kali aku harus bersedia untuk perpisahan walaupun aku enggan walaupun aku sedar, aku sering memintanya namun, tidak. aku tidak akan mahu meninggalkannya dan tidak mahu ditinggalkan. sayang. aku harus akur jika ada perubahan di hatimu jika ada perubahan pada sikapmu walaubagaimanapun, aku tetap sayangkanmu kaulah cintaku yang terakhir |
|
|
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 11:08 PM
5 months
 i felt so bad for not posting for the past 2 monthsaries...haha kbye. 5 months.. it seemed like 5 years to me.. maybe because i never get bored meeting and seeing bby's face every day, every time, every sec, every hour...blablabla.. bby.. i know hiccups sometimes happen between us.. and i know.. i felt that most of it are mostly caused by me.. and because of the super duper tiny thing becomes a huge gigantic deal for us.. i'm sorry bby.. i'm sorry for the heart ache i caused.. i'm sorry for over-reacting. i'm sorry for being a distract sometimes... i'm sorry for being too sensitive.. i'm sorry for being selfish at times.. i'm really sorry..i'll try to improve ok syg? guide me along, will you? i love you bby.. happy 5 months love.. 200610 here's a song lyric i dedicated for you.. very meaningful.. its from me to to you... every word from it.. Siti Nurhaliza - Pastikan Lihatlah Langit Di Atas Sana Maksudku Hanya Ingin Yang Baik Pastikan Kau Dengan Aku Maafkanlah Aku Sayang Biar Langit Dan Bumi Meruntuh |
|
|
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 12:49 PM
when they are away for 2 weeks
 parents have been away for 8 days already.. and i already feel the loss at home.. whenever i went out.. whenever i'm alone at home.. even whenever i'm asleep.. as a daughter, i, myself, already know that 'enjoying' and going out when they were away does not mean freedom..but just for a 'time-out' for me as a student and as a teenager.. i'm a bit pissed off with the situation at home.. everything is all about the kids like totally!! i'm not complaining of babysitting them, but.........sigh. i'm okay taking care of them if they obey and respect me as their aunt.. but! they NEVER respect me, NEVER listen to me, NEVER NEVER NEVER!!! BUT WHY? i remembered. at one point of time, i cried in front of my laptop, listening to Untukmu Ibu by Exists. dont ask me. at that point of time, i had to be alone taking care of the kids.. and at that point of time, i covered my ears upon hearing one argument after another made by the little devils(kids).. i let out a huge sigh. i never did that. its been so long i let out that huge sigh. and wiping the tears that kept tearing down.. consequences: if i try to solve the kids' arguments, i tend to beat them. if i try to be patient with their rudeness, i could get emo and depressed and all i can do is always CRY! if i told my sisters about this, they would say "they're kids, they're still small kids!" *roll eyes* if if if if if only i can kill people, i will kill.. arghhhh!!! oh god, friday, 1.03pm i cried again. |
|
|
Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 4:39 PM
after dying...
 ok i get it. this blog is S to the U to the P to the E to the R dead dead dead... sigh..all the interesting infos were all expired as ive not been updating for too long already.. :( ohwells..just gonna tell you what I did yesterday yaww... went to Rihlah exhibition at National Library.. been wanting to go there but had to postponed that plan cos' it was a public holiday (and duh.it doesnt open during public holiday -.-) so we actually went yesterday. just a short info about the exhibition: basically tells about the Arabs in Southeast Asia and how it came about..blablablabla.... went there with my sayang and duh, he kept saying 'b, i nye name family ade tulis kat sini tau..jom cari' ahahaha...i love him (selit!) the exhibition was quite spacious, maybe because there wasnt a lot of people there. -.- sadly, we havent completed 'surveying' the exhibition but we got halau-ed by the security there.. at first i thought that they did not allow any camera-taking but...because there was an event going to be held there. grrrr................ so we headed down to Far East to fulfill my craving for kebab!!! but still, i wanna taste my sayang's mummy's kebab..but ohwells, i was satisfied with the food there.. except for the cashier.. sayang was a bit pissed with the cashier..awww..bad bad service.. but i like the waiters there..very friendly and served us with their sweet smiles... ;) oh yea, i forgot to mention. we bought movie tickets yaww!! guess what movie? eh eh eh? we watched...Prince Of Persia.. yes, i know..i'm not a bit of a fan of such movie genres although i heard that the ratings was good.. but ohwells, surprisingly, this was the first movie that i actually dozed off during some parts of the movie...zzzzz... plus plus plus..the movie theatre sucks! LIDO 4 IS SMALL!! :( the seats were comfortable but they were too cramped...grrr.. afterwards, we decided to head back home.. my sayang sent me home and we took bus 190. overall, our date yesterday was a sweet and healthy one.. and bby, i always loved the last part..heheheh.. kbye! pictures are up on fb yaww... ok dont ask about the tudung part.. i kinda got the deep intention to wear it.. eh hello, with a sincere heart ok! hahahaha ok bye..i love my sayang Sheikh Muhamad Said |
|
|
Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 10:08 PM
dash.dot.dash
yeap, noted.
this blog is super dead. like SUPER DEAD! i realised that i did write a simple draft post...wait. and when was that? i think around last month...!?? goshhh..... ohwells, if i were to tell the whole lot of things that happened these past few weeks, that'll never end...and i dont think i could even remember it.dangs! wait. i dont think i wanna post it now.. so this is just posting for the sake of posting yawww... KBYE! |
|
|
Thursday, April 08, 2010 @ 7:43 PM
back for posting.
 stumbled upon the blogger dashboard quite a lot of times..but ended up with the 'lazy-to-post' attitude! and btw, i think i realised that i'm no more close to my parents anymore.. i dont know why..but its like months since i go out with them cos' kept going out with sisters and friends..ohwells, only we, family, knows the reason..k nvm. so good friday fall on....friday, duh! and on the friday itself, me and my sis and her gang(her children) 'ran away' from home for JB. we went with sis' friend, Mumtaz. decided to stay over for 1 day at her mum's house in JB.. her mum is a very open-minded person..oohh, i loike! as soon as we reached there..our mind was like at the mood of -SHOPPING! haha..ok not exactly shopping but going out to see some interested stuffs there.. reached home around 7 plus.. rest for a while and then went out again.. went to Pandan market.. and i was surprised that theres such thing as 'Leeches therapy'!! my sis wanted to try it but she was like 'eee...i nak try tapi geli!!' -.- sis Mumtaz did it.. and i saw the leeches stucked on to her leg..and watching it sucked her blood! ugh.. and they said that this therapy helps to clean our blood.. but looking at the leeches....ugh, no comments. sadly, didnt took pic of it :( me and sis planned to ton at night.. just wanna stay up and chill out.. watched indonesian horror movie that we bought from the market called Jeritan Kuntilanak.. ok it was scary, i must say.. like duh, 2 mcm paham ladies watching horror films and we kept screaming..hahahah so i slept around 5 and i woke up around 10am breakfast...and not long after, i slept again from 12pm to 4pm! hahaahhaha...buruks! ohwells, packed for home around 5plus.. shopped at Larkin then get a car for home sweet home in singapore baybeh aites till here then im gonna update.. i'm gonna wait for pics for me to do my next post... adios! |
|
|
Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 2:30 PM
 i changed my venue - from my room to the living room now. why? pekakkan my ears from my nephews and niece arguing in my room.. auntie dont bother you know... sigh..currently bored at home. however i found another indonesioan show on youtube called Barbi3! ohwells..for those who know the Rossa's song, Hey Ladies, well, that's the soundtrack of the show! ok bye. ok suddenly i realised that ive been watching malay old movie/shows youtube.. listing out; Maria Mariana 1 & 2 Sembilu 1 & 2 Adnan Sempit Bohsia Syurga Cinta Remp-it Ghazal Untuk Rabiah and first few parts of Indonesion sinetron, Ku Tlah Jatuh Cinta and currently, Rock and Barbi3 mamposs...azah tak takde keje nak buat pe...? haiyo! ohwells...at least not to the extend of watching p.ramlee shows like Shaleh did... :p aites..i think i wanna watch the show now.. or rather...if i'm too bored, i think i'm gonna post again... so lets wait and see yeaa.... love. and i miss Shaker..where'd he go? :( |
|
|
@ 12:24 PM
i am bored.kbye.
 im hooked with Hello's song, Ular Berbisa.. nothing got to do with the lyrics but the rhythm that is so catchy.. alright, today is a saturday. parents gonna come back from their Arab lessons soon. sister is preparing to go off for tuition and...i'm stuck with my 2 nephews and a niece in my house. oh god..kids!! i dont know why some people would say "ape nak stress sgt? budak2 cute pe.." ar pantat la cute.. of course kids are cute but when they are small.. as they grow...eh wahh...kepala sudah besar! plus...these 3 nephews of mine are so different from other kids, in my opinion.. their fear factor is like over maximum of 100% they are even afraid to wander IN THE HOUSE in broad daylight. ugh, tell me about it.. and me, being the pathetic auntie, have to 'usher' them t the toilet..to the living room...to the kitchen..blablablablabla.... ok like nampak sah i'm so bored at home till i talked about this in my blog. oh gosh.. so today, i think i'm off to watch the malay movie Rock on youtube. so far, i've watched some on youtube.. so youtube, you have been entertaining me at home so far... thank you, youtube.. i owe you a lot. thank you. ok bye. |
|
|
Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:58 PM
3 days in a week
 ok so how should begin this post eh? hmm.. k forget it. hello. kbye. ok about today. i went to my sis' crib at woodlands headed there from home around 11 plus. chilled there till 3 plus then headed out to meet my beloved shake. met him at cwp went to macdonalds to grab some bites before going for the movie with shaleh AGAIN.. guess what we watching baybeh? .... ......  we watched How To Train Your Dragon! ok. honestly, at first i thought this was a stupid cartoon show.. but but but but...it turned out to be C-U-T-E! nice storyline. nice effects. and nice astonishing 3D effects!! soooo.....must watch...i loike! ok so about the whole week.. basically, didnt get the chance to go out that much like how i used to... hmmm....except for some excuses and reasons...haiz,biasa bro! so on monday i went out to accompany dearie to study at Esplanade library. ok its quite a long time I went there after got together with bby. teringat masa zaman purba kita together...spending most our time there together. memories...memories.. stayed there for quite some time.. yeap. he studied and I read my library book :) after that, chilled by the bay.. catching up...blablablablabla.... sadly, cant stay for long as bby got silat practice.. and supposedly, i'm supposed to come down to lot one to meet my gfs for nat's birthday surprise.. but sadly too, i cant stay out till night.. so im rushing myself to be home before magrib yawww... sadded!  ok so went out merayap on the next day, tuesday too...hehe.. had fun yawww.... met bby at somerset then proceeded for movie. we watched The Lovely Bones. i was a bit of no-mood to go out actually as i'm not kinda looking forwards for any movie.. and i didnt expect the movie was quite a worth-watching but review: Lovely Bones is better than Up In The Air - in my opinion. then ............we went to eat Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza.. and i felt sorry for the chicken.. didnt get to finish it..plus the sambal was spicy to the max.. and that was like the first time i didnt finish Ayam Penyet.. made me ended up feeling damn hungry when i got home.. after that, met up with shaleh for lepaks...since he's feeling mendaks at home cos hes not working.. so we ajak him out to join us.. headed to City Hall to go for bowling... ahahahaha....all i can say was that I was making a fool out of myself there... imagine looking back at myself bowl and being there was like so kental and kekeks... plus, the stupid crappy jokes by bby and Shaleh.. tak leh angs! so we had this deal: who won had to to belanja us Breeks! well, we knew that bby would win... hahahahahhaa... but sadly, i gotta rush home. and i was feeling guilty towards shaleh who hadnt eaten yet..awww..tsk... ohwells...overalll....me had funn baybeh! ok yaww..basically thats all folks.. just spending 3 days in a week could be so fun... why? because theres my bby with me.. with him, will never be boring..need i repeat that? N-E-V-ER! ok attached ar some pics snapped whilw waiting to bowl... biasa bro! we acted as if we were deprived from childhood.. huge difference to compare between our ages and our acts.. omgosh...  ok..kes kecik2 tak pernah pegang tembak2...da besar, nak tembak bende lain! haha.. "bang..jgn tinggalkan saya bang...da tak tahan sgt ni bang..." wakakakakaka! (tak tahan ape eh? u guys pikir sendiri la eh!) Shaleh - "eh penat pe aku pose sorang power ranger? takpe ar..aku sorang je ar tangkap glamour.hmph"Shake - "eh asal aku rase mcm ade orang nak bantai aku dari blakang ni? eh, tak leh jadi ni! kene bukak langkah silat lepas ambik gambar ni....hmph" Azah - "eh sape tu mamat cute tu!? alamak,shake kat sebelah ar..oops! k takpe,action cool je...senyum je..."  'jangan jangan kau tumbuk perutku....!' that all folks! kisah 2 mats and 1 minah DOL in Dragon tales..to be continued.. |
|
|
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 3:04 PM
OMG! i cant believe how horrible the lady in the video sing..ugh.. random much.. no wonder it rains... hahahahahahah~~!! |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Noor Azah
Screen name as Hatreziee
Turn One-Eight on 28 January
Someone who LOVES to enjoy every minutes of freedom when she has the opportunity
Music-Lover but more HEAD-BANGED to Avenged Sevenfold, Killswitch Engange, Disturbed and Korpiklaani
Jerks, Backstabbers, People controlling her freedom and Liars are the most top HATERS.
Black, Design and Friends are LOVED.
Can be a Slacker
Friendly, Understanding and Caring person
but a Sensitive and Temperamental at times
wishlist: Unconditional Desires
Excellence in StudiesThe Perfect Guy
Watch MORE Movies
Freedom
MORE $$$$
More Tops
Try on cute GREY and Black Dresses
Azariel Vempiira | Create your badge
affiliates: The endless connections
♥ Sheikh Muhammad Said ♥ Amee
Ana
Angela
Athirah
Bayo
Esther
Fauzi
Honey Starz
Hyrul Anuar
Ika Chika
Janice
Khalee
Kok Shin
Kristle
Lien Ching
Meanpheyaszmyn
Naja
Natasha
Ruyu
Ridwan Silvera
Sofia
Sihan
Venessa
tagboard: Mix the words up
archives: It took time to see
September 2006 / October 2006 / November 2006 / December 2006 / January 2007 / February 2007 / March 2007 / April 2007 / May 2007 / June 2007 / July 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / October 2007 / November 2007 / December 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 / May 2008 / June 2008 / July 2008 / August 2008 / September 2008 / October 2008 / November 2008 / December 2008 / January 2009 / February 2009 / March 2009 / April 2009 / May 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / August 2009 / September 2009 / October 2009 / November 2009 / December 2009 / January 2010 / February 2010 / March 2010 / April 2010 / May 2010 / June 2010 / December 2010 /
acknowledgments: You have my thanks
Blogskin created by Eclair-x.
Image courtesy of alavigne.com.Best viewed in 1026 x 768 pixels screen resolution, Mozilla Firefox.